*Waves at u from inside my trash can*

PLEASE, READ THIS BEFORE SCROLLING: ⚠️This user has social anxiety and struggles when making friends/mutuals. Please take this in consideration when deciding to start a chat.⚠️ || 21 || She/her || Pan 💖💛💙 || Native Spanish speaker || Eng blog || OC X CANON / SELF INSERT X CANON SUPPORTER || HSP || Current fixation: The new Tomodachi Life is fire so I'm lowkey obsessed with so many fandoms now lmao || 💫Do not trace, copy or steal my art please. Thank you!💫

[sisi-chan-draws]

. . .

Oh, someone arrived!

Shoot, I knew I should've learned the script...

Ahem ahem...

Welcome, fellow user!~✨

You have arrived to my small tiny little blog. Yeah, it's pretty messy around here, but I can asure you that I post interesting stuff from time to time!... Maybe.

But anyways, this is an:

✨~Introduction Post~✨

To get yourself in context, yeah? I'll try to be quick about it!

What can you find in this blog?

This blog will mostly be filled with drawings, fanarts, Original Characters and Fan Characters from the current fixation I am.

Some of the things supported in this blog are:

OC x Canon

Self Insert x Canon

LGBTIQ+ Community

Headcanons

Alternative Universes

And many more!

Things that I will NOT be supporting:

Racism

Homophobia

MAPs

Animal Abuse

Proshippers

Any kind of Political Topics (Srry but this blog is to keep your mind away from the real world for a few minutes. Reality sucks so bad)

And pretty much any other common sense stuff that is considered immoral

Note: My current fixation will always be stated in my blog's description, and will vary depending on which fandom I'm in at the moment.

Also, English is not my main language so I apologize for any misspellings.

When will you be posting?

Only God knows. After a couple of tries of coming back to Tumblr (Each of them failing misserably), I've come to the realization that I will post whenever I feel like it.

I'm awful when it comes to managing my time and schedules, so you can expect a post coming out of absolutely nowhere in the least expected time.

Did I read "Social Anxiety" up there?

Yes you did, my friend. I really need to state this and it's quite important for anyone who wishes to interact with me at some point.

I suck at social interaction

That doesn't mean I don't want to make friends tho.

I just really need everyone to understand that I will not always be avaliable to interact, or that my brain tends to overwhelm so bad that sometimes I tend to leave the conversation.

This has been a trouble I've had for so many years now. And although it's theorically easier for people to interact via internet, for me that's not the case. I really hope everyone understands this, and I'm so sorry if I cause any trouble in the future because of this.

Take in mind it will not be your fault, but mine.

And... I think that's all I have to say for now! ✨

I really hope this time everything goes well for me in Tumblr.

Guess I'll see ya' around!

~💜✨

[ttwonkies]

happy 2 years!

[melanie-14n]

Oc aesthetic

Your turn you all

@kissorkill17 @urfavvninicka @aggie-doodlz @aaronpeterson212 @deeslom @inky-mary414 @crawfys16

[inky-mary414]

Yay 🙌

@kissorkill17 @urfavvninicka @aggie-doodlz @aaronpeterson212 @deeslom @crawfys16

[aggie-doodlz]

Yippee

@deluludeluxuhd @alinaandroth @deeslom @digitaltraditionalartmaker @explosivesnark

[digitaltraditionalartmaker]

Happy to join!!

@ender-draws-things776 @seymour-the-house-is-on-fire @onelittleornotthing

(Idk who to add)

[onelittleornotthing]

:)

@creat0rstudi0 @weirdo456 @theonepiecelazyartist and otherrrrss-

[klepa-456]

I had already forgotten about its existence

@the-cosmic-cowbo-y @lunar-dal @krinhanster

[lunar-dal]

It's Time >:)✨

Next Turn!

@alice-the-demon @jav-animations @corpsepizza-deactivated20

[jav-animations]

Mwehehehe~ THIS IS FUN- I WANT TO MAKE MORE :DDD

@yallmakemyassitch @thornoisdono @sisi-chan-draws @numberonelittlechild @innocent-angel-girl @honorarytitlesaskblog

[sisi-chan-draws]

Oh oh! Me, me meeee :3!!

