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[cognitohazardous]

always be sure to follow people with differing viewpoints in order to broaden your own mindset

[oneandocey]

I tried trying,

Been aspiring,

Still I did not do,

I wonder when,

I'll finally be,

And stop just wanting to.

[sino--69]

Stop aspiring,

You already are.

It feel dumb,

Its awkward and clumsy,

Vulnerability, man's afraid of it.

But the god you search for doesn't live in temples,

She plays in the rain outside of her temple,

Her philosophy is play, the ultimate why-not,

The waves that never still, simply invite you to try,

To try anyway, even if it doesn't matter,

Especially if it doesn't matter.

Logic is for how. Only you choose the why.

Even if you wish to curl up in bed. That's valid. Thats human. That's being.

All she wants is to strip you naked, not of your clothes but of the masks you wear. All she demands is your honesty. Even if its giving up. Especially then.

[swagophile]

how are you going to misgender a girl with c cup tits like come on now. how are my boobs not the first thing you notice. do you think i grew these for no reason? kill yourself

[sino--69]

...'grew' them?

[swagophile]

Seriously pondering the world where i'm a girl nsmed LILY. Lily is such a soft delicate flower girl name. Lily is what you name a tired office worker with glasses who might have a curt and standoffish exterior but means well deep down. Lily is what you call a girl who wears overalls and spends her time watering plants ane caring for her dog. This is essentially the polar opposite of my vibe. I'm like the girl who makes Lily's life hell. I'm the one who knocks over plants and who asks her to pick up 20 tacos after work. I'm the antithesis to lily. Of course, we still love each other dearly, though neither of us will admit it, but that name is SO NOT ME omg

[sino--69]

Do you wanna fuck lily? Sounds like you do...

I assume you're the top.

[swagophile]

Don't assume things like that. Have a little tact. Not cool. You are talking to a stranger

[sino--69]

My bad my bad. My yuri sensors went off. Thats all

[medievaljournalist]

im at th parking lot attacking people with chains & scythes & shit

[thattransotter]

Very unprofessional behavior from a journalist

[medievaljournalist]

its my day off

[sino--69]

Current killstreak?

[anotherlonelydancer]

getting to know your mutuals tag game

YAY I GOT TAGGED (@wildpoet42 thank you)

origin of your blog name: it’s a reference to a conan gray song called “lonely dancers”, and it’s also my user on ao3 (very boring, I’m sorry)

my “I’ll always order this” food: chicken. I love chicken. chicken sandwichs, chicken breast, chicken nuggets, I LOVE CHICKEN 💔

overused emoji: 😔

current comfort movie, tv show, and book: voyage of the dawn treader, all of us are dead, and spin the dawn (if I had a nickel for every time my favourite media had something to do with dawn-)

song on repeat: american teenager by ethel cain

last hyperfixation: the chronicles of narnia or the marauders

oddly specific thing that brings me joy: going to costco with my dad and eating dinner there (costco french fries are TO DIE FOR)

what smell instantly makes me happy: pine needles

something I loved as a kid and secretly still do: pretending I’m on a celebrity talk show

phone wallpaper right now: I just changed it yesterday to a painting of a black cat wrapped in christmas lights, but before that it was a picture of the woods I go camping in

are you an early bird, night owl, or something else: definitely a night owl by nature, but because my school isn’t near my house I have to wake up at 5 am to drive there every morning

if you work, what is your profession and do you like it: I don’t have a paying job, but I am a babysitter, which I enjoy until it’s on a day where I’m tired/stressed

tagging @rxmuslxpins @unusualeducation @mentally-tori-261 @sino--69 @morrowsmotto

have fun!!!

[sino--69]

Aighty.

Orgin of my blog name: its my online name, Sino with 69 cuz why not. But Sino is the name. Its small, usually unused by people on social media and sounds good.

My "I'll always order this" food: ehh im not quite in the age of ordering but tbh something chill like fried rice with chicken might be it. Or just chicken.

Overused emoji: 🗣️

Current comfort tv show, and book: not really a TV show but ig it would be Gintama? Well it *was*. But then i stopped because im close to the end and i dont want it to end. Wrapped in dick jokes is quite the fucking anime yk. Can't let go.

Song on repeat: Dracula by tame impala Or Breath of a Serpent from Katana ZERO OST. Id not recommend trying to understand ny music taste.

Last hyperfixation: my AI aggregator app idea—well, related to that. It was actually checking out which method of hosting knowlege graphs is cheapest. I was about to use Neo4j (65$/GB/month—no chill out, graph data is tiny but still) but as it turns out Nebulagraph(open-source app) on a virtual machine (on google cloud) costs 6$/GB of RAM (including the CPUs)

Oddly specific thing that brings me joy: Personalization on my laptop. I actually sufferef from 'having a toshiba Satellite' which is... Not that good of a laptop. However i actually used it, worked on it, optimised it, ran win 11 and minecraft on it, personalized it with Opera GX mods for browser and rainmeter mods + livey wallpaper for the desktop. At times i used to reset my PC just so i could do it all over again. Doesn't necessarily need to be a laptop, its simply personalization.

