Friendships come, friendships go. I am mostly a real loner. Because I am an introvert. I don't click as quick with people. That's often because I am quickly prejudiced and limited down to my image and looks and my way of singing, my so-called "beauty", which I don't really see...as I am such an average, normal standard woman, with short legs, crooked teeth, small breasts, big buttom, weird hair and so on. The most important friendship I ever enjoyed in my whole life, was the one I've had with Lemmy. It was a reliable, steady, real, true inspirational, most loyal ever, 100% integrity, full of fun with crazy moments too, friendship, only one could wish and hope for. I never expected a lasting friendship to a famous man, known for his witty, sharp intelligence. I am not a huge "fan" of "Rock Stars" as I have learned, the person behind a promoted image, can be the exact oppesite. Many times I fell into traps with people, with their shiny teeth and "call me anytime"-attitude. With Lemmy, it was 1 on 1. Real ! And when he died, a lot of in me died as well. I had a few nerveous breakdowns and been tremendously depressed, lying on my couch for about 6-8 month (2016), until I told my myself: THAT'S NOT what Lemmy wants me to do!! Who would have ever thought, that Lemmy would stick to my world over 23 years? When Skew Siskin was fired, over and over again, by so many record labels, betrayed, mistaken, fooled, ripped apart, threatened " our career will be over if...blah blah", slandered, labeled with bad names,ect... he was the one who voted for us and got us on the road with Motörhead! Believe me when I tell you, he had not the easiest position doing this favour for us! Why did he do this? Because he really was into our music! Only a handful of people in the business helped us, monitored us, lifted us to higher grounds, but in the end, it mostly came down to Lemmy, who stood behind us like a rock. While some people were so bitter because of us, "oh no, they're opening for Motörhead again". That truly hurts. But I am always thankful, Lemmy pushed us to the limit always and many many fans stuck to us and still want to see us live!! We supported Motörhead 79 times.
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