Christ Saving My Life

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So here I go again. I’ve been thinking about this moment for awhile now. I miss this connection that I have with you ABBA. To be in Your presence and just write out my heart. The expression that I use now is not a poem nor a photograph but a brief chapter on how I feel for You.

Throughout this last season of auto show there has been a few people ask me about my blog. My reply didn’t really change much but the one that sunk in the most was from Maria in NYC. By the time that moment hit I needed you more that I’m just now realizing as I write this sentence.

I’ve been through a lot this past year but I know that I am truly blessed. You never left me. You never stop loving me. When I was afraid I found my strength in You. When I begun to overthink You took my worries away.

Father I thank you for using everyone that comes into my life for Your Glory. Most don’t know it and I hope they are reading this now. Cause if this triggers a memory of us together that you saw changed in me it’s ok to say “thank you GOD.”

Thanks for loving and accepting me right where You find me in that moment Father. I wish everyone could experience Your love. I wish this world was black and white - right or wrong but it’s a beautiful shade of grey. Then Your light shines through and there You are...here.

So here I go again. Not about my work, family, friends, travels, photography, or even dating. Here I go again

Saying thanks for loving me ABBA.

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If The Lord’s Will Today is a perfect day! I have never said that before but it is true. Not because of anything that “I” will do today but beautifully because of what GOD will do today.

I was talking with GOD about my life and I just started to give him everything. I built this wall up around my heart since I was a young child to keep my earthly family and others from hurting me every again. But by doing that I never truly gave my heart to GOD.

How could I?

My trust in this world has been broken but GOD never stopped pursuing me. On His time and when He knew I was ready the wall is falling down. Today me talking to GOD was more of GOD speaking thru me to Himself. Showing me everything that I need to see and the wall that I had in place of His Love for me.

So as the wall is falling around my heart so does my pride, guilt, shame, lust, failures, greed, codependency, laziness, people pleasing, fear, regrets, overthinking, know it all, wanting to be loved/understood and a slew of other things.

As the wall starts to fall down I can see my heart. I smile now cause that all GOD wants from me. I don’t know when the wall will be completely torn down and I don’t care. I placed the wall at the feet of Jesus Christ but most importantly

I placed my heart

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GOD IS AWESOME! GOD is my Heavenly Father and with that His love for me is steadfast. It's does not change regardless of what I've done, doing or will do. He is showing me how to be a Man of Christ. He advice comes by His Holy Spirit that has called my flesh His holy temple. Just that last sentence alone brings a huge smile on my face. I am so humble and thankful unto Jesus Christ for making this all possible. For taking my sins to the cross for me. Jesus you took away the stain from me and you is my advocate to Father GOD. My LORD let you will be done in my flesh. I have experience your love, forgiveness, meekness and overwhelming joy! Father GOD I hear you. Full trust in You is what you are teaching me right now. I love the way you teach me and grow in me. You never yelled and never got mad at me. Your patience with me speaks volumes. I can hear Your gentle voice speak to me about trust. Then over time You continue to show me how to trust through people on this earth and provided me opportunities to solely put my trust in You and to experience that unbelievable joy in doing so. You promised me that I can do anything in Christ. You promised me that You will never leave me. You promised me that You will guide my life. You promised me that You will protect me. You promised me that Your love for me would never be conditional. You promised me that anything that I ask in Jesus Christ name You will give me. I have been on this earth for 38 years and I can honestly say that Your Word is true. You have never lied to me. No half truths. Everything from that above paragraph and so much more You have done for me. The best part about my life is.... You are definitely not done showing that Your love me!!!!!! GOD IS AWESOME!!!

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Congrats Kayla on winning the WAC Softball Championship! Lauren I was so happy to see you and share so many laughs, looks with you! Rochelle thanks for giving me the opportunity to see your smart beautiful girls become young ladies. Father GOD this weekend was special. I got to see Momma Green and her babies ;) haha. From laying on the floor in Kayla's house to our last breakfast all together. It was fun!!! Hey Kayla. You are smart, super confident (which by the way I admire), funny, a good leader, awesome daughter and sister. Enjoy this win, work hard this summer in that class and relax some too. Never stop growing and keep pushing yourself. Hey Lauren. You have a strength about you that I look forward to see what you do on and off the court. Smart, funny, supportive sister and daughter. Enjoy the recruiting the next two years. Keep your dreams as a focus and enjoy the ride :) Hey Stephen. Relax. Let's just sit here a moment and let this trip soak all the way inside. Thank you Father GOD for the job that I have that allows me to have so much free time! If I was doing some other jobs that I was considering I would not have been here. The finances that you have blessed me with and your humble heart. Lords Will I will have the chance to see Lauren play too! Vegas, Atlanta or both. I do not know but I trust you. Happiness is To live Free is Jesus I pray that whoever I come contact with beautifully gets to experience what it means to be happy and free in you Christ Jesus!

