I love you! I was too late to see your message!
(An old friend of mine deactivated her tumblr account last night. And I didn't see her last message in time!)
it's very slowly creeping in on me, that I might never be able to talk to you again?! And I hope you can see this! You are one of kindest, sweetest people I ever met! You really are! And I wished I would have talked to you more, when I had the chance!
I know we didn't have much contact in the last year, but seeing your messages in my inbox genuinely made me smile so big! Like every time! And when I saw your last message, I couldn't believe it at first, and I wish I would've been fast enough!
I still love you! And I will miss you and all our years of 2 am text-walls, and our OCs, and tomfoolery and the stupid jokes, and headcanons, and your silly emotes, and how you had so much patience for my spelling mistakes! You basically taught me english! You taught me how to swear correctly! Damn! xD
And I now realize I didn't value our friendship enough when I still had it! And I hope you are doing okay out there, and that you are safe! And that you can take care of your mental health! And that you don't worry too much about all the things that are thinging in the world right now.
Because you tend to overthink and worry too much about what others think! And I wish I would have shared more of my life with you! And I hope you get everything you need, and that your family is there for you, and that your IRL friends are there for you, and that your job is treating you well! And I wish I could go back in time and tell you properly how much you meant to me
And even though we live on different sides of the globe and even though we might never be able to see each other again, I need you to know that you will always be my friend! You will! You gave me so much love and time and joy and I will miss you for a very long time! I will miss you!
And I will always want to hear from you! And if you ever make another account on this hell-site, please DM me!! Stay safe out there and take care my friend!!
















