grayson

19 | she/they

[traumatizeddfox]

yeah i’m a gamer. my favourite game is trying to not kill myself

[prettypositivity]

I hope my mom heals from the things she doesn’t talk about

[boethiah]

no such thing as wasting your 20s your 20s are for recovering from whatever the fuck happened to you as a kid so that youre ready to get weird with it in your 30s

[shinyqueenmari]

#bpd

[borderlineblitz]

Made this meme to welcome my misophonia to the family <3

[lokiedokiee]

[tmgstudios-old]

my friends: youre real you couldnt be typing this if you werent 

me, dissociated out of my fuckin mind: are you sure

[thoradvice]

laugh loud ! double text ! say i love you ! send a thousand dog pics ! it's okay !!!! you're not too much !!! you're you & that's okay !!! you're enough, i promise !!!

[slutfordeathandsuffering]

why do i feel everything but nothing at all

[felicitypdf]

ibuprofen and sink water is the midnight version of coffee and a cigarette…

[americachavez]

you might think every day in november is just a day in november. however, there are some days in november that are significantly More than others. if you know you know

[slutfordeathandsuffering]

zoloft more like just kidding you will only ever feel numb now

[peoplehood-deactivated20211003]

Franz Kafka, The Diaries of Franz Kafka / Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

[capacity]

*scrolls far back into my blog* oh yes…i was suffering quite vigorously here

[bakedbakermom]

[the-meme-dream]

[strangebiology]

The cool thing about hyperfixations is that, while they don’t always last long, they imbue you just a little bit of knowledge and skills that last last a very, very long time

Like I don’t actually know how to play piano but a few years ago I marked up a keyboard and watched a tutorial over and over and over for weeks until I learned Tranz by Gorillaz. Now any time I’m at a public piano I can play that, and people probably assume I know less obscure songs too

Like 15 years ago I decided I wanted to draw a different animal almost every time I made a piece of art so now I know like 60 different antelope species. Fun at museums

And last month I really wanted to read this Russian comic book so I learned Cyrillic and a few phrases. Just so I could troubleshoot Google Translate better

To be fair a lot of stuff I learned generally never comes up. But now I’m Talented And Interesting, and most of that can be explained by “once I was obsessed with…”