Maria

WHS '19 twitter.com/chapulinaa_ instagram.com/smokey_quartz_ sc//little_mariiicx

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Hi my name’s Maria and I’ll be your CNA for the day! I’m here to help you with your DLAs :) . i will continue to say that this was truly the best decision i could’ve done for myself. i had the most wonderful time with amazing people. thank you girlies for the best 6 weeks ever and i hope all of you all achieve your goals💗💗 . this is just the start for me. i start my first semester of college at MSU in january and i can’t wait to be around my friends again. i plan on making a difference in this world one step at a time. i’m coming for that PhD one way or another i promise. . #cna #nurseaide #doctorinthemaking #firstgeneration #roadrunner #thisisonlythebeginning #selfie #selfienation #shamelessselefie #hair #portrait #igers #fun #followme #instalove #smile #igdaily #eyes #follow #snapchatfilter #latina #alluring #iphone #iphonegang #iphone7plus (at Pima Medical Institute-Pmi) https://www.instagram.com/p/B5LaMQOnSVd/?igshid=7tz551o840md

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I don’t wanna sit still, look pretty. . i’ve got a bad case of resting bitch face :( . #fashionnova #novababe #selfie #selfienation #face #shamelessselefie #hair #portrait #igers #fun #followme #instalove #smile #igdaily #seethrough #eyes #follow #coloradogirls #slimthic #latina #alluring #iphone (at Denver, Colorado) https://www.instagram.com/p/B5GEmvznNBF/?igshid=n1rgxygzndiw

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Keep it moving. Be classy & graceful. . i’m starting to learn how to dance so parties are starting to be a lot more fun :) also i love my nails thank you again @sirenareenasboutique press on nails are moves rn idc . #fashionnova #novababe #selfie #selfienation #face #shamelessselefie #hair #portrait #igers #fun #followme #instalove #smile #igdaily #eyes #follow #latina #alluring #iphone (at Tammy's Event Center) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4x0itMH9jC/?igshid=vf5c87krpmnx

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You’re the master of you! And isn’t the thought enough to lift you off of the ground? . We could be independent together 💫💖 . #goldenhourselfie #goldenhour #tacobell #kitchenselfie #selfie #selfienation #face #shamelessselefie #hair #igers #fun #followme #instalove #smile #igdaily #eyes #follow #snapchatfilter #filterselfie #filteredaf #latina #alluring #iphone #iphonegang (at Denver, Colorado) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4u8Y1unAhB/?igshid=y5ssfa9t2mwi

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Don’t call me doll 😒 . I was too tired to dress up for halloween so here’s a cute vid I put together lmao, turn ya sound on. . Costume: @fashionnova . #halloween #lolabunny #costume #thotum #totalslut #twerk #mirrorselfie #latina #alluring #iphone #tiktok #meangirls https://www.instagram.com/p/B4V1KFcnIOY/?igshid=k2yiujs5g7k5

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I nearly ended my life 5 years ago. I acted impulsively and created horrible emotional damage that’ll probably haunt me for the rest of my life. The last couple of years haven’t been the greatest. I’ve suffered from abuse, manipulation, grief, depression, anxiety, and loneliness. Lord knows why he put me through all of this. . However, I’m happy to share that I’ve been doing better. I’ve been surrounded by people who love and support me through everything. I finally have people in my life that are genuine and kind to me. There are so many friends that have taught me how to smile again and laugh again and have dreams again!! But most importantly they taught me to take a step back and breathe. Today I remembered how beautiful life is. I found faith and hope. We must forget the sorrows and remember that time passes. I lived to see 19 and I’ll enjoy every second with joy. . #birthdaybash #libraseason♎️ #birthdaygirl #19yearsold #kohls #buildabear #doofenshmirtz #tiktok #igers #fun #followme #instalove #smile #igdaily #eyes #follow #iphone #iphonegang #iphone7plus (at Denver, Colorado) https://www.instagram.com/p/B34nP37HWIC/?igshid=i00cnh7rous1

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To my beautiful angel, Happy 19th birthday. I hope you’re happier now. Please wait for me at that bridge, I’ve got so many stories that I can’t wait to share with you. . I'm sick of hearing that time always heals, Try to tell that to my scars. Sure it stopped the bleeding, and it's harder to feel But it really left a mark. I walk through the halls, trace the walls Back to where we made our memories See what will never be. https://www.instagram.com/p/B3SVtEEHWek/?igshid=1vjlh0te6hpxe

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“Summer has come and past, the innocent can never last. Wake me up when September ends.” . Towards the end of my junior year (right after the SAT) I noticed numbness and pain in my right arm, like from my elbow down. It got worse and worse to point where I couldn’t move it because it hurt so much. I was scared I had carpal tunnel and that I wouldn’t be able to play my instruments anymore :( Thankfully I was fine but no one could really tell me what was wrong with me. . Still in a lot of pain but I’ve been getting better! Not as fast as I used to be but it’s progress either way :) I managed to learn the little arpeggio in the beginning of the song <3 . #greenday #wakemeupwhenseptemberends #ukulele #arpeggio #lingerie #ukulelelove #iphonegang #iphone7plus #igvideo (at Denver, Colorado) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3DydZzn0uv/?igshid=6v2qzc22103g