What smell instantly makes me happy: Cocaine /j—but really i dont really have a favourite smell. But any good smell would probably Make me feel nice.

Something i loved as a kid and secretly still do: i dont really know sadly. Forgot most of my life (since im still technically a kid). Sadge. But if there was something i could do, maybe it'd be actually getting to be a child for once. Well since i didnt get that, i shall compensate for it by keeping that inner child alive and on the steerung wheel for good!

Phone wallpaper rn: Excusiai, a character from arknights. I actually have like 7k pins of just cool anime women art i found💀—AND NO ITS NOT SOME GOONING FOLDER, i am a hoarder and collector of beauty ✨, so i keep changing it actually.

Are you an early bird, night owl, or something else: Im a night owl. Sorry not sorry but my circadian rhythm goes from 3-5AM-to-10-12PM. Its been 4 years and that shit never fixed itself. Its probably just my defaukt rhythm (everyone has a different one btw...)

If you work, what is your profession and do u like it: i dont work but i soon will be "working" on my own app and be your average solo tech founder. Tho tbf im only doing it for my own pleasure, no VC funding or anything. So yeah I'd say i love it.

Tagging @waspsinyouryard @akyrahaiato @illarian-rambling @imbeinggaslighted-probably @theeccentricraven.

Hope y'all have fun.

[magicandman]

Witchcraft, Wisdom, Death...

[not-really-a-conjunction]

Charity, compassion, wisdom

yay!! That sounds good actually

[rosewater-arts]

reach, poet, sue

I’m gonna have one hell of a year it seems

[grapeflavoredraisins]

manipulation, money, revolution

either something very good or very bad is gonna happen

[toadally-gay]

friendship, slight, money

what does this mean--

[sexy-people-contests-2026]

I got:

Naked, Marijuana, Ritual

Am I-

Am I joining a cult?

[lostinthewrongfandom]

You already escaped one, so let's not join another. I got:

Charity, Revenge, Madness

I am now concerned

[sexy-people-contests-2026]

Are you going after the cult?

[totally-india]

Wine, frenzy, spirit

Hmmm. Well, I am going to be in Paris for a while lol

[failed-verification]

wine, charity, alcohol

i don't plan on underage drinking sorry

[totally-india]

😔

[sino--69]

THE FUCK IS WINE, CYNICISM AND SPIRIT?

[imbeinggaslighted-probably]

Wine, Marijuana and revelry..... ?????

No thank u very much, Imma stick with my antisocial plans of bed and couch

[sino--69]

I dont think that's so antisocial... I think that's just... Normal.

[magicandman]

Witchcraft, Wisdom, Death...

[not-really-a-conjunction]

Charity, compassion, wisdom

yay!! That sounds good actually

[rosewater-arts]

reach, poet, sue

I’m gonna have one hell of a year it seems

[grapeflavoredraisins]

manipulation, money, revolution

either something very good or very bad is gonna happen

[toadally-gay]

friendship, slight, money

what does this mean--

[sexy-people-contests-2026]

I got:

Naked, Marijuana, Ritual

Am I-

Am I joining a cult?

[lostinthewrongfandom]

You already escaped one, so let's not join another. I got:

Charity, Revenge, Madness

I am now concerned

[sexy-people-contests-2026]

Are you going after the cult?

[totally-india]

Wine, frenzy, spirit

Hmmm. Well, I am going to be in Paris for a while lol

[failed-verification]

wine, charity, alcohol

i don't plan on underage drinking sorry

[totally-india]

😔

[sino--69]

THE FUCK IS WINE, CYNICISM AND SPIRIT?

[akyrahaiato]

"Wine, charity and revenge" THE FUCK??? AM I GONNA BE JESUS NOW????

[sino--69]

THE THRID DAY RAHHHHHH

JESUS IS BACK RAHHHHHHHH

NOW QUICKLY TURN WATER INTO WINE RAHHHHH

[akyrahaiato]

I finally finished my two week side project about radio broadcasts!

I took a break from my main game and ended up making this!

It's a short game about media manipulation through a radio broadcast. It has 6 different endings and is free on itch!

I'm really happy to have finished it up ^^

Link in the comments!!! <3

[sino--69]

RAHHHHH looks good actually wtf, i shall check it out RAHHHH

[magicandman]

Witchcraft, Wisdom, Death...

[not-really-a-conjunction]

Charity, compassion, wisdom

yay!! That sounds good actually

[rosewater-arts]

reach, poet, sue

I’m gonna have one hell of a year it seems

[grapeflavoredraisins]

manipulation, money, revolution

either something very good or very bad is gonna happen

[toadally-gay]

friendship, slight, money

what does this mean--

[sexy-people-contests-2026]

I got:

Naked, Marijuana, Ritual

Am I-

Am I joining a cult?

[lostinthewrongfandom]

You already escaped one, so let's not join another. I got:

Charity, Revenge, Madness

I am now concerned

[sexy-people-contests-2026]

Are you going after the cult?