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Oh Happy Day! Today was an awesome day! I got to spend the morning with Christ. We talked about the things that's going on with me and me thanking GOD for the blessings that He just gave me. You see yesterday I got my furniture!!! Jasmine was a big help and I cannot thank her enough! I am very blessed of our friendship in Christ. I feel very special. I had a chance yesterday to spend time with my little nephew TJ! Hanging out with him and his classmates at Skyline Ranch. Blessed to have our first one on one time. Playing with him and the other kids in the bouncing house was super cool! For the first time today I got to meet Ms. Parker(aka my new born niece). A beautiful soul from GOD and I felt honored to get to witness her life. I also had the pleasure with others to share the good news of Jesus Christ to her and be a light too! Lord please allow my actions and words guide Ms. Parker to you and only you! I also started taking swim lessons and I had homework. To practice everything that Coach John taught me today and it was very cold in the pool but awesome too! I had no fear in doing the steps. I trust in GOD and just enjoyed the water before my ears froze. Haha Church service was very good and worship was fun! GOD continues to push me out of my comfort zone and into His beautiful light of ministry! My stutter as I speak is not a factor in it any more. But The best thing about today was an email I got from Tumblr about my anniversary. Two years today I have been writing in this blog! This blog was intended to be about my travels in Europe. A way to look back on it and remember. But GOD had a different plan for me and this blog. It turned into my walk with Christ starting from my travels in Europe up until this point right now as I sit on my couch (no not the new one just yet ;) GOD has done some amazing work inside of me that I now see two years flowing out of me! All glory goes to Christ and Christ alone! So Father GOD hears to You and Your two years of writing this blog and growing in me!!! I know and trust that You will continue to grow in me and push me further than I could ever imagine!! Thank you for loving me! Thank you for being my Comforter! Thank you for showing me how to live and to live FREE!! So sing this with me... Oh Happy Day!!!

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I just spent the last several minutes looking back on my Facebook wall. The things that I posted on there all the way to my first post. So many memories. So many things that I have experienced. So many people that I have met. After I got to the end I had this moment of feeling truly blessed by GOD. You see, today has not been a good "faith" day for me. I didn't pray. I didn't read the Bible. I talked to myself and I heard the Holy Spirit talking to me. GOD has this impeccable timing to simply be there even when I think my day is not going well to my standards. That's were I am wrong. It's not my standards that I should focus on but I should focus on being free in Christ. No such rules on how my day should go. No set protocol that I must do to "feel" good about my day. My human emotions can and will steer me wrong. That's the Love of Christ To guide my day to sit here right now giving thanks to GOD. So if you believe that your "day" is not living up to some human standard that you have set just remember that GOD sees our lives in a total different way. GOD feels our heartbeat and His love flows through our veins. Release your emotions and be free in Christ.

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I sit here now a day after Resurrection Sunday and I am unbelievably thankful unto Jesus Christ, my Hero and the worlds Savior. I had the pleasure of being invited by Diamandi to her church and met one of her friends too. I had a great time praising Jesus name with everyone! The preacher spoke about the love of Jesus Christ and I soaked it all in. There was a moment where it was just Jesus and I during worship. I just thought about all that He went through in His life on earth. The love that He displayed for me and us all on the cross. I thanked Him and cried. Tears of different emotions came down my face and rested on my chin. I felt and feel His presence now. Father GOD I am happy, loved and at peace with the life you have given me. It is all solely from your Son Christ Jesus!!! Jesus you are my best friend. I admire and look up to you. Your power and grace. Your never ending love for me. You are a living sacrifice for my sins and the example that I follow. My light and guide in this world. It is truly an honor and a pleasure to get to know you more and more every day! By following you everything in this world makes sense. You navigated my life to this moment right now. I am in your presence and holding on tight to your waist. Thank you!!! I know what and how to love, how to speak with passion, to forgive without remembering, to be still and let you lead my life, to have a glorious relationship with you AND it's all because of you. My break is over now but our conversation will not end Love you Jesus My Savior

