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Smiggles ; AL

He/Him pronouns, masculine terms

I am a part of a DID system (Dissociative Identity Disorder)

Adult bodied, 19-20 yo in-system

I like hamsters... Mentally, I am one

Taken by the best, @confettiguns

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I love my boyfriend... @confettiguns hi.....

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The conservative and right-wing's obsession with policing gender isn't just misguided, it's a fundamental misunderstanding of biology, science, and human identity. And the irony of it all is how their arguments collapse under the weight of their own ignorance...

They cling to simplistic definitions like "XX chromosomes is what makes a person a woman" as if biology were a neat, binary checklist... But reality doesn't work that way. Human biology is messy, complex, and far from the rigid categories conservatives try to impose. What about people with XXY chromosomes who develop as female? What about those with androgen insensitivity syndrome, who are genetically male but physically female? What about individuals with ambiguous genitalia at birth, or those with XX chromosomes but male genitalia due to genetic variations? These aren't hypotheticals, they're real people living real lives, and their existence directly contradicts the conservative worldview.

And let's be clear here; sex and gender are not the same thing. Sex is a spectrum; influenced by chromosomes, hormones, and development. Gender is a social and personal identity. To reduce womanhood (in this case) to a single chromosome pair is to ignore centuries of scientific progress and to erase the lived experiences of millions of people. Conservatives love to frame this as a debate about 'truth' or 'science,' but their arguments rely on cherry-picked definitions and a willful ignorance of basic, sixth-grade level biology. They're not defending science, they're defending a fantasy of rigid categories that never existed outside their imagination.

Transgender aswell as intersex people aren't asking for special treatment. They're asking for basic dignity; the right to exist without being humiliated, delegitimized, or erased by people who refuse to acknowledge the complexity of human identity. At this point, it's not about debate. It's about standard compassion. And on that front, conservatives are failing miserably.

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confettiguns

Happy birthday baby @smigglesphilistine

You’re my special need 💕

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It's 20/04 today AND it's a Monday. I guess you could say D&E "didn't like Mondays" hahahahaha

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hyaenagallery

Kimveer Singh Gill (1981 – 2006) was born in Lachine, Quebec, Canada. His parents were of Punjabi descent, and moved to Saint-Laurent, Quebec from India in early 1981. The family later settled in the Fabreville area of Laval, Quebec in 1987. Kimveer attended Twin Oaks Elementary School in Laval from 1988 to 1993.

Gill later attended Rosemere High School, where he was remembered by teachers as quiet and unassuming. He performed well academically, and most students remember him as having friends and certainly never being bullied. He graduated from Rosemere High School in June 1998 before enrolling in Vanier College with his friends, Steven Kulczycki, Jason Rust, and Andrew Page. However, he dropped out in January 1999.

Gill briefly received military training from the Canadian Forces Leadership and Recruit School in Saint-Jean-sur-Richelieu, Quebec, from January 17 to February 16, 1999. He had told his friends he wished to eventually become a mercenary. He did not complete his basic training. For unknown reasons he was deemed unsuitable for military service and was voluntarily discharged before receiving weapons training. He was, however a member of a rifle club and visited the Ville Saint-Pierre facility on September 12, 2006.

On September 13, 12:30 EDT, Gill parked his car on de Maisonneuve Boulevard near Dawson College, a CEGEP in Westmount near downtown Montreal. He was seen removing weapons from his trunk by bystanders. Gill briefly took a passerby hostage and forced him to carry a bag containing a gun and additional ammunition. Gill opened fire at students outside on the steps of Dawson College at its rear entrance with a Beretta Cx4 Storm semi-automatic carbine, and the passerby fled the melee and hid Gill’s bag.

Gill then entered the school and made his way to the cafeteria, almost directly ahead of the school entrance. He positioned himself in the corner of the building, near the microwave oven, and set his bag on the floor. He loaded a pistol, fired a shot into the floor and then shot students Joel Kornek and Jessica Albert, who were standing in front of him. #destroytheday

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hyaenagallery

Kimveer Gill part 3 He also wrote, “I hate this world, I hate the people in it, I hate the way people live, I hate God, I hate the deceivers, I hate betrayers, I hate religious zealots, I hate everything … I hate so much … (I could write 1,000 more lines like these, but does it really matter, does anyone even care).”

