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LATELY , I DON’T GIVE A FUCK - I CAN’T BE MYSELF WHEN I’M WITH ANYONE
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“Why didn’t you shoot? You’re always saying you would do anything to accomplish your mission. That was our chance to learn something, and you let it go…”
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The clothes that Connor is wearing are way too BIG for him . Sweatpants that DROWN his legs , a jumper that could hold two of him . He finds himself sat across the room from Markus —————— legs folded underneath him on the SMALL cot , hands WRINGING together as he watches the other male move around . Most likely PLANNING something , it seemed that he was ALWAYS busy . Connor understood —————— just because the battle was over didn’t mean that the WAR was .
He watches him in silence for a moment longer && then clears his throat , head tipping to the side EVER so slightly as he analysed the other’s movements . ❝ do you ever dream , Markus? ❞ he asks suddenly , tone perhaps just a LITTLE too loud to be calm . ❝ Can we? Is it something we’re PROGRAMMED to do ? ❞ He can’t look away from him , brown eyes BIG as he waits for a response . Fingers of one hand picking CAREFULLY at the other palm , a tinge of BLUE to the skin where he’s broken it .
❝ Hypothetically ❞
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That one spot was a place he’d become ODDLY accustomed to —————— outside of the small bakery , in the warmth of the shop lights , the SMELL of pastry && cake drifting free of the door every time it opens . Connor is SWADDLED in his jumper —————— hood up && sleeves pulled down , arm wrapped tight around himself . It’s beginning to rain . CHILL settles in his bones , eyes THROWN towards the soft yellow light of the shop. The woman who ran the place was nowhere to be seen , && in that MOMENT he makes a decision .
He slips in through the door, into the warmth - out of the COLD . A soft sigh leaves him , hood thrown back —————— soft wet curls sticking to his forehead . He’s happy to be dry for a small while , ready to LEAVE whenever the owner reappears to the front of the shop. Sleeves are PUSHED up his arms as he BATHES in the warm light .
He JUMPS when he catches movement out of the corner of his eye , moving towards the door as he makes direct EYE CONTACT with the woman . ❝ I’m , I’m sorry ... I was just leaving ❞
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Connor’s gaze is SOFT , watching the older male where he sits —————— LED spinning gently , a DEEP yellow . He’s unsure , doesn’t know whether to push , doesn’t know whether it’s time to take a step back . Not long ago , none of these thoughts would have crossed his mind . Now ? More often ? —————— He’s CONCERNED about what Hank is going to think about him , what he’s going to SAY . ❝ Are you ANGRY with me , Lieutenant? ❞ said almost SADLY , if Sad was an emotion that he could feel .
There’s a gentle silence . Unwilling to THROW himself any deeper into something that could just make matters worse . There’s an ACHE in his chest —————— no MALFUNCTIONING components to blame it on , he frowns && ignores it . Hand goes into his jacket pocket , pulls his COIN free - pressed FIRMLY into his palm . ❝ I didn’t mean to upset you —————— I’m still learning , I’ll try HARDER ❞
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The sound was something that he didn’t think he’d ever HEARD . Of course he knew what singing was , he had extensive STORES on music && had listened to quite a bit to try && ‘ round ‘ himself culturally . However , LIVE music? Acapella in the LARGE empty rooms of Jericho? Whoever was singing , they had TALENT —————— even somebody like CONNOR could admire that .
He rounds a corner , eyes narrowed as he SLIPS through into a storage room && lays EYES on the figure . Another android —————— he could tell as soon as he saw her . Turned away from him . seemingly LOST in her singing . ❝ that sounds BEAUTIFUL ❞ he exclaims , as soon as there’s a break long enough . ❝ How do you do that ? ❞
ELIJAH :
❝And I’m not very confident in the choices of this decision, yet here I stand.❞ Elijah shrugged, stepping around Connor in his neatly smoothed down outfit. He was definitely over dressed for this, even if he was in jeans, but Connor hadn’t given him the details of what they were doing just told him what they were doing. So now here he stood, over dressed, and picking a cobweb off of his very expensive and very neat jacket. Rubbing his hand down his sleeve he took a few steps further into the abandoned building, eyes scanning everything as he went and keeping a tab on Connor’s steps behind him.
