simply dollie, simply sick

mentally ill on main | yami kawaii fashion, menhera, j fashion in general | study blog: @simplystudiiiez

[simplydollie]

i’m dollie/doll/d (he/they). here’s my blog

about

18. NO NSFW. I DO NOT CARE FOR IT. INSTANT BLOCK. BC IM “LEGAL” DOESNT GIVE YOU THE PASS.

my favorite j fashion styles are yami kawaii and menhera. you’ll see a lot of that type of content on my page.

im neurodivergent and have mental issues. i may misread things or just come off generally weird. if anything like that happens please lmk so i can be better about it

i listen to a bunch of youtube and music. i’m never without it

likes:

cats, they’re so silly

drawing, mainly creepy cute and vent art

plushies. i have too many but also can’t sleep without them

horror/psychological horror movies

dislikes:

being cold

teenagers, they’re assholes

loud noises

favorite bands

hanabie

slipknot

kikuo

mcr

atarashii gakko!

ghost

babymetal

bob vylan

favorite movies

ponyo

the boys

smiling friends

kikis delivery service

deadpool

metalocalypse

south park

moral orel

random

i have a study blog to attempt to enjoy school. i’ll probably end up posting mental health related stuff here(prob just vents and shit)

my fashion tag: #dollie’s fashion

my witchcraft tag: #dollie’s witchcraft

[carryonmywaywardsam]

Episodes I’m shocked never happened:

Sam and/or Dean turning into women

Sam and Dean body swap

Summer Camps like Friday 13th

Old fashioned woman in black/Victorian episode

Jesus

Medusa/minotaur general greek mythology

Mermaids?!

MOTHMAN

GOATMAN (dancing on his bridge)

Jersey Devil

Sam becoming a witch and learning under Rowena

Jess coming back as a ghost/shifter etc

The Winchester mystery house

[simplydollie]

nah cuz dean would totally pull a shane madej and just

[simplydollie]

more venting

transcribed bc my handwriting is borderline unreadable at times

“it’s so over. like actually over. i’m never getting out. we had a chance to escape and she fucking blew it. and for what? for her nuclear family fantasy? and she kept it secret like we weren’t going to find out. him. over [redacted], the guy we actually want around. everyday i understand am’s hatred for humanity more and more. that monologue has become a mantra at this point. i wish i didn’t have to relate everything back to movies, games and literature but they explain it better than i ever will. they finally put it into words.”

but yeah. just angst. recommend ways to get out of the house with my sister and shit.

[simplydollie]

NAH FUCK IT BITCHING TIME

I CHOSE THE WORST TIME TO COME HOME. WHAT DO YOU MEAN MY MOM IS BACK WITH HIM. AFTER EVERYTHING

I SHOULDVE TAKEN ALL OF THIS⬇️ AS A SIGN

[simplydollie]

coming back home to mama

i’m moving back with my family. i’ve really missed them. hopefully things truly get better this time but im not gonna hold my breath. i love that i have a second family now, ill be visiting them frequently. i’m gonna miss waking up with my boyfriend, being at his sisters graduation, getting unimaginably pissed off when he’s being slow in outlast.

[simplydollie]

i’m gonna miss my bf so much but at least i’ll have my family again.

[scramratz]

My deadname is slowly but surely becoming a popular chosen name amongst transfems and it’s making meetups awkward

[copperscug]

it haunts me

[fairycosmos]

fucked that you can’t fix other people especially when you really care about them. Oh so im just supposed to be there for you while you suffer. like a useless cunt gargoyle

[simplydrawingzzzz]

hyperfixation unlocked: spn

i keep getting hit with emotional damage so i drew the winchester boys with warm blankies and cups of hot choccy

[enkephalinpilled]

in order to preserve my internet privacy i’ll have to start feeding everyone misinformation about myself. i don’t eat. i don’t sleep. i don’t breathe. i don’t blink. i don’t have “blood”

[simplydollie]

my current hyperfixation is supernatural. (yes i’ve fallen into the inevitable superwholock trap) i got some pieces for a different costume and they doubled as pieces for a castiel cosplay, now i just have to convince my sister to dress up as the winchesters with me for halloween. she’s gonna be sam bc she’s younger and taller and ill be dean bc he’s best boy.

[simplydollie]

me watching supernatural:

wow, i haven’t sustained emotional damage in five minutes…

i was then shot 14,388 times.

[simplydollie]

i’m on the hh holmes episode of supernatural and i’m reminded how strong these women are. i’m watching jo and dean and my only thoughts are

anyways i would not last a minute alone in a room with dean winchester. jo is a better man than i am.

[simplydollie]

downward spiral 🌀 downward spiral 🌀 downward spiral 🌀 downward spiral 🌀 downward spiral 🌀 downward spiral 🌀 downward spiral 🌀 downward spiral 🌀

[the-pact-diaries]

The Ritual of House and Heart

For witches who move, rebuild, and are never truly unguarded.

1. Light the candle.

Black, blood-red, or bone-white - doesn’t matter.

The flame knows what you are.

2. (Optional, but we all love a tangible token):

Place something near the flame that belongs at your door:

a decorative key, a stone, a pinch of soil.

Put it where the fire can see it.

3. Speak the following spell.

Edit as needed. Slow your voice. Say it like you mean it.

You do.

“To the earth below and the wind above, know this:

I ask no permission. This place bends to me.

No envy, no curse, no whisper of malice

shall cross this threshold and remain whole.

I - or we, as it fits - and my loyal ones (seen or unseen, demons or not)

hold the rings. Seal the cracks.

As we move, as we build, as we become,

nothing may follow that seeks to harm.

We carry the hearth. We carry the pact.

We carry the knives, if needed.”

4. Blow gently over the flame. Let it flicker, not fail.

Then whisper:

“So it is. So it watches. So it holds.”

5. Let the candle burn down in one sitting if you can.

If you're disturbed, pick it back up later, the spell doesn’t break.

Your spirits will wait, return, or be called again.

6. Leave your token at the main door until everything’s settled.

Repeat as needed, especially if something dares knock.

Yours, The House That Writes Pact Diaries.

[astra-ravana]

Cursing By The Moon

Dark/New Moon: Ruined beginnings, job/financial loss, bad health, depression, hopelessness, despair, fear

Waxing Crescent: Destruction, ruined plans, weakness, illness, ruin, sorrow

Waxing Gibbous: Bad luck, arguments, tension, chaos, accidents, injuries

Full Moon: Spiritual warfare, psychic attack, hauntings and possessions, nightmares, legal issues, loss of motivation/will power

Waning Gibbous: Addiction, ending relationships, stress, panic, emotional breakdowns

Waning Crescent: Mistakes, humiliation, bad choices, betrayal, butt of the joke, loneliness