oh, is it time for another game of āif cas were a womanā? fun.
imagine dean standing over a female casās dead body and saying to her ācas, you child, why didnāt you listen to me.ā imagine dean yelling ājust kill her now.ā imagine dean saying āwithout your powers, youāre basically just a baby in a trenchcoatā and a female cas being visibly hurt and upset by this. imagine dean repeatedly referring to a female cas as being a baby or a child. imagine dean yelling at a mentally ill, suicidal female cas in a childlike mindstate while she dries the dishes. imagine dean telling her that nobody cares that sheās broken. imagine dean knocking a board game to the ground while a female cas moves away from him and lowers her head and eyes. imagine a female cas on the ground picking up that board game. imagine a female cas backing away from dean when heās angry. imagine dean trying to keep a female cas in an amnesiac state so itād be easier to use her. imagine dean agreeing to let meg use a female cas in exchange for her help. imagine dean referring to a female cas still in a catatonic state as being the same ādown to the drool.ā imagine dean pressuring a female cas into having sex while sheās visibly uncomfortable and doesnāt want to be there and says as much. imagine dean trying to pressure a female cas into returning to heaven, her saying no, dean laughing that off, and cas shouting āi said noā at him. imagine dean automatically refusing to help a female cas every time she comes to him for help for little to usually no reason whatsoever. imagine dean pretty much making a female cas beg him for his help. imagine dean pretty much threatening to take their relationship away when a female cas canāt help him. imagine dean ordering a female cas around and telling her what she is and isnāt allowed to do. imagine dean telling a female cas āoh, you think you have a choice.ā imagine dean seeing a female cas on the ground, cowering against a wall in the middle of a panic attack, and saying to her ācas, anytime now.ā imagine dean telling a female cas that she canāt come with them and that, unlike her, āeven banged up, sammy comes throughā and that they donāt need her help. imagine a female cas trying to appease deanās anger and prove her usefulness by going grocery shopping. imagine dean constantly criticizing, belittling, yelling at, and being dismissive of a female cas.
imagine dean beating the shit out of a female cas, almost killing her, and then threatening to kill her. imagine a female cas having panic attacks about that. imagine dean hallucinating a beaten female cas in front of himābecause heās the one that beat herāand asking her if sheās there to say sorry to him. imagine dean threatening a female cas with violence twiceāonce while pointedly handling a weapon that can kill herāand then following through on his threats of violence by slamming her against a wall and holding her there. imagine a female cas dying and then dean trying to kill her child within the first few minutes of his life by shooting him. imagine dean saying that the only reason why heās taking a female casās child back to the bunker is because he hasnāt found a way to kill him yetāand all within earshot of her child. imagine dean yelling about how a female casās child is evil and her child running away and hugging his knees to his chest. imagine dean finding a female casās child stabbing himself because heās afraid of what he is and that heāll hurt people and dean telling her child that he doesnāt think he can be saved and that deanāll be the one to kill him. imagine dean blaming a female casās son for her death and using that to justify abusing himāy'know, just like how max millerās dad (and uncle) abused him and justified it because of his mother dying.
imagine dean telling a female cas that sheās dead to him. imagine dean angrily stalking toward a female cas and sam getting between the two of them to stop dean before he assaults a female cas. imagine dean angrily breaking a chair in a female casās presence after thatās happened. imagine dean manipulating a female casās son into locking himself in a box and planning to trap him there forever. imagine dean telling a female cas that heās locked her son in a box, a female cas responding āno,ā and dean telling her thatās where heās going to stay. imagine dean trying to convince a female cas that her son wanted to be trapped in a boxāand when a previous scene just showed her son scared and saying āi donāt think i like thisā while trapped in the box. imagine dean telling a female cas that he didnāt even want to lock her son in a box and that he wanted to kill him instead. imagine dean rubbing in a female casās face that heās going to kill her son. imagine dean picking up a gun and telling a female cas that heās going to kill her son with it and that she can either āget on board or walk away.ā
imagine how that entire exchange would look like if cas were a female character instead. imagine how it would look for a female cas to be sitting there with her son, telling him that they need to run away together somewhere safe where no one (dean) can find them, then to have her son look off in the distance and a female cas look to where heās looking, too, only to see dean standing there with a gun, ready to murder her son.
imagine dean being incredulous that a female cas doesnāt want to work with the demon masquerading as her dead son. imagine dean asking a female cas if sheās all right but only for the purpose of showing her how much he doesnāt care about her and how sheās doing at all. imagine dean implying to a female cas that she doesnāt try her best. imagine dean telling a female cas that sheās going to go to hell with the demon masquerading as her sonāa plan that could result in her death, and one that would place her with someone that deeply upsets herāthen a female cas saying āit sounds like i donāt have a choiceā and dean replying with āgood.ā imagine dean telling a female cas that sheās the reason everything goes wrong. imagine a female cas finally walking away from dean once she realizes that he doesnāt care about her. (imagine that event being what prompts tv guide to call their relationship out on being toxic and abusive. which is what actually happened. when it was a male cas. oop.) imagine dean still never actually apologizing to a female cas for the way heās treated her at all and excusing all of his actions on how he just canāt control himselfāy'know, like how abusers actually do. imagine dean not even being able to tell a female casās son that he doesnāt think heās a monster. imagine dean outright saying that he doesnāt consider a female casās son to be family. imagine dean encouraging a female casās son to kill himself. imagine dean pulling a gun on his brother and assaulting him because he wants to drag a female casās son off to his death and a female cas witnessing this.
then imagine the culmination of all of thatāand oh so much more that i didnāt even mentionāis a female casās entire existence being made about a man. a man that treated her and her child like that for a decade. while she proclaims him to be the most selfless and loving man. that somehow being her moment of true happiness. and then dying for him. and thatās how, for all intents and purposes, a female casās story ends on the show.
