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hereâs to everyone hitting a low point after doing really well. youâre amazing and so strong and your hard work is not erased. you will find happiness again
Know that you are good enough, donât give up when things get rough
Hate Me | Morgan Rielly
*Based of the song Hate Me by Jillian Jacqueline
Everything seems okay right now Bottom of the sky hasn't fallen out But I know when it comes It's gonna get ugly, get ugly
You and Morgan were happy. Anyone that looked at your Instagram or saw you out on dates would make the assumption that you both were happy. You knew that there were issues you two needed to work out that were laying beneath the surface. Morgan had been distant lately when he was home with you. There was less talking and more silence.Â
You don't know you as well as I do So baby don't wait a week or two Go and pull the Band-Aid off
Morgan had just returned from a long stretch of away games that hadnât gone well for the Maple Leafs. You knew he was going to be upset with himself and the team. In hindsight, it probably wasnât the best timing to bring up the issues you two had been having but you were beyond tired of walking on eggshells around him. You had wanted to talk to him before the away games but he stated he didnât want to talk then.
Don't need those coffee mugs from Portland Don't need that sweater from your drawer Don't need to hear, "I'm sorry"
Morgan had gone home to Vancouver for the weekend. He had texted you that the apartment was open so that you could get your things out. You opened the door to the apartment that you once called home and noticed how cold the apartment felt. You made your way into the kitchen and found boxes that had already been packed with your name on them. In the boxes were items from the memories that you had made with Morgan over the past two years. Coffee mugs from your weekend trip to Portland, the vancouver sweater that he bought you the first time he brought you home to meet his parents, the picture frames that had photos of you and the rest of the Maple Leafs significant others. You had just came back to the apartment to grab the last box when Morgan walked through the door. You gave Morgan a soft smile before making your way past him to leave. Morgan stopped you and said âY/N wait, I just wanted to say âIâm sorry.â All you could do was nod before responding.Â
Come on and hate me Tell me you regret you ever met me Make sure it hurts right as I'm leaving Make me believe that You never even really ever loved me
âMorganâ, you replied âI know youâre not much for crying so Iâm not going to start right now. Iâm just trying to make this easy on you, on me. Weâll both be better off if you just hate me. Tell me you regret you ever met me. Make me believe that you never even really ever loved me. Please just hate me. Itâs easier that way.â You looked at him with water in your eyes. When he didnât say anything you simply nodded your head, turned around and walked out the door. Leaving behind a part of your heart and the man you loved.
Masterlist
Hoping to write more in 2020 so I decided to make a master list.
Dallas Stars
Tyler Seguin
Lonely Call
Die from a Broken Heart
Friends Donât
Toronto Maple Leafs
Morgan Rielly
Wasnât That Drunk
Hate Me
You might not be able to tell a difference between these two photos (besides the glasses) but I can. The photo on the left was taken when my mental health was at its lowest point. To the outside eye I should have been the happiest person alive. A nice job, a nice car, great family, great friends, a beautiful home. I should have been happy but I wasnât. Two hours after that first picture was taken I had a complete breakdown and cried my eyes out the entire drive home from work. I was not okay.
A month later I was even worse. I decided the only way to get better was to seek out help. My doctor asked me how I was doing and my immediate response was that I was doing okay. She turned to me and said, no you arenât otherwise you wouldnât be here right now. That day I was diagnosed with Mild Major Depression and was put on an antidepressant.
The photo on the right was taken this morning. Almost a full year later and my mental health is better. Mental health for me is going to be a never ending battle because depression for me will be a never ending battle. I will probably be on this medication for the rest of my life and thatâs completely OKAY. My journey here has not been easy, thereâs been really great days and really rough days. I know that going forward Iâll continue to have all the ups and downs. I look forward to that because it means I am healing.