The floor creaked as they moved, not exactly instilling the best confidence in him. ❝You said you needed my help, next time you say that you might want to include if you’re taking me to some abandoned factory to kill me or not.❞ A teasing smile was thrown over his shoulder. Elijah winking at Connor. Never doubt Elijah’s ability to turn any situation into an attempt at teasing or flirting with the RK800, however anyone wants to look at it. For Elijah he was simply having a bit of fun, given the dark and creepy atmosphere of the place they were currently trucking their way through.
It was cold in here, dark and unsettling. The only real light came from Connor behind him, the LED in his forehead and on his outfit casting a blue glow across the place. Elijah could barely see where he was going but he knew what he was looking for at least. Connor had told him that there was an android in here, a YK model that they found and was to terrified to allow police near to help. It was also far to dangerous to move him, least the kid fall apart. New Jerico, meaning Markus, had enlisted Connor’s help who in turn sought him out. They assumed the YK was hurt during the Revolution and came here to hide.
Simple. Easy. Elijah needed to repair what he could to get the kid out. Mission complete.
That did not make this place any less creepy. He tripped over parts of things he couldn’t see, stumbled briefly back before stepping to the side around it. He was sure the smart idea would have been to just stay behind Connor but Elijah was never one for backing down and clinging to someones side. Had he been allowed to bring Chloe at least they would have had more light. Had Connor told him where he was going he would have brought a flashlight.
❝So, hows the DPD treating you? And the Lieutenant at that too?❞
A sound was made in the distance, somewhere briefly in front of him like something getting knocked over. Elijah paused in his steps, eyes frozen to the place where it had come from. Two bright green and cat like eyes blinked in the distance, looking directly at him. Elijah took a startled step back, the floor caved in and set him stumbling even further into Connor. This time he actually gripped the RK800′s wrist, leg caught in the hole and attempting to pull his body down through the crumbling tiles.
This is it. This is how he dies. Connor truly took him to an abandoned factory to murder him.
Connor hums , he’s not sure whether it’s for ELIJAH’S benefit or his own —————— something that’s beginning to be WORRYING . He’d definitely had reservations about bringing Kamski here , there were endless possibilities of what could happen . A good 72% of them were outcomes that wouldn’t be helpful to anybody . But the odds for a situation WITHOUT the creator were even worse —————— so he’d BITTEN his tongue , done what was best ( What he HOPED was best ) .
It’s dark as they move through the warehouse . Connor’s eyes are fixed CAREFULLY on a spot that’s forever just ahead of them , making sure that there aren’t any dangers encroaching . ❝ I wasn’t aware that LOCATION had an effect on the situation , Elijah ❞ it sounds ALMOST like an apology —————— perhaps just a LITTLE too bright to be conveyed in the right way . ❝ I’ll make sure to include more DETAIL next time I request your assistance . ❞ There’s a pause , Connor is CONCENTRATING on the sounds of their footsteps , the repetitive sound is calming . ❝ I do not plan on KILLING you , however . At least not today ❞
Humour perhaps wasn’t his STRONG suit . Elijah doesn’t seem PHASED by it thought , so Connor is HAPPY with the neutral outcome . It shows that maybe THAT side of his software is improving towards it’s DESIRED effect . Ever since ACCEPTING the deviance within his programming , since accepting that he was somewhat ALIVE —————— he was struggling with allowing himself bits and PIECES of human concepts . Humour was one that he FAVOURED , but one that he was finding hard to pin down .
