I adore you without knowing how or why. Running to the station to reach the train you’re on so you’re not alone. can’t stand you being on your own. The sky is painted black now and I look at your reflection in the window. I wonder what you think. wish i had a window to your eyes or a key to your mind even if it’s filled with things i don’t wanna hear. I’ll replace the stairs with two chairs, one for you, the other for me. We both forget about the party we’re at and start talking about art. you tell me about your favourite artist, showing me your favourites on your phone that you hand to me so i get a better look. All I could see was your face in every piece. I saw you stumble out of the taxi cab and without thinking i open my door, hoping you gravitate towards me like a magnet. I still don’t know which house you went to but i left my bed for you and slept on the floor in case you changed your mind. I’m cold and no one is here. wish your world would come to me instead. Do you feel any love or just an empty bed? Why do you crave violence? should i pretend to be angry at you because that’s the only way you feel loved?