Itâs completely okay to talk about mental health. Talk about it with your friends, your family, your significant other, your boss, your co workers, or anyone that will listen. The stigma around mental health needs to be broken. It shouldnât just be one day to talk about mental health, it should be everyday. Your mental health should be your #1 priority. If you take away one thing from this post I hope itâs this. Itâs completely okay to not be okay. Speak up about your feelings. There are people around you that are going to help you through. I promise you that youâll get stronger everyday. Your feelings are valid. #worldsmentalhealthday #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #breakthestigma
lowkey wanna be a puck bunny but highkey too ugly to be one
First week back and my ovaries are already exploding.
The NHL has got to be pissed with how the playoffs are turning out
Tampa Bay swept
Sidney Crosby and his team swept
The previous Stanley cup winner out
Vegas out
Nashville out so they donât get those country performances
Calgary out
Carolina is about to advance to the third round
Bruins look like a parody of themselves
Apparently the refs from game 2 Boston Toronto arenât allowed to ref for the rest of the playoffs cause of the lack of calls
Apparently the refs from game 7 San Jose Vegas arenât allowed to ref cause of the call they made
Vegas couldnât keep the puck out of their neck on penaltie kill
For the first time ever the Stanley cup may be handed out to only one person who would be Nathan Mackinnion For carrying his team on his back
Tyler Seguin Apparently has a girlfriend so heâs not hoeing around
No Canadian teams in round 2 so ratings are down
Carolina could win the cup
A goalie slashing a goalie while the goalie is going off the ice cause the period is over
Shots to the head not being called
Bad acting with dives
Matt Duchene succeeding in the playoffs
The San Jose sharks conplaining about bad calls When the reason they got into round 2 was because a bad call went their way
Connor McDavid looking like heâll never see the playoffs again cause itâs May and the oilers still donât have a gm or a coach
Tampa was swept
Everyoneâs brackets were fucked so the nhl creates the second chance bracket
Columbus changing the way gmâs might approach the trade deadline
Media actually having to pay attention to the Dallas Stars for the first time all season
Leafs blowing it again
Ben Bishop Not injured yet
Tampa being swept
Smug face of a free man
Carter Hart realizing that both teams are about to take a face-off and heâs not ready. -Â 2.4.19Â
Why is this still my favorite thing in the whole world?!
âHereâs to all the strong women out there! Who stand up for themselves and face the world with a heart of soldier. Hereâs to all the passionate women out there! Who wonât let the world stop them from achieving their dreams and doing the things they love. Hereâs to all the independent women out there! Who have been there for themselves and show that they can. Hereâs to all the unbreakable women out there! Who have been knocked down for countless times but they find a way to rise and stand up again. Hereâs to all the women in this world You are beautiful, you are worthy, and no one has the power to dim your light.â â Samiha Totanji
âThey keep saying that beautiful is something a girl needs to be. But honestly? Forget that. Donât be beautiful. Be angry, be intelligent, be witty, be klutzy, be interesting, be funny, be adventurous, be talented - there are an eternity of other things to be other than beautiful. And what is beautiful anyway but a set of letters strung together to make a word? Be your own definition of amazing, always. That is so much more important than anything beautiful, ever.â â Nikita Gill
Being an adult is worrying about not having enough money and then buying yourself treats because youâve been worrying a lot lately
This has happened to me before when I was in college at a frat party. This girl comes squeezing herself in between me and my friend and throws her arms around me. âAmanda, I am so glad you decided to come!â I was so confused and just figured she was drunk and mistaked me for someone else, until I saw the panic on her face. She leaned close and whispered that a guy was following her, was certain that he had put something in her drink and if I would please play along. I looked behind her and sure enough, some creep was watching her like a hawk. We invited her to hang out with us the rest of the night and even waited until her ride showed up just to make sure she was safe. Always look out for each other!
If you ever feel scared like this just come up to me like we have been friends since kindergarten, call me any name u can come up with ill play along.
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Stay together, stay safe
Perfect advice. Iâm reblogging this as a guy, because first of all, if youâre a guy : DONâT DO THAT. Donât be that creep.