It surprises Connor that Elijah had brought up the DPD , so much so that he PAUSES in his step . Has to take TWO to catch back up with the other’s pace —————— eyes drawn from their previous job to look at the other male’s profile. ❝ Well enough ❞ he pipes , gaze GLAZING over just a little as he plays back recent memories of the station . ❝ There’s still HOSTILITY , which is understandable . However, Lieutenant Anderson is attempting to encourage Captain Fowler to make things easier —————— ❞
His words are cut off , surprise as Elijah seems to FALL away from him . The touch to his arm ( WAY too firm for Connor’s liking ) registers on a level that has the android immediately pulling backward —————— ATTEMPTING to level the other male as much as he could , eyes WIDENING as he’s met with more than a little resistance . ❝ you appear to be STUCK ❞ deadpan , perhaps meant to be ANOTHER attempt at that difficult interaction . ❝ you should be more CAREFUL , the floors here are quite rotten .❞
Another tug, DISLODGING them from their too && fro . ❝ we have somewhere to be , Elijah ❞ a slight smile , he withdraws from the grip on him —————— a step back , dusting at himself as if he could REMOVE the remnants of contact ❝ I’ll try to warn you next time ❞
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SHE’S STANDING IN THE lobby, arms CROSSED over her chest, a large frown over her face. ❝ I need this room. What do you mean it’s the only one left? ❞ It wasn’t that she FELT as though androids… deserved less ( because she didn’t )… she just NEEDED a bed. Her father REQUIRED her attention — more importantly, her SISTER. ❝ Look. ❞ She turns to the man — the machine — the person she had seen before, even in brief moments. ❝ Share the room with me, it’ll only be for tonight, right? We can… Split ways in the morning. I just… Need a bed. ❞
Connor had been watching the events unfold in front of him from across the lobby . Arms CROSSED carefully over his chest —————— Eyes FIXED on the woman interacting with the motel owner . INTERESTING ; How upset somebody could become over something as simple as a BED . He however —————— was ALSO in need of the room .
When she speaks to him , his chin LIFTS —————— acknowledging her gently , led flickering as he absorbs the information that’s being displayed .
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❝ I too , NEED this room ❞ the words leave him fluidly , arms UNFOLDING to hang by his sides . ❝ Humans can sleep ANYWHERE , I need an electrical output to run my diagnostics ❞ He’s standing his ground —————— not because he WON’T share , but because he needs the female to know that he won’t be pushed around because he’s a SYNTHETIC .
S T A R T E R C A L L !
I feel like that other anon asked because you made a post about autistic!Connor and they were just curious if you’re autistic yourself
&& as I said in that ask reply , I don’t feel comfortable talking about my neuro-divergences with somebody who’s hiding behind greyface . They have EVERY right to ask that question && I have EVERY right to decline to answer! PLUS ! i don’t write ‘ AUTISTIC!CONNOR ‘ I write connor , && he’s on the spectrum .
ⅰ . AS SEEN IN GAME , CONNOR HAS THE ABILITY TO COPY THE VOCAL TONES AND INFLECTIONS OF OTHER PEOPLE , BY ANALYSING A SECTION OF SPEECH FOR ONLY A MATTER OF SECONDS. THIS IS AN ABILITY UNIQUE TO THE RK800 PROTOTYPES AND THE PM & PC MODELS . THIS IS SO THAT THEY CAN EASILY AND ACCURATELY RECALL WHAT WITNESSES HAVE SAID AND EXACTLY HOW THEY SAID IT . THE PM & PC MODELS DO HAVE TO ASK A SERIES OF QUESTIONS TO OBTAIN ENOUGH INFORMATION TO BUILD A CONSTRUCT OF THE WITNESSES VOICE . THE RK800S ARE THE ONLY ONES TO BE ABLE TO PICK VOICES UP ACCURATELY FROM ANY SNIPPET OF SPEECH .
ⅰ ⅰ . WHEN CONNOR BECOMES DEVIANT HE STILL HAS ACCESS TO THIS ABILITY , AND USES IT TO HIS ADVANTAGE - OR MAINLY TO HANK’S ADVANTAGE . A LOT OF TIMES WHEN THE LIEUTENANT HAS HAD TOO MUCH TO DRINK AND CONNOR IS HELPING HIM STUMBLE TO HIS BED , HANK MISTAKES CONNOR FOR A GROWN UP COLE . AT FIRST , CONNOR WAS QUICK TO LET THE OTHER MALE DOWN AS GENTLY AS POSSIBLE - “ NO LIEUTENANT IT’S ME - CONNOR . “ BUT THAT ALWAYS SEEMS TO MAKE HANK’S MOOD WORSE . SO EVENTUALLY , CONNOR BEGINS TO PRETEND THAT HE IS COLE . HE TAKES A SMALL VIDEO OF CONNOR PLAYING IN THE GARDEN AND CALCULATES WHAT HIS VOICE WOULD SOUND LIKE AS A YOUNG ADULT . HE COMFORTS HANK AND TALKS TO HIM AS HIS SON . HE IS SURE THAT ANDERSON HAS NO IDEA WHAT HE’S DOING - AND THAT HE ASSUMES HE WAS DREAMING .
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Is the mun of this blog autistic?
I honestly don’t see what my neuro-divergences have to do with my blog so I’m not going to answer this question .