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Honey & Steel [Series]

Chapter Seven : Static Between

Pairing: CEO!Bucky Barnes x SingleMom!Reader

Series Summary: "A chance encounter in a broken elevator ties together the lives of a hardened , emotionally closed off CEO James Barnes and a struggling single mother balancing her daughter , her new job , healing old wounds , and building something neither of them expected , a family."

Content/Warnings: Angst and Fluff / Grief / Loss of Family Members , Amputation / Prosthetics , Trauma / PTSD-like elements , Loneliness / Mental Health Themes Thunderstorm fears , Mild Language , Sweetness mixed in

a/n: so sorry for the late update but experiencing writers block for the first time was gnarly! also im lurking on here right when this is posting hehe ;)

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8:14 am Barnes Medical Prosthetics Co.

Steve’s office was lit with golden dawn streaking across the sleek floor as it casted long shadows across the wall behind his tall desk. Y/N was perched at her small but efficiently organized workstation off to the right side of him , her silver laptop propped open, two black company monogrammed notepads stacked neatly ; one half-filled with scribbled reminders and shorthand meeting notes.

Steve was already on his second of 4 Zoom calls of the day.

He looked every bit the composed and capable , second in line of the company did—crisp shirt , sleeves rolled to his forearms , tie loosened just enough to seem approachable but still professional. His voice was calm , polite , steady. But she'd been working right beside him long enough to read the subtle shifts in his expressions and body.

A slight flicker in his jaw meant someone was talking over him again. The brief press of his lips meant they’d just said something stupid. She learned to know him and his quirks very well. And it's what made the pair so damn good at their jobs.

She scribbled a quick note: Remind Steve to follow up with Finance re: new mid-year budget protocol. After hastily jotting it down she passed it to him across the desk without interrupting him.

His blue eyes flicked down to the paper and read it , nodded , and flipped the note over–scribbling something in return before sliding it right back her way.

Did this guy just say “buddy” to me for the 3rd time or am I losing my mind?

Y/N bit back a laugh and shot him a smirk shaking her head as Steve sat up to answer a question.

His eyes danced around the room , pinched into two tight lines then rolled again, but he kept his composure. Always.

This had become their rhythm over the past few weeks—silent, wordless efficient teamwork during chaotic days. She juggled his schedule, prepped files, referred internal calls to the appropriate department heads, and handled the wave of “urgent” emails that really weren’t that urgent at all. In between the constant flow of people and staring at multiple screens, she was beginning to realize something unexpected:

Her and Steve were actually becoming friends.

It wasn’t just a boss-and-assistant dynamic anymore. He trusted her—leaned on her—and when the cameras of the meetings were off, and it was no longer the eyes of board members bearing into them , he was kind in a way that didn’t feel forced. Protective, but never overbearing. Equal parts professional and relaxed.

Now, as he launched into the third back-to-back meeting of the morning, she quickly typed the bullet points he whispered her way:

Update newest design draft

Schedule Bucky’s new receptionist interview

Lunch with materials fiance head – Wed 1:30PM

She glanced up from the list just in time to see an older man in the Zoom grid start mansplaining something about “corporate presence” to Steve. The guy was confidently rattling off ideas that Bucky had already implemented months ago—badly rebranded, stolen , and packaged as his own.

Steve gave a tight, polite nod to the man steering the conversation to a more pressing and actually productive topic.

It was now Y/N’s turn to roll her eyes and pass another note.

Mr. Barnes already did this. Let’s call it “Department head introduced– Future-Innovation” and sell it back to him.

Steve nearly snorted reading but quickly covered it with a cough into his elbow to hide it.

When the meeting had finally ended , he let out a deep breath and leaned back flopping in his chair.

“Why do they always act like they know more than us?” He closed his eyes briefly, rubbing his temples in slow circles.

“Because they’re greyer , richer , and used to people nodding along when they talk nonsense,” She replied dryly, sipping from her third coffee of the day.

Steve chuckled under his breath, sitting up straight again and exhaling.. “I wish I could pay you more just for the entertainment.”

She raised an amused brow. “You should run that by the big boss.”

“Oh wait.” He pointed to himself and grinned. “That’s me.”

You just rolled your eyes , again. Apparently that was the theme of the morning and stood up to fill your water bottle before the next slow and painful meeting began.