An online image gallery on Gill's Vampirefreaks.com blog, under his handle fatality666 contained more than 50 photos depicting him in various poses. In several images, Gill either points a Beretta Cx4 Stormsemi-automatic carbine at the camera, or wears a long black trench coat and what he identifies as combat boots. Some of the photos showing Gill with weapons were taken by a friend, according to his mother.

His profile was removed sometime prior to September 14, 2006. However, it was accessed heavily in the interval after the killings and its contents were widely reported. In the last few months of his life, he ceased contact with his friends and parents, and seemed more depressed than ever.

In mid-January 2007, the Montreal police department released additional information showing that Gill had planned on committing similar attacks at other institutions across the city of Montreal. Among those were the Université de Montréal, and a secondary school in Laval. Some plans and maps were found in Gill’s car near the site of the Dawson College event.

A handwritten diary was found by police at Gill’s home. A police source said, “It was very obvious his state of mind was deteriorating greatly over the last three weeks." In a statement made on October 20, 2006, the head of the major crime squad for Montreal police, Richard Dupuis, stated: "We know he was angry against the world, so it was a kind of vengeance… There is no explanation why Dawson. It could be Dawson, it could be another place.”

Gill’s funeral was held on September 19, 2006 in Dollard-des-Ormeaux, Quebec. There was strict security outside, and only invited guests were allowed to attend the ceremony. The ceremony was held the same day as the funeral for Anastasia De Sousa, the only other fatality of the shooting. #destroytheday https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs-_5CpB3mi/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=m932say64wue

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Racism has to be one of the dumbest ideas humanity has ever managed to keep alive... Not just immoral, but stupid. Conceptually stupid. Structurally stupid. The intellectual equivalent of trying to sort books in a library by the color of the cover and then insisting you've discovered a deep truth about literature.

Because that's basically what racism does. It takes one superficial trait; skin color, melanin... and then pretends it explains everything about a person. Their intelligence, morality, destiny, personality, whatever. It's like saying everyone with brown eyes must love jazz and everyone with blonde hair must be good at math. There's no reasoning there. It's astrology for people who think they’re doing biology.

And the funniest part is that the racial categories themselves are made-up and constantly changing. Throughout history, entire groups have been moved in and out of the "acceptable" category depending on politics and convenience. One century, a group is considered a totally different race; the next century, they're suddenly just "white." The boundaries move whenever it’s useful. That's not science. That's a social club with arbitrary membership rules.

Then people try to drag culture into it, as if culture is some sacred essence tied permanently to genetics. But culture is literally just habits people pick up from each other overtime. Food recipes, slang, music styles, fashion... none of it stays put. It spreads, mutates, gets borrowed, remixed, abandoned, revived. Culture behaves less like a pure inheritance and more like a chaotic internet meme that’s been circulating for thousands of years.

So building a racial hierarchy to "protect culture" is already ridiculous. And if you're someone like me who thinks culture itself is overrated and just a bunch of traditions people treat as sacred for no good reason, then racism becomes even more absurd. Now you're ranking humanity based on which imaginary cultural box you think their ancestors belonged to. Congratulations. You've constructed a worldview out of two layers of nonsense stacked on top of each other.

And despite all that, people still defend racism like it's some profound insight about human nature. They'll invent elaborate pseudo-scientific explanations, misread statistics, cherry-pick history, anything to avoid admitting the obvious; the premise itself doesn’t make sense. It's like watching someone argue passionately that square circles are real. They'll draw diagrams, cite "studies," talk about ancient traditions of circle-squareness… and meanwhile everyone else is exhausted by the realization that no amount of 'evidence' can fix a fundamentally flawed definition.

Racism is basically that. A giant intellectual house built on an ideology that collapses the second you look at it too closely... and yet people keep rebuilding it, which is honestly the most baffling part of all.

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gayfortimk

Happy 21st birthday, Tim. Dying at 17… Some guys have all the luck.

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I wanna wake up to Luna being a fat chud between us ;p

You in one arm, her in the other, watching Hamtaro...

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They keep asking "why?" like it's a mystery, like it fell out of the sky one day with no warning... Like the answer isn't written in the cracks of the walls, in the counselors' waiting lists, in the way everyone looks away until the moment looking away becomes impossible.

