aspiring praying mantas

sw:205 cw:165 gw1:160 gw2:145

[awanqi]

“Moths”

[skinto-bones]

just had the picnic i’m so tired omg but i also ate a lot today which kinda puts me in a bad mood it was about a total of 452 cals but it was all junk like doritos cookies and sandwiches which feels gross i also really wanna binge now but ik i’ll hate myself for it if i do :/

[skinto-bones]

day two

i’m 5’4” i hate my height to weight ratio like if i was 5’11” or around there i would be better proportioned so i hate that but in general i like being shorter than most people i feel more hidden ig so overall i like it

[skinto-bones]

not eating all day feels even better when u know you broke a binge streak :))

[skinto-bones]

starting this over cause my acc got deleted

day one

i’m 5’4” my hw was about 205-215 idk my sw was 190 and my cw is 165 so as you can imagine i’m UGLY

[skinto-bones]

first day of work done! it was actually a lot of fun i cooked food all night and didn’t eat anything all day and probably burned quite a bit while standing there for 6 hours so that’s really good i have a picnic tomorrow that i’m also excited for so overall not too bad :)

[skinto-bones]

5 lbs away from my 2nd gw I THINK SO ! finally i had like a 5 month period where all i was doing was eating and now now i’m doing it i’m losing the weight let’s hope it stays this way :)

[skinto-bones]

me counting the weight i lost realizing its 50 pounds like what i can’t believe that. 20 of that was lost just naturally cause i was above 200 so it was easy to loose that ig but the rest was lost from ana and i don’t see a difference but there is one so i’m proud of myself ig

[skinto-bones]

body dysmorphia is making me really confident today and IM HAPPY ABOUT IT like literally thanks to my brain for making my first day of work one that i feel like i look at least better than i used to i needed that :)

[skinto-bones]

i might be able to do a pretty long fast until my picnic this weekend and only because i just got a new job! i start tomorrow and it’s at the drive in movies so it’s from 6pm-2am or something like that so if i sleep in late i don’t have to eat until i go to work then when i get home i can sleep and wake up make picnic food and eat only some of that i’m very excited about that

[skinto-bones]

i just got a job at the drive in movie theater near me (very freaking excited about that) but all the food is free and EVERYTHING there is brown and fried and idk if i’m going to be able to resist it but at least i can just have popcorn instead ig :/

[inritum]

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

[ghostdog07]

OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.

THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.

The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.

AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.

THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

[deathklaue]

YOOOOOOO

I SAW THIS ON MY DASH THE OTHER DAY AND THOUGHT “ITS WORTH A TRY” SO I WISHED I COULD GET A 3DS

LITERALLY LIKE 4 DAYS LATER MY DAD SENT ME A PICTURE OF THE 3DS XL HE BOUGHT FOR ME WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL

IM STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS

[doryishness]

holy fuck, I didn’t expect this to work, I was like psh, whatever it’s just a quick reblog, but I wished my Dad would actually respond back to me AND HE FUCKING DID A FEW DAYS LATER, I GOT A FUCKING TEXT FROM MY DAD TODAY WHO HASN’T SPOKEN OR RESPONDED TO ME IN MONTHS HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THIS MAGIC IT WORKS. 

[victoriaringsinyourears]

I WANTED TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND AND I DIDN’T THINK I’D GET DAYS OFF BUT THIS WEEKEND I’M HEADING UP THERE??? THIS IS CRAZY SHIT 

[lenshade]

SO LIKE I JOKINGLY WISHED FOR MY OWN LEN KAGAMINE AND THEN LIKE A WEEK LATER I GOT A LEN NENDOROID??? H ELP

[themixedbagofwhat]

WTF OKAY SO THIS SHOT ACTUALLY WORKS BECAUSE WHEN I WISHED, I HAD WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD LIKE ME BACK AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. WHAT THE HELLLLL?????

