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[skeletonsfourlife]

!STRANGER THINGS SEASON 5 SPOILERS!

When Nancy was washing her mother's blood off of her hands in the hospital it reminded me of Macbeth. In Macbeth, hand washing is a common occurrence; a motif that represents guilt. Nancy struggling to get the blood off her hands is a representation of her struggling to be complacent with her guilt over the situation. She knew what was going to happen, yet she failed to stop it like she's always pressured herself to. Over the last 18 months she's tucked away the problem until it finally caught up to her and she feels more than responsible for it.

[skeletonsfourlife]

Sirius not being able to tell Harry that it's okay he's dying and he'll be okay is so heartbreaking to me. Sirius knows Harry will be shattered about the fact he's now lost another family member; someone he expected to guide him through this confusing life. How he mostly likely wishes to reach out before he goes to comfort him once more before he's not able to anymore.

[skeletonsfourlife]

Dutch was Arthur's father. He took him in when he was young and alone. Taught him how to be brave and strong in this heavy world. Made sure that he would never give up and be loyal to those around him. Gave Arthur the grit and occasional hardness he needed when it came to the way they lived. Had him stick to his plans and be faithful of his father. To not make mistakes so you don't compromise anyone.

Though, Hosea was Arthur's dad. Raised him to be kind and caring for those who are lower than you. To be humble and not greedy with what is achieved. Mindful of the people you care about and love. To not be selfish in what you decide, always think about the consequences of your actions. Speak out once you find something wrong and stay determined. Love softly and protective. To learn and make mistakes, not dwell on them once they happen.

[hakuteeth]

Not to offer advice nobody asked for but fixing ur sleep schedule is life changing

[hakuteeth]

Things that actually work if u try at them:

Drinking water

No longer making self deprecating jokes

Making sure to take time out of the day to relax and take a breather

Lighting candles

Counting ur breaths in and out if ur having a panic attack

Getting up and trying to do one thing even if u can’t do everything maybe brushing ur teeth but not having the energy to shower

[justummsomeguy]

Taking a shower if you can, putting clean clothes on if you can’t, even just a clean set of pjs. Washing your face.

[o-lanterns]

A couple weeks ago I was in a major depressive slump and was feeling really detached from reality. I was trying so hard to fight it but nothing I tried worked until I realized I hadn’t listened to any happy music in almost a week.

I didn’t feel like listening to anything at all but I put on my favorite playlist anyway. Take On Me started and I finger stimmed to the keyboard riff and hummed along and by the end of the song I was smiling. A few more songs and I was fully singing along and feeling more present than I had in days.

Even if it seems small and trivial, like putting on your favorite socks or looking up pictures of kittens, it might be something you need. Of course the music didn’t solve any of the problems I was upset about, but it did help me feel like I was a person again.

[drtief]

This isn’t one of those “must be good to be neurotypical” posts btw, these are small and accessible steps that can really help.

[skeletonsfourlife]

I just know that John was thinking about all his regrets and guilt in that barn before he opened the doors to his end. He knew deep down he should've listened to Arthur, to not pursue revenge. Knew he should've been there more for Jack and Abigail. Revenge isn't all sweet as most think it is; you lose yourself and the ones you care about. The act of revenge is selfish, selfishly putting yourself in harms way; knowing you could upset other people. He thought what he did was right, getting rid of the evil who's ruined lives and almost his. Though, there's always another monster to replace the last one; that cycle won't ever end no matter how hard one tries.

[skeletonsfourlife]

The way Hosea talks about his early wife is so bittersweet. It's clear he still loves her deeply even though she's passed on into the next life. She clouds his thoughts like a gentle dusting of rain; always there, but not harmful and inconvenient. He talks so dearly of her, holding close the moment's they've had even if it didn't last forever. He's not angry that she's gone, but grateful of how he got to spend some of his life with her. Calling himself a lucky sinner, she was his saint; his light on the dark. It's clear Hosea loves hard and never forgets. Humble and nostalgic.

[skeletonsfourlife]

Molly O'Shea will always deserve better and 100x more. Her ending was so tragic and a desperate plead for understanding and help; as well as love from someone who she thought she'd spend the rest of her life with. She was suffering without recognition, her death was an escape from all the mental torment she faced alone. Even in her last moments, she wasn't seen properly like the way she always wanted. She's so misunderstood when you can't perceive her perspective.

[skeletonsfourlife]

I often think about how potentially Denji's hypersexuality is being misinterpreted by so many people. It's easy to make jokes of it, though I think it has a deeper meaning. He hasn't gotten proper affection and tends to seek it out in harmful ways. Most of the time, I don't think he even wants it. He just doesn't understand what it's like to be properly loved; he's young and naive to the world. I think he's often mischaracterized in the aspect of intimacy: he's not an addict of pleasure, but an addict for love and understanding.

[skeletonsfourlife]

The reason for Eren's eye color changing is not just because Armin is losing his memory, but it also reflects his actions.

Now, this may seem like a weird thing to say so I'm hoping to explain my point properly!

This reason why this may be true is because as I was watching AOT for like the 4th time I noticed how Eren's eye color was much more dull when he was attacking Marley.