Here, have my two favourite children <3

OC names: Spyro & Winnie

This was so much fun, thanks again for tagging me, honey! Even if I don't have anyone else to tag ^^''

[mythicalwater]

you can't un-suck these suction cups, baby!

[sisi-chan-draws]

Oh fuck, there's two of them now...

Someone tell Guy Business to stay at home today, he's gonna lose his shit to this

(Art by me)

OC name: Willow

[doekis]

kissy stomp!! ♡

[sisi-chan-draws]

This is one of the most beautiful, gorgeous and adorable OCs I've ever seen, I'm so obsessed with her 💕

Her color palette it's literally eye candy and her design gives me such comforting and nostalgic vibes! Kissy deserves everything good that happens to her <333

Your artstyle is so precious, please keep making art QwQ

[sisi-chan-draws]

Uhm guys?... GUYS?? I FOUND A RECENT SNEAK PEEK FROM SUCTION CUP MAN EPISODE 6

AND WHO TF IS THIS BITCH???

I NEED ANSWERS!!!!

(Art by me lol- Srry guys, no real leaks from episode 6 :( )

OC name: Willow

[falling-stars-dont-go-far]

Fun tag game idea: say something that most of your followers wouldn’t actually know

I’ll start first: I am actually married. Irl. I have a husband. I know it’s surprising considering the Tumblr spouses, but my husband thinks it’s funny.

Open tags

[katcannaedance]

Fun Fact: I have a boyfriend who is a history nerd!

So you got movie/show nerd and history nerd! We very cute 🥰

@1shouldbedoinghomeworknow @crazygirlcute @deliciouswritingcandymantree @spilledinkandtearstainedpages

[1moldshouldbedoinghomeworknow]

Awww that's nice! I have mentioned this on my blog before but I have a published book on Amazon!

@c0nstantlyscreaming @s0l1v4g4nt @lostdogdexter @locothewolf @averydeadshootingstar @arsonistic-carp-0-2 @outlying-hyppocrate @lilblossomtwin @kingkitsune @kindregardsfrommylifetoyours and open tags!

[cl4d-1n-cr1ms0n]

WAHHH WHAT'S THE NAME??

i used to be a fnaf fan! I have the lore memorized lol. Creepy pasta and scp too.

@iodine-coated-landmine @aj-b0o @sugarysakurakitty @thesaart @thesaart @the-drowned-collective @achelovoodoo @the-collector-blog

[achelovoodoo]

our style was described as ' christian-like ' once . . . because we usually wear long skirts .

;; @angeljirai @derangedakira @cutieririka @lovebuggedblog @pr1nc3ssb0yy @jiraiomori @jirairenshi @fanmarasupreme @frankiefridayyy @piko-chan @ed3nsgard3n @lordeforeverblog @de4d-m4n @questionablyal1vev4mp @sil3nt-0bs3rv3r @s3raphst4rs @bitezncutz @elliotdreadthedead @luxxie-xv @darlingsheart PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE THAT WE'VE TAGGED EVERYONE. WE SEARCHED THROUGHOUT ALL OF OUR FOLLOWING LIST ON WEB TUMBLR. PLEASE . . . ( please tell us if you don ' t do tag games ! )

[angeljirai]

Thank you for the tag! I appreciate it ^^

Also,, CHRISTIAN? You don't seem Christian at all to me 😭

A little fun fact about me, I love collecting things! Especially merch such as pins, figures and also shells! I plan to decorate my whole room one day ♡

Tags: @dudejealousy @violetdecayz @astrasarrows (feel free to ignore this or tell me you don't want to be tagged in these! Also open tags for anyone else who'd like to participate ^^)

[dudejealousy]

thank you so much for the tag!! i appreciate it

also ive literally never been in a relationship before or had a crush on anyone >:) (by choice btw i swear im not just an unlovable loser-)

open tags pls join

@rr31ch @gojosno1gooner @incandescentlamp @darrencriss-is-superior @xyuriloverx @kawaiinotenshi @cosmiccomrade @everythingistakenihavenothing @milkemim @jioperai @moriartea221 @abiding-warmth @sageisgreenithink2 @diary-of-a-ghoztyy @blackdogfollowingyou @rabid-autistic-tf2-obsessor @dearlyadoredfashionista @3cl1p @sunshinesliife @cherrievalentino @decayingvqmp @andez4u @about-that-teenie-girl @butterflygirlwithbrain @melancholicmochii @youdeservesooomuch @lotusangel222 @little-missscareall @saneobsession @undonethroughfire @gyufishes @catcatb0y @angeljirai

[moriartea221]

when theres clearly smth wrong with you but im not diagnosed so i cant say anything

@aka-edmond @autistobrat @rosemelodyshah @identitycroissant-tm @flashbandit @gayfurbyboi

[autistobrat]

loll it's usually consciousness being a bitch @moriartea221

uh. hmm.

