~Daily Thoughts~

Idk what I’m even doing anymore.

[skyhi900]

[skyhi900]

Where do I go from here?

Feeling overwhelmed. Feeling lost.

Where do I go from here?

Feeling hopeful. I am the boss.

Where do I go from here?

A fresh start. A new beginning.

I think I know where to go from here..

I’m on my way. Without him, but I’m on my way.

I’m free, it’s just me. I don’t need him, I can finally see.

[skyhi900]

He makes my heart flutter.

He makes me want no other.

I think I’m in love. I think I’m in like.

I don’t plan to find out because what if I’m right?

[skyhi900]

Blissfully aware.

Listen to Sofia on repeat

Blissfully aware

Feeling the flutters I thought were long gone. Long forgotten.

Blissfully aware

I think this is happy; optimistic/hopeful?

Blissfully unaware

How will this end?

Blissfully unaware

Do I care?

Hearts a flutter, brains fuzzy.

Bliss can be described as this. Pinch me, wake me.

Let me sleep.

Blissfully aware.

[the-nikodemos]

Stardew Valley Sunset

[kirisy]

Gemini 💨💨💨

[skyhi900]

@kirisy this is like so beautiful, I’m like mesmerized every time I look at it!!

[no-country-for-old-meme]

[ifyoujessmile]

[marishka]

Visit Original Link

It would’ve been bad, Snake XD Really bad. 

[torivmod]

Gemini, Aquarius, Sagittarius, Pisces, Capricorn Energy be like

[kirisy]

Gemini 💨💨💨

[geminizone]

Gemini Humor

[skyhi900]

Has anyone else ever felt another mans touch that’s not your husbands/boyfriends and that feeling felt so.. foreign? Like wrong? Or rough?

I’m talking like a brush past in a hallway or if they walk behind you and put their hand on your arm so you know they’re there as they try to pass?

As if all the negativity and vibes just don’t mix well with yours and that’s your body’s way of letting you know?

Idk.

[skyhi900]

Food for thought

Why do we struggle so much to care when we hurt less when we don’t?

To care to an extent just an extent.

I have to find someone who loves me just as much as I love me. Is that impossible?

Is that an irrational want?

Perhaps. Obviously I’ve never been one to quit easily, ask my marriage. Better to chase the impossible dream rather than lose hope..

Now that’s an irrational thought. Hope is never hopeless.

That’s unfair and unfair doesn’t get by easily with me, ask my marriage.

What goes around comes around, sweethearts. Remember that.

[skyhi900]

Being married and cheated on.

See.. when you marry your best friend and he/she cheats, your entire world crumbles. You’re entire being crumbles. You turn into those mini chocolate chip cookies in that bag and crumble everywhere into the abyss never to figure out where those crumbs of your emotions went. It’s like being slapped and stabbed, bleeding but not bleeding enough to die. Just enough to realize you’re going to get light headed and need something to eat. It’s like a rollercoaster of oncoming emotions that keep fighting to be in the spotlight; Anger, sadness, bitterness, disappointment, empty, emotional, numb, overwhelmed. Life has never seem so complex. Deciding on whether or not to forgive but never forget or try every day to forget. Feeling unreasonable for being so angry and feeling unreasonable for not being angry enough. This may not make any sense but it all makes sense to me. I’m writing to remind myself that it’s okay to feel. It’s okay. O K A Y. 100% okay. It’s 100% okay to feel betrayed. It’s 100% okay to feel lost. It’s 100% okay to feel sad. It’s 100% okay to feel angry. It’s 100% okay to Feel everything and nothing all at once. Needing to vent and just wanting to keep it all in to fester. Crying for hours until you get a migraine is necessary to heal. It’s not weak to cry.

It’s not weak to cry.

It’s not weak to feel.

It’s not weak to not know what to do.

It is okay to feel lost.

It’s okay if you give a second chance.

It’s okay if you don’t.

You’re human.

They are human.

That’s not an excuse. It is a reason. I support all of you either way. If you need to talk, I’m here. I get it. You’re not alone. We will be okay.

[skyhi900]

I’m surprised this is still getting likes!! Thank you to those who like it and reblog it!! 😭😭❤️❤️

[shmwrites]

i was walking home, by myself and i saw a couple across the street. they were holding hands and laughing. and i didn’t wince in pain and i didn’t feel the sharp twinge in my chest like i usually do when i see happy couples. i didnt feel miserable and feel envious of what they had. i couldn’t. because that was me once. with you. we were once the happy couple that would make people roll their eyes at how in love we were. so instead of wishing them the same fate that we had and the same pain i had to endure, i didn’t. i actually hoped that they’d be the lucky ones. that maybe they’d beat the odds and overcome the obstacles we couldn’t. so i didn’t feel jealous. because that was me once, in the happy couple. and i know that it will be me again. just not with you. and i’m starting to realise that that’s maybe not such a bad thing after all.

being single doesn’t have to mean being sad.

[skyhi900]

I’m struggling y’all.

I’m in this ring with my depression and I’m not gonna lie, it’s hitting me hard right now.

I’m struggling.

My anxiety is getting impatient.

Screaming to be tagged in, I’m watching him. Learning from his actions. How hard could he want to win this? How hard do I want to win this?

I’m watching him with my black eye and busted lip, trying to figure out a way to win this fight or at least just make it to the next round. How many are left? These rounds are getting longer and longer. This fight is getting harder and harder, I’m trying to listen to my coach.

My coach. She’s standing there, watching me. I’m screaming for direction and she’s just smiling at me. Maybe She has a plan. She is Me. Maybe We have a plan.

I just hope She tells me soon. I’m trying really hard to stay strong, keep my head up and my hands up.

I’m searching for a plan, for some relief from this.

Any words or whisdom? Advice?

I can do this, right? Right?