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So today is my birthday! A humble gentle smile is on my face right now. I would have never seen 38 without you Jesus! You are the reason for my smile and the warmth within my heart. Today many people in my life have and will call, text and wish me Happy Birthday via social media sites. It feels good to communicate with them and show your love back. Today is the day that I was born into this world. A lil chubby baby and now a child of GOD. Your growth in me is the best gift I ever asked for! You heard my prayers and continue to answer all of them on your time frame. Your Holy Spirit has spoken to me recently through others. My conversation with Rich a little while ago and most recent one with David. You guide me through this maze of life so easily! I gladly cover my own eyes and take this next step trusting you Jesus and seeing with GOD's eyes. Everything becomes clear, I feel your peace and you give me understanding. My purpose My beginning Your truth Your love Today I turned 38 years old and I give you Father GOD, Jesus and the Holy Spirit all of the praise! Thanks for loving me before I was born, all of these years, now and forever :)

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So today is Valentine's Day. A holiday to express to people in your life how much you care about them. I am blessed to experience the love that Jesus Christ has for me everyday and He loves you too! I had the honor to express how I felt to a someone recently. A smile, two dozen red roses, a stuff puppy and a honest heart. I got to follow Christ in that moment and the moments before and after. I prayed about it, what I would say, how to do it, should I do it, etc... I got my answer to let her know how I felt in the form of simply and beautifully Trusting Jesus and letting the Holy Spirit speak through me. So that is what I did :) So I talked about it with a few friends and they were encouraging in Christ about the whole thing. Reminding me that whatever happens it is from the Will of GOD. Of course I wanted to hear yes but most importantly I wanted what GOD has for us both. So that night and the next day ended with us being friends in Christ. The best part about it was that we both gave it to GOD. I couldn't have asked for a better way for it to all turn out! I'm telling you all of this simply for the fact to use this day not as a money making thing that it can be but to use today and truly everyday to tell the people in your life how much they matter to you! Never let a day, week, year or the next moment go by an not tell them. I know actions speak loud but words can, have and will lift people up too ;) “Do everything in love.” ‭‭1 Corinthians‬ ‭16:14‬ ‭NIV‬‬ http://bible.com/111/1co.16.14.niv

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Hey. How are you today? What is on your mind? Are you thinking about something in particular? Is it a recent mistake that you just did or a regret that you haven't gotten over yet? I've been there too many times. I use to carry them around like an invisible weight on my back. I deep scar that I thought would never heal. My joys I enjoyed and move on to the next day but mistakes that happen on Monday I held on to for awhile. I had my reasons for holding on to them but every reason was selfish and not Holy. Though that I "thought" I was with GOD but I wasn't. I couldn't have been for the simply reason I wasn't listening to his very words about this very topic. “Give your burdens to the LORD, and he will take care of you. He will not permit the godly to slip and fall.” ‭‭Psalms‬ ‭55:22‬ ‭NLT‬‬ http://bible.com/116/psa.55.22.nlt GOD has a plan for me/you but we must obey, trust and follow. Lay down your burdens, fear, regret, pain, lies, sex before marriage of any kind, lust, deceit, power, money, wanting to be liked, beauty, etc at the feet of Jesus Christ and surrender. I promise you by the name of Jesus Christ you will receive love, joy, beauty that cannot be describe by human thoughts, forgiveness for yourself and others, you will separate from all that hinders you forever, you will gain wisdom and knowledge that will surpass any scholar that you have ever read in school, marriage/sex questions will be answered from the One who created it and that's just the beginning! It starts with acknowledging and trusting that Jesus can do these things for you. Please pray an honest prayer to the One that knows EVERYTHING about you before you even talk with GOD. He just wants you to tell it all from your mouth. To trust in Jesus love. The One who died for the very burdens you hold on too. Let them go and receive... The peace that Jesus gives to you/me cannot be understood by this world and will never be. “Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.” ‭‭John‬ ‭14:27‬ ‭NIV‬‬ http://bible.com/111/jhn.14.27.niv ““I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.”” ‭‭John‬ ‭16:33‬ ‭NIV‬‬ http://bible.com/111/jhn.16.33.niv ““Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”” ‭‭Matthew‬ ‭11:28-30‬ ‭NIV‬‬ http://bible.com/111/mat.11.28-30.niv So have a seat, take a deep breathe, smile and say "Hello Father..." I will let you finish your pray. Enjoy the peace of Jesus. I know have been. Love you