And if youâre a guy and you notice some creep is following or stalking a girl, and that sheâs obviously uncomfortable or panicked, go ahead and say hi, long time no see, pretend to be her cousin, and tell her discretly you noticed there was a shady guy. Ask her if somethingâs wrong, if she feels unsafe, if she wants your help (very important - she may not trust you enough, no one could blame her, donât take it personally). (and donât you dare take advantage of the help you offered for a flirt opportunity, that would make you no better than the creep)
We can all stop âwitnessing and do nothingâ, and set an example.
Alternative option for a guy: if you feel safe doing so, go up to the creeper whoâs following her and be like âhey WHATâS UP bud do you like SPORTS? My favourite team is the redsox whatâs YOURS my man? What you DRINKING dude that looks GOOD.â and be friendly and just loud enough to blow his cover. Draw attention to him and see what he does. He wonât feel as safe creeping if he knows people are looking at him, and maybe heâll leave. It also means the woman wonât have to worry that you are *another* creeper she has to be wary of, and you may distract the bad dude enough to give her a chance to lose him.
Reblogging for that last comment.
Not a meme guys, but itâs a great advice.
Lo traduciré en español para aquellas personitas que no sepan inglés.
El primer tweet dice lo siguiente:
La otra noche una chica vino corriendo hacia mi y me susurrĂł: âPor favor pretende ser mi amigo, este hombre me ha estado siguiendo desde hace 6 cuadras.â Tan pronto el hombre me viĂł abrazarla dijo âmierdaâ y se fue en otra direcciĂłn. [âŠ]
Los reblogs constan de historias similares de personas a las que chicas se les han acercado en busca de ayuda, pidiendoles que finjan conocerlas porque alguien las estå siguiendo. También hay consejos que båsicamente dicen que: si alguien estå siguiendo, no tengas miedo en ir con alguien y pretender que le conoces. O si alguien viene a ti pretendiendo conocerte y ves que alguien le sigue, no dudes en seguir el juego.
Estos posts estĂĄn dirigidos a las chicas porque lamentablemente son las que mĂĄs sufren de estos casos, sin embargo chicos, cuĂdense tambiĂ©n. Quien sea que lea esto: cuĂdense, no anden solos por la calle, sobre todo no sigan a las personas. Ayuden a quien lo necesite y no se aprovechen de la situaciĂłn para coquetear ni nada.
Tyler Seguin- Friends Donât
Based on the song Friends Donât by Maddie and Tae
They donât cancel other plans, Have conversations with nothinâ but their eyes
You had just walked into the bar where the team event was being held. You had the absolute worse day ever; your boss quit and left you to clean up the mess. The last thing you wanted to do was come to this team event but Tyler had asked you weeks ago to come and you can never say no to him. Your eyes floated around the room trying to find him. Maybe if you told him what happened he would be okay with you leaving early. His eyes found yours and without even a word he knew something happened. He titled his head in a âletâs get out of hereâ way and you two left without even muttering a single word to each other.
Friends donât call you in the middle of the night, couldnât even tell you why. They just felt like sayinâ hi
Tyler had gone back to Toronto for the summer which meant another summer alone in Dallas. It was around 2am when you phone started ringing. At first when you saw his name on your phone you thought something had happened. But no, it was just Tyler calling for no reason. The first summer he went back to Toronto he didnât call you much but the more time you spent together during the season the more he called you at random times during the summer when he was away. Secretly you hoped that he called so much because he missed you and hearing your voice.
Drive a little too slow; take the long way home, get a little too close
Tyler asked you to come to the game tonight and once again you couldnât say no to him. You took an uber to the American Airlines center knowing full well that Tyler would take you home. The Stars won and you loved watching Tyler play. You met him by the locker rooms after the game and you both walked out to his car. Instead of turning right to head to your apartment he turned left out of the parking lot. You smiled to yourself. This always meant that Tyler wanted to spend more time with you. He had the music turned down low and grabbed your hand from the center console. You sighed in the passenger seat. You loved the quiet moments like this that you always shared with him.