The day continued on just like that–Zoom after Zoom , notes , follow-ups , phone calls , Steve pacing and Y/N typing , pausing only to eat lunch quickly at your desks and send Madelyn and a quick voice memo before resuming back to the work. Bucky didn’t appear once , but his presence lingered in the building and floor like bleeding ink —as always. Steve mentioned him occasionally , mostly in the form of updates or scheduling reminders. And every time he said his name , Y/N’s stomach gave the slightest flutter.

It was new. Not crushy–butterflies or that lovesick stomach tingle. But just a flutter of something she was constantly battling with. She hated that it still did it.

By 5:17 p.m. , their last meeting ended with a dramatic CLICK of the ending key. Steve slumped back into his chair, dragging a hand through his hair and pulling at it lightly.

“You good?” Y/N asked , already drafting an email for a follow-up with Legal.

“Barely. I need a strong drink , football and maybe some sleep. And then maybe another drink.” He stood , stretching until his back cracked and crunched under the pressure. “Go home , Mom. You’ve earned it.” He flashed a sweet smile with the name he had now started teasingly calling her. Obviously she was a mom but outside of that she ran Barnes Med. Co. like a mom wrangling her kids on a mission.

She didn't mind the name one bit , she thought it was funny Steve chose it honestly , but how could she hate the name when her favorite human on the planet called her by it.

It was her most cherished title.

“I will. Just want to answer a few more of these emails before I lose track of them.”

Steve gave her a knowing look. “Just..don’t let the job swallow you up whole , okay?”

She peered up at him and nodded. “I won’t.”

He hesitated for a second shifting on his feet , hands shoved deep into his pockets. “You’re really good at this. You know that, right?”

That made her pause typing. “Thank you,” she whispered genuinely touched.

He offered another quick warm smile, then grabbed his blazer he shrugged off during meeting 4… or was it 6? from the coat hook and disappeared out the office door.

Y/N was now alone.

The office was so much quieter after Steve left. The faint hum of her laptop, the distant echo of conversation down the hall, the blinking of the message light on her phone—it was all soft, muffled, almost deafening at the same time.

She wasn't used to silence or quiet for long periods of time. Her daughter had no problem filling every still moment with loud giggles and sweet nonsense chatter.

She finished replying to the last few emails , fingers flying fast across the keyboard. Most were routine. A few were passive-aggressive. One was just straight up confusing.

She glanced at the time—6:01 p.m.

She should go now. Madelyn would be done with her play date by now , probably curled up in her pajamas , eating something like dinosaur nuggets and watching Pocahontas. Y/N’s chest ached a little thinking about her. Every minute she stayed late felt like a trade.

But she also couldn’t deny how much she liked being here. Working again. Being seen as capable. Useful.

She shut the laptop slowly , gathering her thoughts and things as the city outside was just beginning to shift from day to evening. Windows glowing across buildings , traffic lights gliding like glittering ribbons through the streets.

As she stood to leave, a sudden low boom cracked through the city. She flinched as the windows shook slightly with a flicker of lightning illuminated the skyline outside—and then the office went pitch black.

The hum of electricity died. The lights blinked out. Her laptop screen darkened to abyss.

Everything was still , freezing in its place.

“…Great,” Y/N mumbled under her breath, pulse skipping.

She wasn't exactly afraid of the dark—but something about the way thunderstorms pulled the silence in close always unsettled her. Maybe it was the memories they stirred. Maybe it was just how alone the dark made you feel.

Stepping into the hall , using the faint , flickering glow of the emergency backup lights along the floorboards as her guide, she walked around searching for a flashlight or LED lantern.

The building was strangely eerie—no phones ringing , no typing or clicking , no background hum of machinery or staff.

She walked a little farther into the darkness , peeking into the nearby storage room and closets for anything helpful. But was met with absolutely nothing.

A flash of lightning lit up the long corridor—and just beyond the glow, she saw it.

A door slightly ajar. Light pulsing faintly from inside. It was Bucky’s office.

She paused , hesitating–then stepped closer, peering in.

He was sitting behind his desk , head bowed forward , shirt clinging to his back from the humidity the storm had brought in. His metal arm was detached—sitting idly on the polished desk , eerie stoic , a strange , stark contrast to the storm outside.

