Lost In My Mind

The sun will still rise. The flowers will still grow. The wind will still blow. And I will be okay.🌻

[just--wannabeskinny]

i've never hated my body more than i do now

[thequietborderline]

today's mood, 05/29/22.

[f-f-w]

I've seen so many times things like:

Think about the people that you'll hurt.

Why tho?

Why do I have to think of someone else?

What about me?

[dancingturtle1]

i wanna relapse so bad. it would just feel so good.

[agonyfiend]

I don't think there's any hope for me in this life

[slytherin-princess07]

I am stuck in limbo between being manic and severely depressed.

I got cheated on again. Why can’t I ever be enough for anyone. It’s always something.

Too fat.

Too ugly.

Too outgoing.

Too social.

Too wild.

Too clingy.

I wish I could trade my life and give it to someone who deserves to live. Lately I find myself praying to a higher being to take the pain away. I can’t survive like this for long. I think it’s only a matter of time before I relapse with both drugs and SH. I’m so alone. I fucking need a friend but they’re all too busy forgetting about me. Maybe I will get lucky and not wake up tomorrow.

[makaelachanese]

As many times as I’ve given my body away no one wants it… not even me.

[afaerytalelife]

[pinkfairiesteaparty]

[lionfloss]

lindahelland

[lilmamabeyellin]

my taste in… everything is changing. men, the friends I choose, what I wear, how I move. everything. and I love every bit of it.

[silvaris]

Autumn Glow by Jovana Rikalo

[sheabutterbitch]

When something tragic happens, tumblr is the only social platform you can escape to. The whole world could be in shambles and y’all are shitposting and reblogging pictures of tiramisu as usual.

[weirdmageddon]

[cloama]

I always come back with a renewed appreciation of chronologically ordered posts. Just seeing shit in correct order is comforting.

[retroanimu]

[slytherin-princess07]

07/25/20

My relationship used to make me so happy. But it doesn't anymore. I can't trust him. I know things aren't going to work out. It feels like a dead end. This summer brought challenges I don't see us recovering from. I tried to explain to him how much he hurt me but it always ends up reversed and blame gets put on me. I don't have the energy for it. I never understand where he's coming from. How can you love someone but do such mean things to them? That's not love. I should have known this was all it was going to be with us. It isn't love. Love wouldn't make me feel so used and disgusted.

[haleyincarnate]

Quote by Syrah Kai

[valentina-poem]