They donât almost say, I love you, when theyâre downtown somewhere just a little drunk
Tyler and the team had taken you out for your birthday. You were very excited and also very drunk. You didnât need to worry though because Tyler kept you close to him throughout the whole night. You two were on the dance floor when Tyler suddenly pulled you closer to him and whispered your name. Your breath caught in your throat and you stared into his eyes. You both stood there pressed up against each other just staring at each other til Jamie came up and dragged Tyler away for another round of shots.
They donât talk about the future and put each other in it
The house was gorgeous; you couldnât believe that something that amazing existed and that you were touring it. Tyler came through the kitchen and asked you what you thought of the house. You laughed and said, âDid you see that back yard? Yeah you definitely have to buy this house.â Tyler let out a chuckle and said, âWell what about the bedrooms? Did you like any of them?â You looked at him confused, why did it matter if you liked any of the rooms, it was his house not yours. He must have knew what you were thinking because he said, âwell I was thinking, when your lease is up in April, you could just move in here with me and the boys. This house is too big for just us and I would like having you around more. If it helps, Iâll let you pick your room first.â You were stunned. You always imagined living with Tyler but it was always under different circumstances, romantic circumstances actually. But no, here his was asking you to move in with him and the dogs to be his roommate. Before you even let yourself think about it, you said yes.
I keep tellinâ myself this might be nothinâ but one look in your eyes and God thereâs something. You can lie to me and say you donât. But I know you do and I love you too
Here you were accompanying Tyler to yet another team event. You honestly didnât mind though, the casino night was one of your favorite team events. You loved any chance to get all dolled up and put on a fancy dress. Tyler was keeping a closer stance to you than usual. You constantly felt his hand on your lower back. You told yourself that he was making sure you were comfortable and that you shouldnât read too much into it. The ride home from the event was quiet, neither of you were saying anything. Tyler pulled the car into the garage and you both just sat there. You glanced over at Tyler at the same time he turned to look at you. Tyler decided it was now or never and poured out his heart to you. He finally looked at you to see your reaction because you hadnât said anything. You had tears in your eyes but they were happy tears. You said, âI love you too.â And felt his lips latch onto yours. After that night, you knew things were never going to be the same, they were going to be better.
Tyler Seguin -Die from a Broken Heart
Based on the song Die from a Broken Heart by Maddie and Tae
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It had officially been the longest day of your life. You couldnât stop thinking about last night and that only made your day worse. You had just walked into the house when your phone started ringing. You hoped it would be him but you were also relived when the caller ID said âmomma.â
You made small talk for a little bit before you got up the nerve to ask. âHey momma, can I come stay a few days this weekend or next?â You knew she would always say yes without even asking why. You had opened that door though and soon all the emotions out.
âHow does he sleep at night? Momma, the nerve of this guy, to leave me so easy. Am I gonna be alright? I wanna kick myself for falling so hard. Momma, can you die from a broken heart?â
âOh honey itâs going to be okay.â She replied
âCan you ask Daddy if he's got time to come and look at my front door? It got slammed last night and now it don't close right. Just promise that you won't tell him everything and keep that pistol in the drawer. Momma, please don't say, I'm gonna laugh about this someday. You didn't see the way he drove away.â
At that point you were sitting on the ground crying your eyes out. You had kept the tears masked all day but now that you were home and talking to your mom, you couldnât hide the pain anymore. Your mom knew that you needed to get all these emotions out. Her heart was breaking for you.
âWas it ever really real, if he don't feel like I feel?â you croaked out, your voice raw with emotion.
âHow does he sleep at night? Momma, the nerve of this guy, to leave me so easy. Am I gonna be alright? I wanna kick myself for falling so hard. Momma, can you die from a broken heart?â