Bucky was hunched right over it—his flesh hand rubbing at the space where the prosthetic connected to his shoulder , like he was trying to soothe it. Or maybe punish it.

He looked...in pain. Not just physical , either.

She knocked gently on the frame making him jolt upright , blue eyes wide and stunned.

They both stared at each other for longer than a second , lit only by the occasional white flash of lightning and the ambient glow from a flicker of the battery-powered lamp he had upright behind him.

“I didn’t think anyone else was still here,” he admitted slowly. There was something raw in his voice. Something naked and caught in his throat.

“Yeah, I... the power went out. I really don't like the dark , so I was hunting for flashlights.” She offered a sheepish shrug , suddenly feeling stupid for waltzing right in. “Didn’t mean to interrupt.”

He blinked , like he was trying to process her presence. Then glanced at his desk—at his arm—and quickly moved a file over it , swiveling in his chair to hide the fleshy nub that was exposed. Not that it did much to hide it.

She took a deep breath , feet moving before she could stop herself and stepped in slowly. “You okay?”voice gentle, eyes flicking toward his bare shoulder.

He hesitated. For a long moment , she thought he wouldn’t answer her. His jaw clenched tight , throat working.

Finally: “The storm coming in… it messes with the pressure in the joint,” he answered gruffly but not unkind. “It’s wired into soft tissue. Sometimes that tissue gets inflamed with the change in weather. It um..hurts like hell.”

Her chest tightened, eyes softening.

He saw the shift. “But I’m fine,” he added quickly, almost as a defensive reflex. The kind of sentence someone says when they’re anything but.

She nodded, keeping her voice quiet and steady. “That sounds… rough.”

He didn’t respond this time. Eyes drifting again—toward the storm outside, the glass streaked silver and wet with rain. The muscles in his neck were still steel tight, like he was holding something back.

She moved closer but kept a respectful distance , the flashlight gleaming between them now.

He reached into his drawer without looking up at her and pulled out a heavy black flashlight. With a low click, he turned it on too.

The beam illuminated both of your faces bright , casting dark shadows across the room. His unreadable gaze looked even sharper in the soft yellow light, and she could see now—he wasn’t just tired.

He looked lonely. And surprised. Like he truly didn’t expect anyone would check on him. Like he never assumed someone would stay after an impromptu interruption.

“I can go if you want…didn’t mean to intrude.”

His eyes met hers again.

“No,” he said, a little too quickly , a little too loud. Then softening his voice. “No. You’re okay.”

The silence filled the room like a mist , not uncomfortable—just... full. Like there was something in the air neither of them had the words for yet.

She dared to take one more step closer, quickly glancing at the detached arm again.

“I’ve never seen one detached before,” She murmured , nodding toward it. “I mean I've seen pictures in emails and documents of the other models but not… I'm sorry..is that… okay to say?”

Bucky let out a slow breath leaning back. “Most people stare. You’re just… asking. That’s rare.”

She dropped her shoulders and gave a small smile. “Well. You helped me in an elevator when I was a complete mess. Seems fair I ask if you’re okay now….not that your a mess i mean…your not your put together and tidy and calm and…im–shutting up now.” Her words just poured out like lava , unable to stop.

His expression shifted—like he wasn’t used to that level of kindness directed at him. The rambling and look in her eyes reminded him of someone–Madelyn. The way they both scrunched their brows in thought and bit their lips after they were done rambling on.

He looked down at his right hand , then at the flashlight , then finally met her eyes again.

“You’re not afraid of it?” he asked, his voice low laced with anxiety.

“The arm?” She asked, pointing to it surprised. “No.”

He tilted his head slightly, watching like he was waiting for the moment you’d change your mind. But you didn’t.

“It’s a part of you , yes ,” Her voice impossibly soft and kind to him. “But its not all of you.”

Something flickered in his eyes. Lightning flashed. The rain got heavier. Wind howled.

She stood there for a breath longer , just watching him. His hand kept reaching up, rubbing the skin and muscle at the base of his shoulder—absently, rhythmically—like he didn’t even realize he was doing it.

Quietly, she pulled out the chair across from him and sat down.

He didn’t stop her.