I have 251 paper cranes right now :D

open tags <3

[do-not-u-dare]

despite the fact that it’s in my intro post… I doubt many of you know that i write songs :3

@aceofpans @skeletal-spire-man-aka-overfit @no-one-offical @spectrexviiii @holyshit-am-i-okay @make-me-president

[skeletal-spire-man]

Oh, I actually don't know.

Uhm.

I dress quite alternative irl, also not fem at all, which is apparently surprising with my current blog theme.

@the-local-pineapple @lightsabersandbluecookies @yourlocalavian @endlesswatcher @randomguy0ntumbir @dreamless-cosmos @kingkit7734 @lunathetunaaa @storm-is-wandering + open tags

[dreamless-cosmos]

Oh nice anyways my turn so something that my followers don’t know (almost all of them are mutuals) is that I name functions I have no idea what to call in coding Qwimble

Anyways @bees-with-a-camera , @sketchettevio , @goobyers , @14-opossums-in-a-trenchcoat , @tacopimball do something your followers don’t know

[sketchettemuffin]

i literally don't know what to say

uhm...

I'm really socially awkward

and shy :3

@blessedbythealmighty @hungry-and-evil @brokenarcademachine @spammoose-reviews1 @drishkoo @lucas-is-gay @kay27-iread @rottmnt-tmnt @strangelycasualhorror

[brokenarcademachine]

dating my puter. idk. also if you know that one, im a film student

@kay27-iread @allikawaii @teaweltzer @tikhondownichi @former-golden-retriever-bf @f4ll3nch4os

[f4ll3nch4os]

uhhhh, well I tend to make paper claws like once a year then I throw them away later that year

@f1n4ll4 @squeakypillar @robin-does-things @agentbeenix

[c00lkiddsdaycare]

Thank yewww for tagging me :3 anywho uhm, i like uuh sleeping with my jason mask cause its comfy to

@fantasy-artz @just-a-joey @fantasy-pressure

(i am not good with tagging 💔)

[itrapped-detecter-deactivated20]

Um...hi uh...

I have social anxiety. Ik ik its surprising considering how much i comment on almost every post i see lol!

Tagging: @mswhatever @deadlysmokecloud @trinthealternate @parappatheyappa @2the4th @nel-azure @demoleetionist @mrswolf @guest-1337-detecter @guest-1337-detecter-detector @itrapped-detector (hello other itrapped detecter) (btw hi the detecters i tagged) and (hi my moots) :)

[parappatheyappa]

Surprisingly, I'm very shy irl.

@blank-the-weirdo @laughing-reindeerjwj @aliceinwonderlandsposts @insertjjkjokehere @fluffyfeatherfun

[s1lly-th3-bl4nk]

I have a short-ish temper--

@chocos-universe @sillyyarteest @yoursimp098 @sillyslumberontop12

[sillyslumberontop12]

im terrible at comforting ppl 😔 /srs

@undead-crackhead @chitzdoodles @f1n4ll4 @askalyaggression @ak-tb

Mb if you don't wanna be tagged/don't do tag games/have already done this

[ak-tb]

i love being tagged ty mootie🥹🥹

oh man uhh UHM omg i have no clue

im pretty into fashion!! Im really wanting to dress more alt but i lowk dont have the monei..💔

@ccinder--block @jibbertyflibbet @y3ki02 @sillyyarteest @synnisdead @c3rberuz @that1ceilingfan (oh uhm i remember you dont usually do tag games sorry😿) @sailorchibachu @jaythro etcc

[weird-gummyworm]