[totally-india]

Wine, frenzy, spirit

Hmmm. Well, I am going to be in Paris for a while lol

[failed-verification]

wine, charity, alcohol

i don't plan on underage drinking sorry

[totally-india]

😔

[sino--69]

THE FUCK IS WINE, CYNICISM AND SPIRIT?

[depsidase]

[sino--69]

"Food" - the bird

[threeincarnation]

they're called depressants bc i need them to survive when i'm depressed. ants

[javascript-official]

I think they are called antidepressant because they are anti, pressing ants...

[sino--69]

You forgot the De

[segamascott]

[sino--69]

That face has seen all kinds of D*cks live and die before it

[homunculus-argument]

I am no nutrition expert but I do have a pretty damn good track record of keeping myself alive, so I want to remind you all that "fed is best" also applies to adults. There's nothing you could eat (that has been deemed fit for human consumption, I don't mean asbestos you smartass) that would be worse for you than just straight-up not eating. No food is as bad as no food.

A protein bar isn't the best possible source of protein in your diet, but it's better than not getting that protein. Fresh fruits would be better than orange juice, but if your choices are between having the orange juice and not getting the vitamins at all, you drink the fucking orange juice.

If you were out at winter while barefoot, and your options were between wrapping random newspaper around your feet, or not having anything to protect your feet, you wouldn't think "newspapers are a worse option than proper shoes, therefore I shouldn't take this worse option" and go barefoot.

[questcult]

Cannibalism /j

[homunculus-argument]

Well, technically speaking the answer is still yes. People who resort to cannibalism and eat other people in famine will live longer than people who simply starve to death.

[devilbreaddiablo]

i mean drinking salt water will dehydrate you

[sino--69]

What if you eat yourself? Do you live for longer?

[sino--69]

My bio is about something and yet i post absolutely nothing about it here what the fuck.

I should change it. But idk what do i change it to.

Like ah yes let me describe how im gonna make a AI aggregator (aka, multiple llms in one app) app with persistent memory using KGs(Nebulagraph on a VM) and Pinecone.

Should i? No one even sees tumblr shit anyway, afterall tumblr is the embodiment of "a random post pops once in a while before you return to being small again"

But that also gives freedom to post whatever you want... So its akin to how you face the abyss of "nothing matters" and go "then what matters is whatever i fucking say so OwO *smug*".

—i realise how i was talking about my bio and ended up in philosphy after jumping over my vapourware. I think i have a problem, and adderall is the solution

[anotherlonelydancer]

STOP TAKING MEDICINAL DRUGS 😭💔

[sino--69]

Too late, the amphetamines are in my bloodstream now. Nothing can stop me

[byjove]

There was this tiny triangle shaped piece of land between three country roads next to my grandparents house. It was like 200 square feet, if that. Small potatoes in the grand scheme of real estate in a rather sparsely populated region of North Carolina. The problem was that my grandpa (the one who was a chronic shoplifter) and the neighbor fought over who’s land it was a part of, I think there was a third neighbor who claimed it but they didn’t care as much so they left the war. This was the petty bullshit old retired men fight over but my grandpa’s neighbor was a former cop and my grandpa was a lifelong cop annoyer so nobody was backing down, it was a stalemate, a cold war but they were genuinely territorial and angry about this tiny useless chunk of land.

What ended it was my grandpa planting a garden there. Trellises of string beans, cages of tomatoes, cantalopes, cucumbers later on, he did this for years. My grandpa was a country boy and a farmer by nature despite being a paper plant engineer by trade, he had a habit of planting edible plants everywhere and dropping chickens off at my parents’ house to piss them off. He worked that 200 square foot patch of useless land and got a sizable about of vegetables. The spite garden was BOUNTIFUL and the neighbor stopped complaining because he was getting string beans and tomatoes and cantaloupe too. Grandpa won the war even though a surveyor would never ever agree he had a claim to that little slice of land.

I was just thinking about this because I did not understand grandpa’s spite garden at the time but now I get it and it is one of the funniest pettiest solutions to a problem I can think of. And it fed me and the neighbors. I miss him.

[sino--69]

A: "hey your land is mine!"

B: "no it aint?"

A: "b-b-but what if i make your land better and maybe give you some of the goodies?"

B: "fuuuuuuck you got me"

[waspsinyouryard]

Thinking about the old adage "an eye for an eye leaves the world blind"

If there are a number of eyes in the world, 2n, and they are evenly distributed into two groups of n size, then an eye for an eye truly does make the world blind. But it follows then that 2 eyes for an eye would cause and end result of 25% of eyes remaining in the group. So it seems that the limit of "m eyes for an eye" as m approaches infinity is actually 50%. But you won't get there obviously, because you have to lose an eye in order to retaliate. When m is 0, though, exactly 50% of the eyes will remain. After all, one group will destroy the other group's with impunity.

So it seems the message of that adage is actually that, in order to maintain the greatest public good, you should never retaliate against anything for whatever reason. And if you want to maintain the very close second-greatest public good, you should react to all problems with the most violence possible to eliminate all threats

[sino--69]

What about eye plushies that people stab when angy?