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I just got through reading this beautiful chapter in the Bible. It was John Chapter 17. As I was reading several scriptures jump out at me and the Holy Spirit guided me to one common theme from this chapter. Jesus cared. The entire chapter is Jesus praying to Father GOD. Jesus prays from himself, his disciples and for all believers. Jesus knew that his time on earth was up but He wanted to make sure that all who believed that he was sent by GOD would be cared for and protected. Such a loving and honest prayer. Jesus starts off just like the life he lived on earth. Ask Father GOD to help him so that Jesus can glorify GOD. Jesus had one single focus while on this earth. Honor GOD. “After Jesus said this, he looked toward heaven and prayed: “Father, the hour has come. Glorify your Son, that your Son may glorify you. For you granted him authority over all people that he might give eternal life to all those you have given him. Now this is eternal life: that they know you, the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom you have sent.” ‭‭John‬ ‭17:1-3‬ ‭NIV‬‬ http://bible.com/111/jhn.17.1-3.niv Jesus disciples were protected by Jesus while he was with them but he knew he would no longer be with them on earth so he prayed from them also. “I will remain in the world no longer, but they are still in the world, and I am coming to you. Holy Father, protect them by the power of your name, the name you gave me, so that they may be one as we are one. While I was with them, I protected them and kept them safe by that name you gave me. None has been lost except the one doomed to destruction so that Scripture would be fulfilled.” ‭‭John‬ ‭17:11-12‬ ‭NIV‬‬ http://bible.com/111/jhn.17.11-12.niv “I have given them your word and the world has hated them, for they are not of the world any more than I am of the world. My prayer is not that you take them out of the world but that you protect them from the evil one. They are not of the world, even as I am not of it. Sanctify them by the truth; your word is truth.” ‭‭John‬ ‭17:14-17‬ ‭NIV‬‬ http://bible.com/111/jhn.17.14-17.niv And then after Jesus prayed for his disciples He also prayed for me too and to all others who believe that Jesus Christ was sent by Father GOD. ““My prayer is not for them alone. I pray also for those who will believe in me through their message, that all of them may be one, Father, just as you are in me and I am in you. May they also be in us so that the world may believe that you have sent me. I have given them the glory that you gave me, that they may be one as we are one— I in them and you in me—so that they may be brought to complete unity. Then the world will know that you sent me and have loved them even as you have loved me.” ‭‭John‬ ‭17:20-23‬ ‭NIV‬‬ http://bible.com/111/jhn.17.20-23.niv One of the beauties of Christ is that he wants us all to be one. Not just with fellow believers but with Jesus himself and with GOD too! A oneness of joy, love and compassion! ““Father, I want those you have given me to be with me where I am, and to see my glory, the glory you have given me because you loved me before the creation of the world. “Righteous Father, though the world does not know you, I know you, and they know that you have sent me. I have made you known to them, and will continue to make you known in order that the love you have for me may be in them and that I myself may be in them.”” ‭‭John‬ ‭17:24-26‬ ‭NIV‬‬ http://bible.com/111/jhn.17.24-26.niv So to Jesus from the bottom of my heart I thank you! Thank you for your light, love, mercy, joy and power for showing me the way! To all of your disciples thank you all for continuing to spread GODS message of Jesus Christ through out this world. The good news message truly got to me and I know that Jesus Christ was sent by GOD for me! I am so excited to be one with all my fellow believers in Christ Jesus and Father GOD. Let's us pray and rejoice and to never stop talking about the good news!!!! That is Jesus Christ