Ty for the tag!!! 💚⭐️

ANYWAYS! Uh uuuuuhhhhhhh……

Me and my mind are VERY different when it comes to romance! My brain be thinking of friking like kissing and stuff meanwhile me my partner will sit next to each other, ONE ATOM of my hand will touch his and then I literally just die! 💚⭐️✨

@adhd-brain-slushie, @thank-you-doggo, @abandoned-dezxyre, @sillyfiedlazul1, @syllius, @polina-kuzy547, Srry if I missed anyone

[abandoned-dezxyre]

Hmmmmmm

We're very open about a lot of stuff, so there's not really much we could say here... uhhhh- we have this idea that, had circumstances aligned, we'd've been a theater kid! We even helped paint the backdrops of plays at school a couple times, and did really well in our first performance in elementary

@lucasisverycool01 @aurora-starlight-silly @hamsterrodent @bigassfuckingmushroom COM'ERE

[hamsterrodent]

Eeeeeeer lemme think.... I don't have anything ground breaking, but I have nearly won a school spelling bee (and lost partially due to nerves. It's a miracle I can perform in orchestra concerts lol)

@alextydaisuda123 @lunar-dal @glitchyanimations @simplefanatic @creat0rstudi0 a few quick tags!

[lunar-dal]

You've never known about my secret...

1. I was born in California state. But after 5 years, I moved to South Korea. And I'm living here for a long time so far. Although it was hard to get used to understand and express the language, now I have no problem to speak my words in front of them.

2. I participated in the piano contest twice and won the prize twice as well. Not only that, but I also won the prize at the animation contest with my graduation work!

3. My OCs were made in 2019~2020 mostly. Some of them were made in 2021, I remember. I had introduced them on my another blog, but I decided to remake and introduce them in real while I was reading books about astrology. I wasn't making each introduction yet. Maybe it would need much time to be ready!

@corpsepizza-deactivated20 @neocrash1101 @alice-the-demon @sonyashnik @jav-animations Here we go!

[jav-animations]

Thanks for the tag, Lunar!! 🩷

-Uhhh... Well, Maybe this will be interesting and new for you guys! Tickle Galaxy started by a roleplay series we had with my wifey back then in 2018, and with the time it evolved into what it is now, even if we still roleplay with the original idea's vibes sometimes! It was a crossover series where characters from a lot of fandoms and both her and my OC's interacted with each other and had adventures in other AU's, honestly I had so, so much fun when we roleplayed! We could've done it for hours!! (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡

-Uhhhh idk if this might be a stretch or be taken as I'm trying to show off something but... Days ago I got a degree in Industrial Chemical Sciences!! (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)

- I've been a Selfshipper for 11 Years!! (⁠ʘ⁠ᴗ⁠ʘ⁠✿⁠)

-I... Used to really struggle with personal hygiene due to post depression symptoms and high sensorial sensitivity issues (⁠｡⁠•́⁠︿⁠•̀⁠｡⁠). Nowadays I've been getting over that and I don't struggle with that anymore! (⁠・⁠∀⁠・⁠)🩷 But ... Doesn't mean I don't struggle with other things aswell (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠) I'm trying my best okay? (⁠｡⁠•́⁠︿⁠•̀⁠｡⁠)

This was kinda fun (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)!!

I'll tag: @sisi-chan-draws @queenbeehoneycomb1 @honorarytitlesaskblog @laughlulee77 @yallmakemyassitch !! 💜✨

[sisi-chan-draws]

Ooooh, this looks fun! Lemme try 👀

I'm gonna be yapping for a while, so prepare for the ride.

- I am European, more specifically, a Spaniard. 🇪🇸

- Asides from drawing, I'm also good at singing and acting. I've won second place at a karaoke contest in my school (I sang The Balad of Hamatha by Jack Stauber) and I've participated in 2 short films when I was little due to my father's previous hobbie with cinematography, these short films also got projected at short film festivals (They're public on YouTube but I ain't giving links-). Also, I've participated in multiple theatre plays and, as I'm writing this right now, today I'm going to act in a new short film with a group of people from my school.

- Recently, I'm trying to get into VA stuff too with another group from my school.

- I'm actually studying animation!

