Just sobbed hysterically while holding on to my dog for dear life and my therapist is on vacation and I have a doctors appointment tomorrow so maybe sheāll up my meds idk I canāt even call my mom because my parents are taking my brother out to celebrate his new job and Iām alone on the opposite side of the country and Iām going to be alone for the next six months and I thought I was coping so fucking well but apparently not since Iām crying while I type this

















