this blog is over.

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writing a song with him but he don’t know it’s about him

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You never know how depressed you are until something sets it off. You may think you are fine, but someone just messes it up, and it stays messed up for a while.

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Michael Kelso - That 70′s Show

It honestly pisses me off how on That 70′s Show, Michael was constantly cheating on Jackie, and even if the rest of the friends would find out, nobody would be a good friend and tell Jackie, or even tell Michael to stop cheating. His dumbass just couldn’t resist Eric’s sister. Michael always talks about how he wants to break up with Jackie, he should have just done that and been with as many tramps as he wanted. But his character being a cheater just gives him and Eric’s sister a terrible reputation; he’s a ridiculous asshole, and she’s a tramp/hoe/slut. I know this is just a show, but… I never seem to realize that. 

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UPDATE, I THINK JACKIES ABOUT TO FIND OUT. ERIC'S HOE ASS SISTER IS GOING ON THE ROAD TRIP WITH THEM AND JACKIE JUMPED OUT AND YELLED SUPRISED. DONNA IS THE ONLY ONE WHO GIVES A DAMN ABOUT HIM CHEATING DONNA IS AMAZING I LOVE HER

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How do u feel about a 16 year old dating a 20 year old?

Such a touchy subject because it’s illegal but personally I don’t care because I’ve always dated older guys.I mean my mom met my dad when she was like 16 and he was like 24 and they’re still going strong

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i say hell yeah. but that is honestly nothing bc my friend’s dad and step mom are twenty years apart...

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amy winehouse's documentary is so sad 😭😭

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hey there, if you're sad or going through anything, just ignore all the problems you're going theo and keep slaying like you always do —An IG post

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"it will get better"

yes, people always say it will get better, and I believe it. When? WHEN will it get better whem I'm already dead? When I've completely lost my mind?

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"dont grow up"😒

People always say "dont grow up too fast" or "don't be in such a hurry. Honestly I dont want to grow up but at the same time, I can't stand another second in this age with this life i'm living in. Yeah i am only 14 but i am tired of this life. I already have things planned out. I know stuff costs money and I need a job, and honestly I'd love to get a job. I'm excited. I get to make my own money, buy my own things, etc. I know I cant buy myself a house as SOON as I get out of high school, but if I get a half-time job or two half-time jobs, then i can make money and maybe i could get a cheap apartment. But i am tired of my current life. It's ridiculously, emotionally, painful. Yes I know, I only get one life, and I shouldnt be in such a hurry, but I would rather be in a hurry to try to grow up then continuously trying to end my awful life. It hasn't been this awful until recently. Things just started going downhill. Out of nowhere. I just want things to get better.

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a true friend is someone you never have to send "wyd" to start a conversation.

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I can see you act like you care but, and i know you do. but i can see that you dont care as much as you really should

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If klaus/ bf watched porn would you consider that cheating

No I don’t consider that cheating

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its not lmao. would you be mad though

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WHO THE FUNammanwna WHO WOUL LEAVE an AVOCADO OUT TO DIE LIKE THIS. I am SUING whoever did this

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i want to run away from here so badly. i want to get away from everyone who has ever pissed me off so much. i want to start a new life on my own without any stupid rules. i know for sure i wouldnt be so depressed. its the people in my life making me depressed.

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if i were a pornstar, i’d have a “slogan.” my “slogan” would be ‘My vagina has been used more than the internet’

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i dont think im using tumblr correctly...

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if i were a pornstar, i'd have a "slogan." my "slogan" would be 'My vagina has been used more than the internet'

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i feel like i am losing emotion. i dont feel anything anymore. the only thing i feel is empty. i think im sad, but i realize i have no reaction to something or no emotion. when i think something is funny i cant really laugh. the "laugh" or acknowledgemt for pretty much anything feels forced. but today, i actually cried while feeling sad. but earlier today, in first period, i started laughing/crying for no fucking reason and it honestly scared the hell out of me. i thought i was possessed. omg

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i hate myself so much