- I do cosplay. All my cosplays so far have been:

• Kagamine Rin from Vocaloid

• Hatsune Miku from Vocaloid

• Princess Peach from Super Mario

• Princess Daisy from Super Mario

• Rem from Re:Zero

• Painwheel from Skullgirls

• Shy Gal from we all know where 💀

• Kris from Deltarune

- I have a fixation with aliens, and I'm currently on my mission to buy every alien plushie I find to give them a name and a personality. I currently have 6 alien plushies which I'm gona show you a photo of bc u gotta hear me yapping about my weird ass fixations-

Their names from left to right are:

• Zip-Zip

• Zim (Everyone know this one-)

• Cyberg

• Delulu

• Yippy

• Goop

- I currently have an 8 year old relationship with @jav-animations, and I couldn't be more happy about it 💕

Thanks for the tag, honey! Although I really have nobody to tag, it was real fun writing this! ^^

[jav-animations]

"For you I'm only the artistic representation of an artist composed by bright colors and cartoonish expressions, Isn't it?"

inspiration:

[sisi-chan-draws]

THIS IS FUCKING PEAK ART RIGHT HERE WAAAAAHHH I LOVE IT!!!! Def one of my favs 💕💕💕

[jav-animations]

"The Day an Hiperfixation saved my Life"

(Warning: Mentions of Suicide Attempts and Depression)

December 13, 2023, 21:30

So... This is it. I'm here, Where supposedly I'll... Jump into the peace I've been craving for years now. My last moments in this Russian Roulette of luck and disgrace... How can such a hellpit have such a pretty sky?...

My purpose here was never known, everywhere I go I feel like I'm not wanted or like a bother for everybody... Like I shouldn't be there in the first place. Even in my own home. Like I'm an intruder in someone's house.

Just someone who has done so much damage to the world deserves what I've gone through, But I honestly don't think I'm the case, And I'm tired of feeling like this. I have already decided I'll do it this 31 of December... But I honestly don't think I can take it much longer.

Not anymore

As I'm looking up in the sky, I can observe it's the same color as my heart in this precise moment. It's blue. It's aching. It wants peace. It wants silence.

I want to escape this place where apparently I'm not wanted. As some people might say, "Take the Coward's Path".

But I don't care about what happens to me anymore. Either way I apparently deserve it.

Away I go, I'll rest forever

In an endless void, I'll die wherever.

Let me escape. From this silver cage

Who's called society, I'm tired of it's rules and its rotting individuality

I'll die on it's arms tonigh-

That night someone stopped the journey I was about to take off.

Somebody I never expected to find in front of me, looking at me in the eyes like saying "Please, don't go"

A fictional character, How? Why? Was I already hallucinating? Was the euphoria tricking me?

He grabbed me by my shirt as I was going to take a step back to fall to my freedom or my demise, he looked right into my soul with an expression that seemed so worried and profoundly concerned.

Almost begging me to not go.

The stars making his eyes and tears sparkle harmoniously. He held me there, stopping my fall. Not saying a word with his mouth but his stare... It told me such things...

He helped me down from the rooftop. Still not saying a single word to me. His expression calmed down and he took my hands with serenity. His warmth somehow waking me up from that spiralling sensation of dread I was feeling. The constant ringing in my ears ceased and I could hear the sounds of my surroundings, The cars passing by, music coming out of people's apartments... I was back into reality.

I was asking myself. Why? Why would someone bother on helping me. I'm just another individual, I'm just another person you would see passing by on the streets. Why? Even so, he's a fictional character. How can a fictional character make me feel... Cared about...?

The mix of feelings of deep guilt, loneliness, hopelessness, pain and a sweet pinch of gratitude overwhelmed my heart, mind and soul. I broke down crying like a lost child looking for their mother. Gushes of tears running down my cheeks as I struggled to breath in between my sobs.

I cried non stop on his arms. Like I was letting a wild caudal of pain and melancholy come out of me. Almost choking with my own tears as I did so, Felt like I was ripping apart from reality. The sound of my wails mixing with the ambiental sounds of the city around us.

That happened exactly 2 years ago

I planned my suicide to be the 31 of December. After the New Year Party, alone in the bathroom, bleeding to death through my neck and arms. That never happened. Why? I got into Pizza Tower. That game and its main character distracted me from all of my plans, I didn't even want to kill myself anymore. I'm so happy I got fixated into that game. I'm so happy Peppino came into my life.