[wodkat]

ok I’ve said this before but IM DOING IT AGAIN THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, MY WISH DID COME TRUE SO I REBLOGED AGAIN AND SAID IT IN THE TAGS BUT THEN I WISHED FOR SMTH ELSE AND IT LITERALLY LITERALLY HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL SO NOW IM WRITING THIS HERE FOR YOU BC I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS CRAP BUT STILL IT’S AN AWFULLY BIG COINCIDENCE

[acstiel]

THE BOY I FELL I LOVE WITH LEFT TO TRAVEL THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD AND HAS BEEN GONE NOW FOR 3 MONTHS. WE HAVENT SPOKEN SINCE BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE HIM FEEL TRAPPED TO ME AND NOT ENJOY HIS TIME SO I WAITED FOR HIM TO CONTACT ME FIRST. I SAW THIS ON A PARTICULARLY LOW DAY WHEN I WAS MISSING HIM SO MUCH I CRIED FROM THE PAIN, GUYS I REALLY LOVE HIM, SO I THOUGHT MEH WHAT THE FUCK, AND WISHED HE WOULD JUST LET ME KNOW HE WAS OKAY.

GUYS.

HE FUCKING CALLED ME 20 MINUTES LATER

20 FUCKNG. MINUTES. LATER.

GOOD THINGS DO HAPPEN. AND ITS IN THIS POST.

[juststrokemyglabella]

I wish for someone to leave something in my ask.

[adweeb-deactivated20160228]

OKAY SO I ASKED FOR A HEDGEHOG AND NOW GUESS WHO HAS A PET HEDGEHOG

[mydeadcarcass]

I WISHED FOR SNK MERCH THE FIRST TIME. I GOT A JACKET.

I WISHED FOR MY GIRLFRIEND THE SECOND TIME. I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND.

[openyourthird-eye]

THIS WORKs I WISHED I WAS MOVING TO NORTH CAROLINA AND GUESS WHAT GUYS IM MOVING TO NC IN AUGUST I PROMISE U IM NOT LYING

[ariya-art]

guys ok ur probably thinking that this is all just bs right? WELL I THOUGHT SO TOO BUT I WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD CHAT ME AND HE DID AND IM FREAKING OUT not even kidding i swear on my grampas grave this works

[haihl-blog]

I love this it always works for me yey thank u shooting star :’)

[phoxae]

woah the notes let’s hope my wish comes true

[rannellstan]

pls

[rannellstan]

you guys. this fucking WORKS. as you can see above, i reblogged this like a month ago and wished for a hamilton ticket. and guess what y'all? i’m seeing hamilton in 2 days. ALWAYS TRUST IN WISHES 💫

[desiring-for-dainty]

~*

[horeeeeeeeee]

I really wish me and R made a long lasting connection on our camping trip.

[bulimarexicfailure2]

Always gotta reblog yo

[patheticanorexics]

let’s hope this works *

[pretty-angel-bones]

I wish I was My ugw

[moonlysound-blog]

I wish I’d start loosing weight and didn’t stop until I was at my ugw

[strictly88stxrving]

I wish to lose 40 pounds or more before September 3rd.

[hallo-polizei]

I wish to lose 40 pounds until christmas. that’s it. please do your magic

[sikukulle]

i wish to move into another house with my own bedroom. please

[skinto-bones]

reblogging cause i need this rn

[skinto-bones]

you know what feels good thinking you’re binging and realizing you’re under 800 cals but you know what doesn’t feel good eating over 300 cals :/

[skinto-bones]

food log: 5/26/20

breakfast

5 strawberries-20cal

grapes 1/2 cup-52cal

lunch

1/2 spaghetti squash with marinara-69cal

grapes-26cal

dinner

1/2 veggie burger-80cal

couple slices of tomato-4cal

2 egg whites-34cal

total for the day-273

[skinto-bones]

HELPPPP ME

going on a picnic w friends in a few days what should i bring to eat that looks filling and normal food but is low cal

i’m bringing strawberries and rice cakes so far but idk what else to take

[lifesucksandimtired]

Secret obsession

I am obsessed with this show called secret eaters! It’s a show where for a whole week people are monitored to see if they are secretly eating junck food.

The people on the show are overweight and I don’t want to ever get that big. It also shows how bad the food is that they are eating and I get out off eating because of it.

I’m scared everyone is now secretly watching me and judging everything I eat so now I don’t want to eat anymore.

The show is all on YouTube and I definitely recommend it!

[skinto-bones]

definitely going to start watching

[skinto-bones]

what’s keeping me motivated?

one day i’ll be able to walk by his house and he won’t recognize me right away until he looks again and realizes it’s the girl that he said was “like a sister to him”