The beam from the handheld light was like a warm halo on the desk. Outside, the storm growled low in the belly of the city. Thunder rolled in the distance, and the rain pattered louder and louder against the windows. But in here, it felt like a strange little world of its own—hushed and heavy with things unsaid and unknown.

“I was just thinking about Madelyn,” She played with her charm bracelet , specifically the little heart shaped pendant with an en-scripted “M” in the center , as she murmured–breaking the quiet. “She doesn’t like storms either.”

Bucky glanced up the slightest crease softening between his brow.

“She hides under a blanket when it thunders. Has since she was two. I wish I was with her right now, honestly, but she’s with a friend of mine. Safe. Probably halfway through Finding Nemo for the fifth time”

The corner of Bucky’s mouth twitched, barely there.

“She’s a big movie watcher?” he asked, voice low, raspy.

She squinted her eyes , deciding if he was mocking but was met with the look of genuine ask. Making her smile. “Yeah she really is.”

His eyes drifted for a moment—like just thinking about her made something inside him unclench. He shifted back slowly in his chair , neck tipping to rest against the leather, hand still at the joint of his arm rubbing in circles.

The silence lingered. She let it.

Then , after a long pause , Bucky spoke up.

“I was seventeen when I lost it,” he almost whispered clearing his throat as he continued.

Before he cold , her gaze flicked to his face. His voice wasn’t heavy with emotion, but stripped of all performance. Just… tired truth.

“My arm,” he clarified, nodding again to the metal prosthetic on the desk. “Car accident. It caught fire like mangles static after we crashed. Trapped me inside for a bit too long.”

She didn’t move at his words–just listened.

His eyes were far away now, focused on a past only he could see and feel so truly. “My sister, Rebecca, was with me. She um…she didn’t make it.” He sniffed the kind that hides the release that he was experiencing.

A beat passed.

“My parents were already gone. Bank robbery , when I was ten. Wrong place, wrong time kinda of thing. After that , it was just me and Beccs.” His voice was flatter now , detached. “After the crash… it was just me.”

“I’m so sorry,” She whispered quietly, wiping a tear as it slipped past her lashes.

But she didn’t say it like people usually did. Not with pity. Not like it made her uncomfortable. Just soft empathy. A simple, steady warmth in her voice.

And that—somehow—cut through him more than anything else had.

He looked at her , and really looked at you. Maybe expecting the usual awkwardness, the stilted “That must’ve been so hard,” or the quiet discomfort people always tried to bury away when he told them.

But she just sat there. Listening. Not trying to fix it. Not trying to fill the space. Just let him feel and be.

“You wear one of your company’s prosthetics,” her head gently pointed toward the arm. “That’s how all this started?”

He nodded slowly, jaw tightening slightly. “Steve and I met in a hospital rehab program. He’d just come back from the military. I was going through months of recovery and learning how to function without an arm. Everything they gave me back then was heavy. Ugly. Impersonal , just a piece of weight to add to you instead of making something comfortable and custom.”

her fingers brushed the edge of the desk, tracing a small nick in the surface. “So, you made something better.”

Bucky’s mouth twitched again, but he didn’t answer as she glanced up at him.

“You made something good out of something awful , Bucky.”

His jaw flexed.

He didn’t respond—not with words, anyway. But the flashlight cast just enough light to see it happen: the way he swallowed hard, the twitch in his fingers, the subtle shift in his eyes like her words had landed somewhere far deeper than she could have possibly have known.

Because no one had ever said that to him before.

Not like that.

Not without agenda.

Not without treating him like some walking , living tragedy or a miracle survivor.

She just saw him. And that scared the hell out of him.

So he said nothing to her again. Just sat there in the dark, with the storm rumbling behind him, and let the silence spread.

Instead, she let the stillness between say everything that didn’t need to be worded.

And in that quiet, in the flickering shadows of his office, something shifted.

He didn’t smile.

He didn’t reach for her. God–he wanted to.

But the way he looked at her , like she was something safe, something unexplainably steady in his crumbling world—said more than either of those things could.

And they both just stayed there, for a little while longer, in the dark.

He decided to shake off his doubt and insecurities altogether and opened his mouth to say what his mind screamed.

“Y/N I–”

Heels click , click , click rushing down the hall busting open the office door.

“James darling , I think forgot my purse!”

-end of chapter

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