ok some more moments from the book that I can't get out of my head
- Grace calling Rocky "my boy Rocky" within minutes after meeting them for the first time
- Rocky working on his projects while Grace is asleep. they're so parallel play
- Grace lying to Rocky about the effects radiation has on humans and it never being brought up again 🙁
- Rocky being so emotional about failing to fix things 🙁🙁🙁
- "how long do humans live question" AND THE CHAPTER JUST ENDS THERE. NOT OKAY
- Grace giving Stratt shit for preffering only heterosexual men on the team (to quote my bf: "well if Grace is on the Hail Mary then she obviously failed at that")
- Grace pouting several times over having to save humanity instead of just studying this awesome alien. very real of him
- "alien-enforced bedtime"
- Rocky overall being so mean and bossy and being PROUD of it like. ok
- Grace thinking of Rocky as his only friend even though it's clearly described in the book that he does meet up with people, that he is actively invited by people and that even in the project he is respected and valued by his colleagues. oh this hurts the man
- Grace going through the hassle of activating the Petrovascope every day after he parts ways with Rocky, just to see the light of their ship as long as he's able to. this REALLY hurts the man
- "All I see when I close my eyes is Rocky's dumb carapace and his little arms always fidgeting with something." Sentence like straight out of a ao3 fanwork
- both Grace and Rocky ending up with burns on their arms from their battles with the airlock and the taumoeba respectively... oh they're so beaten up and bruised they need to take care of each other a lot 🤧🤧
- "You and I found each other. That's something." They just say that and then act all chill and casual about it 😕😕 I will explode both of you with my mind


























