you are my JOY. i'm the one who causes JOY for FUN. FUCK!

over 18, banner image is a manga panel from Mairimashita! Iruma-kun: if Episode of Mafia colored by violetnight

[simofabitch]

TAG DIRECTORY IF YOU'RE NOSY LIKE ME

also cos i wanna start using my own tags more

USEFUL AND FUNNY TAGS

#posts that actually made me lol : what it says on the tin, not just funny but had to actually make me laugh to get put here

#smile irl : like above but made me smile, more cute/silly/sweet than funny

#read later : not just for books or posts but things i may wanna save in general like games or shows or whtv

#burgerposting : posts about liking hamburgers and/or being usamerican. my fav food is actually pizza, but pizza not as memeable as burgers so burgerposting

#phone wallpaper : self explanatory

STUFF I LIKE/FANDOM TAGS

#mybugs : hollow knight, silksong and irl bugs

#pierrotposting : pierrot from the freak circus, my favorite datable romance visual novel character ever, for some reason

#jestering : jester from the freak circus

#world is a circus : i need to make a general clowns/jesters/idiots tag.... that's this tag now

#cookie yaoi : shadowvanilla

#mikus everywhere for those with eyes to see : self explanatory

#soundwave : my favorite transformer

#the screech : starscream, my 2nd or 3rd favorite transformer

#maid nightmare factory : i like characters in maid outfits and i like maid outfits and i like cleaning and serving however being a maid irl was the worst job i ever had and made me -- maid me lol -- want to kill myself and i still have nightmares about it so the tag is maid nightmare factory

#wuppy : when i see a post and think "wuppy" what is wuppy? idk don't ask me

#show me the sky show me how to live

PERSONAL TAGS

#poetry : self explanatory

#pink house : reminds me of my childhood, nostalgic, sweet in a good way

#yellow house : reminds me of my home now, my best friend, hope for the future, enjoying the simple pleasantries of everday life in the moment

#blue house : wait why the fuck is that there. wiat no nonononono fuck get away nonon AAAAAA--

#is reality shattering ? : is reality shattering ? is reality shattering ? is reality shattering ?

#fav : self explanatory

#love this gif : gifs that i could stare at for a long time

#mecore : relatable stuff, reminds me of myself

#lock in : very little motivates me. i am very lazy. but some does. gender envy, fitness goals, and/or the rare optimism post that actually moves me goes here

If you know me irl no you don't. nobody knows me. not even I know me

art cred for that pierrot art is baidao on tumblr. slicing onions fine as fuck image with niki shiina stolen from shuyume. image of maid pokemon was stolen from picmix and the image of kiriwo was stolen from pintrest

MY GRAVEYARD....

🪦 mama

🪦 love for the others

🪦 ability to cry for real

🪦my belief that the world is just and kind

🪦red velvet flavor poptarts

🪦 pink and yellow lemonade blue bell ice cream

🪦 kroger limited edition lemon cheesecake ice cream

🪦 birthday cake bang and blue and yellow limoncello bang

🪦 strawberry ice cream cone hershey's kisses

🪦 Dragalia Lost.... the only gacha phone game i ever loved...

🪦 the beautiful dress up game that i have screenshots of that ended service after a year... Cocoppa dolls... I MISS YOU...

[filmphotofranz]

[rattetytat]

[boymagicalgirl]

MW (1976)

[pierogiy]

Caught Up On My Stories BTW. Handling It

[grawly]

[onet4ke]

Who decides what is true and what is right?

[storiezuntold]

The amount of detail in this is TERRIFYING, hello??? How many years did this take?!! How much of your soul did you sacrifice?!? 😭 /Pos

[amaplaka]

ᥫ⊹ᥫ⊹ᥫ⊹

[footlongdingledong]

thing thats good: yay

thing thats bad: aww

thing that has both genuinely amazing pieces of storytelling and abysmal dogshit slop both happening like entirely interchangably:

[alookseeblog]

Chris Reccardi

[dogpuppy]

[loyaldis]

Klaus being a clown even before evolving into Piemon

[fforsythiaaa]

Once when I was in undergrad, someone described something as “problematic” in class and our professor was like, “That’s cool, but ‘problematic’ doesn’t really mean anything. It means that the thing you’re describing has a problem, and in and of itself that’s not bad. Art, especially, should always have problems, or else it’s not interesting and not art, either. It sounds like you’re trying to say that this is bad, but you don’t want to say ‘bad.’ Is that right?”

So from then on whenever one of us called something problematic, he would make us talk it out until we could name the “bad” thing we were hinting at. In this particular class, 7/10 it was some type of oppression, and the remainder was like, “I’m uncomfortable because this is very new/confusing/pushing boundaries that made me feel safe.”

Once we stopped calling things “problematic” and stopping at that, class got way more interesting and... we all had to say, like, “that’s racist” or “that’s misogynistic” or “ew capitalism gross” out loud, which a lot of us had never done in a classroom before. Or we had to be like, “Uhhh... I’m not sure what’s so bad?” and confront our own beliefs and that was maybe even more useful.

Anyway. Whenever I see the word problematic, I can’t help but think of this professor being like, “Good starting point, now let’s get specific.” I think when we have to commit to saying “that’s ___” it requires a lot more careful thought about the truth and impact and complexities of whatever we’re claiming. Sometimes there really is some bullshit afoot, and also sometimes it’s art, and it should be full of problems, because that’s what art is.

[simofabitch]

Woke up can barely think. Nap when I get home after. Have to

[inzergue]

[thisdastampdoesnotexist]

[scoutology]

#crysobbing