This dullness can represent Eren not acting himself; he's doing things he wouldn't normally do. His eyes are almost lifeless, his true personality being shoved down as he commits terrible acts. Since it's from Armin's perspective, I assume that this dullness is how he perceives Eren not acting himself.

When Eren is acting himself, his eyes are that beautiful shade of green that Armin associates him with. Eren isn't shoving down his personality, he's now embracing it. His eyes no longer lifeless.

Before Eren passes, his eyes are vividly green once more; not dull. His feelings are genuine, now showing as he once struggled with being his true self before. This is a raw version himself that he so desperately tried to mask for his unobtainable dream. He's not trying to be something he isn't anymore. Now just regretful.

One last thing I would like to discuss is why his eyes some times look blue. A theory I have is when his eyes are tinted blue, it's to represent Ymir. The blue in his eyes when he does stuff that isn't like him is the subconscious control of Ymir Fritz. A small sign that they've been connected all along, across the time that Eren had been a titan. She's subconsciously having Eren as a pawn without either realizing.

[viklooud]

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[skeletonsfourlife]

Does satoru only get souvenirs because it reminds him of how suguru would get souvenirs for him everytime he went away on a mission?

[opp314]

Guys, I had a divine enlightenment

[yuridiot]

[skeletonsfourlife]

I often think about how devastating mage Viktor is and it makes me TWEAK.

I can't even begin to imagine how lonely this Viktor must be. I assume that this Viktor is essentially immortal because he's been traveling for what seems to be lifetimes after lifetimes looking for a way to save universes that's been destroyed by other versions of him.

It makes me wonder how many times he's tried different solutions/runes to give in the universes he visits. His aging is most likely extremely slow since he's able to visit so many universes and watch how they turn out. He could be thousands of years old for all we know.

Mage Viktor most definitely doesn't find any sort of peace in his endless life. He's constantly surrounded by his actions that caused an extinction of all human life. He will always be reminded of how he was responsible for this lifeless land he's created that will stretch to countless universes. The guilt he must feel whenever he looks at the statue of Jayce. How he failed him in every way possible and trapped his soul with him forever.

In a small way, his madness brought himself a blessing; the ability to grow old. Viktor's sole purpose was to push himself to the limits, to succeed his life expectancy and grow old like everyone else around him. If only he knew the grief that growing old would bring him. Mage Viktor was able to succeed his shortened life, but at the cost of everything; at the cost of killing everything/everyone he loved and becoming an aimless man walking with little purpose.

After Jayce saved his universe, I wonder what mage Viktor would do then. Jayce completed his mission of saving his universe, but what then? What else would mage Viktor do with his immortal life? Would he continue to visit other universes with the runes or will he just waste away in his universe? It's sickening just thinking about it.

[skeletonsfourlife]

As we know, in the ending of arcane we were meant to think that Jayce and Viktor were dead. But after these leaks it really got me thinking about what actually happened to them.

In the leaks, we can see that the same bubble looking anomaly that formed over Ekko when he traveled formed over Jayce and Viktor. We can make an assumption that Jayce and Viktor traveled out of the void that the arcane created to somewhere else.

In theory, this would make perfect sense, but I'm curious about their mortal bodies. Both their bodies got sucked into the rune and the rune seemed to just destroy itself. Did their bodies get destroyed? Or did their bodies just travel elsewhere?

Going back to Ekko, from what we know there needs to be a body for a 'soul' to travel into.

But with Jayce, he didn't need his other body to travel into; he kept his same body. I feel like the arcane's time traveling isn't something that's set in stone; it's something that changes and adapts. Just like how the hexcore adapted to Viktor's blood/body; it's completely unreliable and unpredictable.

Going back to what I said previously, I think that either Jayce and Viktor traveled to a different universe or their 'souls' merged together in the arcane. If Viktor and Jayce did time travel, I would like to hope that they'd be lucky enough to have their healed bodies from the arcane since the arcane's traveling abilities seem to constantly change.

[skeletonsfourlife]

I saw this TT saying how in the alternate universe of arcane Ekko has memory issues and I think that makes so much sense.

When the Ekko we know and grown to love starts to freak out in the alternate universe, Powder isn't necessarily too bothered by it. She's rather calm for having something chucked at her head and doesn't scold Ekko for doing it; almost like he's had an 'episode' like this before.

When Benzo comes in he says, "Another one those days." It's like he already knows what's going on with Ekko. With Powder's calmness and what Benzo says, we can assume that AU Ekko might have these episodes often. Spouts of moments where he forgets things and have to be reminded/startles when he forgets where he is.

When Powder realizes that Ekko might be having an episode, she tries to comfort him in a way by using humor, "You know those ugly twins, genius and madness." Genius is how brilliant AU Ekko is and the madness is his memory issues.

Another example of people alluding to Ekko's memory problems is when Ekko blurts out how Vander and Silco tried to kill each other. Instead of them getting extremely upset, they act like Ekko has asked this question before. Silco simply brushes it off and they both give Ekko a smile instead of a disapproving frown. They defuse the situation and made sure not to confuse Ekko.

One last example is when Ekko and Powder on together on the balcony. Their dialogue could potentially highlight the troubles Ekko has with his memory.

Ekko: You ever wish you could just stay in one moment?

...

Ekko: I promise I'll never forget this.

Powder: You better not.

[ironmordis]

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