I know all of this might sound childish, even psychotic to you, But for me it's not, It's a part of my life, It's a story I deeply cherish into my heart. It was the very start of one of the best years of my life.

Thank you, Pizza Tower 💞

[sisi-chan-draws]

Thank you Pizza Tower, for keeping my sweet angel alive.

Thank you Pizza Tower, for bringing us hope in our darkest moments.

Thank you Pizza Tower, for opening our eyes to a better vision of ourselves and our world.

Thank you Pizza Tower, for giving us one of the best years of our lives.

Whatever this is childish or not for some people, we don't care. Pizza Tower was one of the best things that happened to us, and we still cherish every moment we've ever spent in its world.

And Thank you, my love, for never losing your hopes despite the rough treating life has given to us. You're so strong, and I bet Peppino thinks the same as I do.

We love you 💕

[sisi-chan-draws]

💥BOOM!💥

A little animation/flipbook practice my animation school told me to do. Just wanted to share it here cuz I thought it looked funny-

[jav-animations]

｡𖦹°‧ Wea Copihue Tower Art Dump ⋆˚꩜｡⋆˚

Title card of a supposed CO-OP level with Trix and Peppino with a nightime and city ambiance ～⁠(⁠つ⁠ˆωˆ⁠)⁠つ⁠｡⁠☆🌙✨

Redraw of one of my first doodle pages of Trix featuring important parts of her lore and some selfship content ╰⁠(⁠⸝⁠⸝⁠⸝⁠´⁠꒳⁠`⁠⸝⁠⸝⁠⸝⁠)⁠╯

Trix's Chronological Timeline explained (SPANISH)

Copihue Tower OST artwork featuring chilean culture references like some of the characters drinking a chilean cocktail drink called Terremoto, Trix being drunk and having a plumeria flower on her hair in reference of the album art "Cumbia Chilombiana" of the band "Chico Trujillo", and the speakers being reminiscent of the famous character Juan Carlos Bodoque from the series 31 Minutos ⊂⁠(⁠・⁠▽⁠・⁠⊂⁠) 🇨🇱

Final Judgement card of a supposed Perfect ending in the CO-OP mode with Trix and Peppino, after Peppino gets all the Treasures, saves Snooty and saves Trix from falling from the tower. (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠✧⁠*⁠。

Fanmade thumbnail of an hypothetical scenario where Trix appears in Lyon SPD's famous [Character] reacts to Discord Memes video series (⁠ʃ⁠ƪ⁠＾⁠3⁠＾⁠）

Comic based in one incorrect quote I saw long ago in the page with the same name (Featuring @sisi-chan-draws's OC, Twila and Noise)

Perspective practice I spent the whole night finishing and ended up not liking at all :) but I hope you like it anyway, honestly. More than I did at the end :')

I still have more art to share (and to make-)

See you soon!! ✨💜

[sisi-chan-draws]

Hey guys, come take a look at my wifey's art! You won't regret it, her drawings are so amazing and she's incredibly creative and talented! 💕💕💕✨

[sisi-chan-draws]

Omg, I'm so FUCKING TIRED of scam bots appearing randomly on my notes and asking for commisions.

I thank my gf for warning me about them, because otherwise I would have fallen into that shit.

I swear to God they take advantage of small artists who wish to grow in the art community, scamming them for their data, money, whatever.

It really pisses me off. As a small artists myself, this makes me want to give up on social media.

If you're a small artist in the platform, be really careful with comments asking for commisions on your posts. They're mostly scammers trying to get your data.

If you see one of these, BLOCK and REPORT them immediately.

[sisi-chan-draws]

(Gift for Felicia)

Gloria(oc): Hey there Felicia, I have something very special for you😁. This is a miniature puppet-doll version of you, since you seem like a friendly person, how could I not give a gift to someone like you😄? I hope you like this gift🤭.

“Ah, thank you so much, dear! ✨“

“I'll make sure to take good care of it. Promise.”

[lil-hampter09]

I think im going insane

[sisi-chan-draws]

“You... WHAT THE HELL?! MY EYE! OH GOD, MY EYE!”

(Made on: Wigglypaint)

[jav-animations]

[jav-animations]