honesty.
If you ever see this, I’m sorry. Why? Because our relationship was a lie. We had our ups and downs and at the end of the day you lied to me, everything was a lie. You broke up with me and that was probably the best day of my life. You hurt me and how ive realised I never truly loved you. You either love someone or you don’t. There is no ‘loved’ its simple, you love someone or you don’t because if you love someone you cant love another, ever. We both lied to each other. You got what you wanted and all I got was a waste of my last year and the guilt of abandoning & killing something I should have kept and loved.
But it was all for you because I thought you wanted me as well. All your broken empty promises, what happened to those? I’m happy without you. The past is the past, you lied and I did too. I told you I was in love you when I wasn’t. I was in love with the idea of you, the idea that wasn’t actually you. I was in love with the physical side, the cuddles and the attention you gave me. Again I’m sorry.
You told me you loved me, cared for me and you didn’t want me out of your life. Where are you now? You also said there was no one else, I don’t believe you, because if you truly were in love with me you wouldn’t be able to let me walk away…