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So my vacation is over. I've been off from doing auto shows since Dec 4th. It's been really fun seeing family, friends, cleaning/organizing the apt, and just constantly praying to GOD. Talking with Him about everything that's been going on with me. Back and forth with the car, furniture shopping (yes I'm still in the process), the young lady that I like, finances, savings, attending Watermark on a more regular basis and trusting in GOD more. With all the things above and more it's a process. It all starts with me trusting and knowing that whatever happens with anything in my life that I have this amazing treasure that's with me every single moment of my life. My JOY... Jesus Christ To know and understand who comes first in my life. To seek His light and solely trust Jesus. No longer a servant but now a friend. “I no longer call you servants, because a servant does not know his master’s business. Instead, I have called you friends, for everything that I learned from my Father I have made known to you.” ‭‭John‬ ‭15:15‬ ‭NIV‬‬ http://bible.com/111/jhn.15.15.niv Jesus' plan, knowledge, wisdom, understanding, love has been made known to me. A humble and uplifting joy! I stand tall with my chest out for Jesus glory only! I have a Father who loves me like no other. I have a best friend in Jesus that has completed the ultimate sacrifice for my sins. I have the Holy Spirit as my counselor, my voice to the world and to the Heavens. “But the Advocate, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you.” ‭‭John‬ ‭14:26‬ ‭NIV‬‬ http://bible.com/111/jhn.14.26.niv I'm home. There is no greater feeling then to experience the love of Jesus Christ and Father GOD! So as this year unfolds I will just be still and know that your a GOD. For I have been given His peace, love and grace. “Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.” ‭‭John‬ ‭14:27‬ ‭NIV‬‬ http://bible.com/111/jhn.14.27.niv

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It's been a while since I talked with GOD in my blog. If you are reading this I hope you have been praying and speaking with GOD. A lot has been going on. My walk with Christ has not been perfect and I love my walk! My actions is not the reason why JESUS died on the cross for me. My actions did not bless me with a brand new 2017 Camaro. My actions did not get me the position of DL, friends, health, finances and any other thing that some call their treasures. It's solely by the blood of Jesus Christ that I know who/what my treasure is and who it is from. Christ and Christ alone. I am blessed to be writing this blog today. Empowered by the Holy Spirit to speak freely and openly to you about my walk and the goodness of Jesus Christ. To not be trapped by shortcomings, sinful ways or just my mistakes. To truly know that Jesus Christ loves me unconditionally no matter what I do!!! To be cleansed by Jesus' blood and redeemed! I wish we all can see the beauty that is Jesus in our own lives and today. To wake up this morning and pray to Him. To be honest with ourselves and to leave any doubts, concerns, temptations, sexual desires, greed, malice talk behind. To ask GOD in the name and by the blood of Jesus Christ for forgiveness. To continually pray, dive into the word of GOD (Bible), to help others especially the people who can do nothing for you. Every day for me is another opportunity with the power of the Holy Spirit to fight my self desires. I don't have all of the answers but I know who does...Jesus. I do get caught up in self sometimes. And I do going sprinting back to my knees and reading GODs Word. Understanding that His love for me will never changed. I believe that Jesus came down, lived a perfect life, died on the cross for the entire world sins, rose from the dead three days later after conquering hell and now sits on the right side of GOD. Through Faith I am saved. Through Jesus blood I am free. Free of self, sin, doubts, worrying and anything else that wants to trap me and hold me back from my blessings of eternal life in the Kingdom of Heaven. So today smile, say thank you Jesus for your display of love and commitment and go out and enjoy this awesome Monday! Jesus loves us all!!!

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Like everyday I am leaning on Christ. Trying not to focus on how "I" can navigate today but give it all to Jesus. So lately I've been talking with some coworkers about the new car I would like to purchase. Going over price, options, which dealership, discount and even contacts. I always said during this time that I don't need that car but I do want that car. A 2SS Nightfall Grey Camaro. And in the next breath that I just need a car. Just a car for work and personal stuff. Truth is I don't need a car. I've been getting around just found with Uber and Lyft. Honestly I don't need pretty much everything that I have. I simply need Jesus Everything else is a want, a convenience for myself. But Jesus Is the reason why I breathe. Why I dance. He is the reason for my smile. When I have questions that I turn too. I have the pleasure to just sit here right now and rest my head on His shoulder. Thank You Jesus! So if I get a vehicle I know it's for the glory of GOD. If I still have a roof over my head and food to eat. All of my travels. Friends of GOD in my life. The tech that I use everyday and the ones that are collecting dust. It's all from you GOD. So thanks again.