How many kids have to fill graves before someone admits this isn't a "tragedy" anymore, it's a pattern?

They lower the flags, we say the same phrases, we promise the same prayers, and then we go right back to normal; because normal is convenient. Because normal doesn't ask us to sit with the fact that we built a system where pain has nowhere to go except outward. Because normal doesn't ask us to notice the kid who’s been screaming without sound for years.

And don't tell me "God has a plan" as if it matters, as if we don't use religion as a way to convince ourselves we have control over our lifes. If God were real, if God were watching, there's no universe where this is acceptable collateral. No divine lesson that requires hiding in lockers and classrooms, and children who are never going to make it back home. If there is a God who allows this, then either he's absent or we are; because someone, somewhere, chose comfort over responsibility again.

What's worse is that nobody cares about the perpetrator until they snap. Before that, they're invisible. Annoying. Weird. Difficult. A problem to be managed, not a person to be helped... We don't fund care, we don't listen, we don't intervene, we just wait. And then when the breaking point comes, we act shocked, as if neglect doesn't have consequences.

This isn't about excusing anything. It's about refusing to lie to ourselves. You don't get to ignore people their whole lives and then pretend the explosion came from nowhere, pretend that all of their rage and sorrow came from thin air. You don't get to mourn loudly and care quietly.

The most horrifying part isn't that this keeps happening, it's that we've learned how to live with it. We've decided this is the cost of doing nothing, and we pay it with other people's children, siblings, parents. Nobody is phased anymore seeing their TVs and phones flash with "Breaking news! Another shooting!"

So yeah, how many graves? How many desks left empty? How many names read aloud before "never again" means literally anything at all?

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I am on a roll with ranting tonight... I'm on my third bowl, bare with me...

I am SICK to DEATH of pretending I'm normal about my partner... I can't do it. I won't do it... Every day I wake up like; "Oh cool, the world is on fire, capitalism is killing us all, things are bad and it's just going to get worse", and somehow I am in love with a person who makes all of that… quieter? Explain that to me. You can't.

I love my partner in the deeply inconvenient way... The way that ruins my ability to be aloof, I suppose you could put it. The way that makes me notice dumb little things, like how her laugh has multiple sub-laughs inside it, like nesting dolls of joy... And don't get me started on how embarrassing it is. I used to think love was a waste of my time, mostly because I doubted I would ever receive it, but no. It's me thinking, "wow, she would really appreciate this extremely minor observation", and then feeling proud when I tell faer.

What I like the most is that it's not loud, It's not performative... It's sturdy. It's the kind of love that makes me feel less alienated, like I don't have to sharpen myself into something I'm not all the time. Like I can just… be a person. A soft and stupid little person who loves another person very much.

Anyway. I hate it... It's the best thing that's ever happened to me, I will be thinking about it forever.

@cinnamonfetti I love you.

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At some point, we as a society decided that identity needed the same level of granularity as a bug report. Not "Who are you?", but "Under which conditions do you experience attraction, and what is the exact terminology for that experience?"

Cool. Totally normal society.

Gender is a social construct. Sexuality is a social construct... Not in the "they don't exist" sense, but in the "we made up the categories and then forgot we made them up" sense. We took messy behavior and said, "This needs labels," then took the labels and said, "These are sacred", and that's the mistake. These terms were supposed to be descriptive, not prescriptive. Instead, people treat them like contracts... Like once you pick one, you're legally bound to perform it forever, or face public correction.

And the funniest part is how everyone agrees it's all fluid right up until someone actually changes, or has an actual fluid identity. Take transmasculine lesbians for example. Then suddenly it's; "No, not like that. You're doing the fluid wrong."

Gender roles were invented by cultures that also thought women wandering outside caused hysteria. Sexual categories were invented by institutions obsessed with control, reproduction, and paperwork; but now everyone is shocked that these systems don't perfectly map onto each and every individual experience.

You're not confused because you "haven't found the right label yet", You're confused because you're trying to compress a natural system into a word. Nature is complicated. We as a species are complicated. We try to fit things into boxes when nature has never been one to play by the rules. Labels are filing cabinets. People are not documents... Use the labels if they help, drop them if they don't.

The moment your identity feels like homework, you've missed the point. You are not required to resolve yourself. You are not a theory or a construct. You're just a complex human being.

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