rory always seems surprised by the kind of insane and off the wall facts that noah knows about animals. livestock. like he wasn't practically raising himself in the middle of a cornfield. "sure, evil." he agrees, laughter evident. of course he does. rory looked so CONVINCED! he almost loses his balance, and noah can't help the chuckle that pulls through him again. noah kind of looks at rory like he's the most important thing in the world, the only thing that ever mattered to him. noah doesn't hold many things close to him, he has never really found anything that stuck but hockey. and GOD, hockey is fucking complicated for noah. he loves hockey, he hates hockey, this closet is suffocating him, and he's only ever made it out because hockey carried him here. if anyone were to ask, noah would lie. but noah's feelings about hockey can be summarized in one sentence. noah loves hockey, hockey doesn't love him back. but he never talks about it, because why would he? it's not worth it to him. he likes the softness he sees in rory, and he loves that it's all his. that this isn't a version of rory that everyone has access to. "yeah, i dunno. they hiss." a beat, "cats hiss too." a shrug pulls at his shoulders. "i love when you insult me for my midwestern opinions." a beat, "quick question, where's chicago ??" a shake of his head, and a laugh pulls through him. "ducks aren't lookin' for weakness, they're just hungry." a beat, "don't give 'em bread though. 's bad for their digestive systems." a beat, "my neighbor had ducks on their farm." rory says he's honest like it's physically painful, and noah nods. "well like โ yeahโ" he laughs. "i play hockey and i'm from indiana. what'd you call me โ emotionally constipated ??" it's all humor, he's having so much fun. but then rory's gaze trips soft and open, and god, noah loves it. "i think โ i do it too y'know." a pause, "i think you're really sweet."