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The more I seek your face Jesus the better the view is on how to navigate this world. How when I read your word and apply to my walk with You. You are blessing to me with the beautiful ability to see myself, my actions, the actions of others towards me and more all through Your eyes. I must admit I am not fully there yet. Anger still comes my way but whenever it does your Holy Spirit quickly corrects me and guides me home. To ask for forgiveness is to forgive in the same sentence. You cannot have one without the other. Well you can try to have one without the other but your life does not look like Jesus plus you are not following GODs Commandments and therefore you do not love GOD. ““If you love me, keep my commands.” ‭‭John‬ ‭14:15‬ ‭NIV‬‬ http://bible.com/111/jhn.14.15.niv The Holy Spirit is showing me recently the great importance of this scripture. “As iron sharpens iron, so one person sharpens another.” ‭‭Proverbs‬ ‭27:17‬ ‭NIV‬‬ http://bible.com/111/pro.27.17.niv I have had people tell me about that for awhile now but I was not listening. I had an a reason for why I was doing my thing. I hung around more people that do not believe than I have ever spent time with people that do. I feel that everyone deserves to see the Light of Christ but I was missing the point of that scripture. To me, yes Jesus did spend a lot of time with tax collectors and other sinners but He showed/preached the gospel. He did not do the things that they did. For me I was sometimes doing the things that they did. Giving my worldly opinion on every topic, socializing heavily and other stuff too. I am so glad that in every occasion GOD was there with me to save me from myself. The longer and stronger my walk gets with Christ the further and further I move away from my past actions. Not moving away from the people but less of Stephen with every interaction and more Jesus Christ. That's the way GOD intended it to be. Also, surrounding myself around people to sharpen me and encourage me more in Christ. I believe I found another person and hopefully more. Never stop reaching and searching for Christ. Maybe this season in your life is not where you want to be but just know that GOD is right beside you relentlessly loving on you. Seek His face and not how you feel. “Make sure that nobody pays back wrong for wrong, but always strive to do what is good for each other and for everyone else. Rejoice always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.” ‭‭1 Thessalonians‬ ‭5:15-18‬ ‭NIV‬‬ http://bible.com/111/1th.5.15-18.niv

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It's been an year now since I heard the Holy Spirit say, "I am living my dream." I still remember that moment. I still remember my joy and I praised GOD so much that day. Throughout this year of living my dream there has been several times of still sinning. Lust, greed, lies and other human sinful traits. Through them all GOD was there and is hear now. Never letting me go cause that's what the love of my Father will always do. Be there Be there to understand. Be there to listen. Be there to guide me through my faults. Be there to help me. Be there to love me. I am so happy, honored and humble to be in GOD and GOD in me for this year!!! GOD has showed me so much! Open and honest in JESUS CHRIST makes this the best relationship I have ever had in my life! My walk and living my dream is not over. I am so thankful about that too. I take another step in Christ with purity today. Receiving the wisdom and knowledge from the Holy Spirit on what that truly means to my Father GOD. Letting go of what I thought and being still and knowing that He is GOD. My Father. My Teacher. My Christ. My Love. I am living proof that GOD does exist and that He loves you more than you can ever image!!!! Open and honestly give your life to Christ and be still and watch what GOD is going to do... I promise that you will be living your dream too GOD BLESS

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I had a fun and it was freezing today. Let's get to the freezing part first. Man it was very cold in that building this morning. As the people can rushing in the temperature did not go up with all that body heat. Sometime things in this life will not going according to "plan." Take me for example... I met this lady while at work. We spoke about our day and her enjoyment of the UT vs OU game. About our plans for tonight. She was definitely my physical type all the way. After a little while later we said our goodbyes and I never got her name. I knew during that exchange that we both were flirting but hey sometimes life does now work out according to my "plan." The fun part of my story already started even before I met her. I got the honor to praise GOD more than just me listening to music while on my two breaks. I got to do it throughout my day as a whole body of work. She did not know this but I was singing to GOD as she was walking up. Spent time with a good friend tonight. Dinner and a rap concert. We both like NF's music. He was in town and just so happen that Bethany wanted to go too. So much fun catching up even if it's not over a HBC meal ;) His music makes me want to rep Christ even more than I already do! To dive in deeper and explore GODs beauty! It's an honor to serve GOD! A day that I did not see coming A day that I gave my life to Christ Another day that I know I am loved.