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You’re off to great places! Today is your day! Your mountain is waiting, So get on your way! . This is the happiest I’ve been in a long time. I love my class and I love my school. I had a friend tell me that the way that I feel hasn’t been affecting my physical health positively. I could only imagine how I’d look and feel if stayed at that dreadful university. . My skin is clear, my booty phaT, and my confidence is growing. We really out here thriving :) thank u to everyone who’s supporting me through all this. . #nursingstudent #selfie #selfienation #face #shamelessselefie #hair #portrait #igers #fun #followme #instalove #smile #igdaily #eyes #follow #snapchatfilter #filterselfie #filteredaf #latina #alluring #iphone #iphonegang #iphone7plus (at Pima Medical Institute-Pmi) https://www.instagram.com/p/B22sBbMnfvL/?igshid=1mu70vz4hd6pu

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Here’s to never growing up. . The Homecoming game is always a lot of fun. Thanks for letting me play with you guys again :) the performance was amazing and I’m so excited to come see the rest of the bands perform. you guys have improved so much and I can only imagine the how great you guys will sound. . Ain’t a damn thing I wouldn’t do for you guys. . #bandkids #marchingband #highschool #highschoolmarchingband #homecoming #igers #fun #smile #igdaily #follow #snapchatfilter #iphone #iphonegang #iphone7plus (at Westminster High School) https://www.instagram.com/p/B2r42D5H5c0/?igshid=1ceyey0ydrsgr

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Don’t you get?? You see the hat?? I AM MRS NESBITT . my mom said to crop her out because she didn’t like how she looked but that was gonna look weird so i put a sticker over her :( . dress: some store in california . #toystory #birthdayparty #selfie #selfienation #face #shamelessselefie #hair #portrait #igers #fun #followme #instalove #smile #igdaily #eyes #follow #snapchatfilter #filterselfie #filteredaf #latina #alluring #iphone #iphonegang #iphone7plus (at Birrieria Michoacana La Guera) https://www.instagram.com/p/B2cCTi1Hqku/?igshid=1vplpns3l1j44

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Good skin requires COMMITMENT, not a miracle. . 3 months on curology! . I’ve suffered from super bad acne from a really young age. My acne worsened over the years but my parents never took me to see a dermatologist because they insisted I was doing this for attention (they said the same thing about me needing braces, glasses, and an inhaler so this wasn’t a surprise). I managed to DIY a lot of acne remedies that helped me. But @curology is lifesaver. In a matter of 3 months almost all my scarring is gone and I haven’t had any major breakouts! I’m super happy about my current results and can’t wait to see where I’ll be a year from now <3 . #skincareroutine #skincare #curology #curologyjourney #acnepositivity #ilikemebetter #tiktok #latina #face #life #followme #smile #igdaily #eyes #alluring #iphone #iphonegang #iphone7plus https://www.instagram.com/p/B2PGMpxHoJg/?igshid=u2rzwswmakwp

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I walk down memory lane late at night. I end up losing my way every time. . last one i promise lol dress: @fashionnova - #selfie #selfienation #selfies #face #shamelessselefie m #portrait #fun #followme #instalove #follow #filterselfie #filteredaf #latina #alluring #iphone #iphonegang #iphone7plus #hourglass #fashionnova #novababe https://www.instagram.com/p/B19YhmLnhOX/?igshid=1df086o2webi3

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What used to feel like heaven, feels like hell. . in the 3 days i was at boulder i was talked into joining the women’s lacrosse team, mind you i didn’t know what the sport was till early this year but they said they would teach me lmao. anyways, i told my parents about it and they were petty excited. they said i was the happiest when i came home marching band and swim practice so they thought that joining the team would make going to school there a lot better. i didn’t stay obviously and my parents want me to find something active to do while i’m not going to school to keep me busy but idk what lmao . dress: @fashionnova - #selfie #selfienation #selfies #face #shamelessselefie m #portrait #fun #followme #instalove #follow #filterselfie #filteredaf #latina #alluring #iphone #iphonegang #iphone7plus #hourglass #fashionnova #novababe https://www.instagram.com/p/B16psf9Hqeu/?igshid=vmbo0z7w4bij

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Como no va estar bonito el cielo si ahí está mi autoestima 😌🥰 . literally all my cousins have been getting married recently so my parents have been hinting to me that it may be time to bring home a boyfriend but lol sucks 2 b them 🤪 dress: @fashionnova - #fashionnova #novababe #glamazonshot #selfie #selfienation #face #shamelessselefie #portrait #followme #instalove #follow #filterselfie #filteredaf #hourglass #latina #alluring #iphone #iphonegang #iphone7plus (at The Venue) https://www.instagram.com/p/B139F86HUkR/?igshid=63ask595vlv2

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“Don't tell me that it's too late Don't tell me that I can't cause you never did” . I think my bronchitis symptoms are worsening and it might actually develop into pneumonia. . I was able to pull myself together for a little bit to go on a campus tour at PMI. I’ve been super sick and depressed ever since I left home. I was literally gone for 3 days and I’ve never felt more alone/out of place in my life. I’m glad I decided to start the nursing program at Pima. I’m gonna end up in the medical field anyway. Might as well get a head start. . #nursingstudent #starttoday #scrubslife #selfie #selfienation #selfies #selfietime #face #shamelessselefie #life #hair #portrait #igers #fun #followme #instalove #smile #igdaily #eyes #follow #latina #alluring #iphone #iphonegang #iphone7plus https://www.instagram.com/p/B1zo835HG1R/?igshid=ymvh2wddtewu

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You are so fine

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