Wicked Future (Josh Washington x Reader)
@littledreamybeth : Hey Love 💞 So... since I've discovered how much emotion you put into your work, which is really fascinating, I have the following request:
Josh's girlfriend, which is the reader, talks to Hannah and Beth and admitts that she suffers under a certain disease. She has no much time to live. Only a few months or so. But she's very afraid to tell Josh because he already suffers under his mental illness so she asks the twins not to tell her. What they don't know is that Josh overhears the conversation and of course he's down, he loves her so dearly, but he doesn't say anything. After
a passionte love making he collappses crying on her chest, begging her not to leave. Unfortunately, there is nothing to do and the readers last sentence should be something like "I'm sorry Josh".
Does it all make sence to you?
I hope you're not confused :D
A: Hey, I'm sorry I made you wait but here it is! Hope you like it! Plus, I wrote a slight smut so I lost my writing virginity, YAYY! ~Audrey
Credits goes to the owner of the picture.
WARNING: Death mention, disease mention, slight smut.
It was a nice and cold winter night. I am at the Washington lodge, we finished dinner so Hannah, Beth and I are doing the dishes.
"So, how's it going with Josh?" asks Beth.
"Well we're doing great! Last time we went to the pets' store, he almost cried when he saw the dogs"
"How adorable! *laughs*" exclames Hannah.
The rememberance of this happy moment suddenly becomes a sad one.
I can't live a second without stressing out about what is waiting on me. Even though I am conscious that life is life and has to happen will happen anyway, that fear doesn't avoid the danger, I am frigthened by my close future.
"Hey, [y/n], what's going on?" asks Hannah, worried.
"Oh nothing much... I just... Huh, nothing" I reply.
"Okay... Hum, but you know what is amazing in your couple?" questions Beth awkwardly.
"Tell me love." I say.
"Your honesty toward eachother, I mean it's true y..."
"Okay stop, I need to tell you something." I cut Beth harshly, crashing my hands and the tea towel on the kitchen counter.
The twins slightly jump when they hear the violent sound.
"W...what is it?" stutters Beth.
"Honesty is the issue here."
"What?" says Hannah.
"I... I am heavily sick"
"What do you mean?" asks Hannah.
"I mean that I've got an acute myelogenous leukemia, it's a blood cancer... Which means that my blood is poisoned."
After a short shocking silence I add:
"Which also means that I don't have much longer to live..."
"No it can't be! It's a prank!" Hannah nervously grins. "Where are the camera huh? I bet it was Josh's idea"
Beth glances at her sister with a serious look.
"How long?" asks Beth, afraid.
"I've got..... I've got 6 months left."
After a short moment, the sisters burst into tears. I hush them quickly.
"Please don't cry too loud girls."
"What? Ho... Why?" questions Hannah, sobbing.
"Because Josh knows nothing about it. I got diagnosed a month ago, I don't know how to tell him."
The tears are filling up my eyes.
"I love him so much, it would hurt him so much..."
"Our brother will get hurt anyways. He's already suffering and you'll make it worse." spits Beth.
I rapidly approach Beth and look at her right in the eyes.
"This is WHY. Don't you think I'm aware? Don't you think I question myself 24/7 on how I could tell my boyfriend?" I interrogate.
"What are you waiting for." asks Beth.
I step back a little and look at both of the girls. The tears stream down my cheeks.
"I don't think you understand" I desperately say. "I am dying, I take a treatment, sure. But it will only make me live a little longer. I start to feel the pain in my body. I start to throw up on random moments. My death approaches more and more. *sigh* I will never be 22. I will never have children. I will never build a family... You two are the only ones knowing what is happening in my body."
Beth changes her tone as I speak my words.
"I.... I'm sorry... But you will have to tell him sooner or later" says Beth.
"Sooner will be the best. He has to prepare to face your.... Your death" declares Hannah.
"I know.... I know... Please don't tell Josh... I will." I state, crying.
Josh arrives right after, we, the girls, dry our cheeks while he goes by the coffee machine and pours water in the reservoir. He turns around toward us.
"Are you okay ladies? Your eyes and your cheeks are red!" asks Josh with a slight smile on his face.
"Oh, yes yes we are Josh! Don't worry *laughs*" exclaims Hannah.
"I just told them the story of when we wanted to come home drunk from a party and we we couldn't even make it to the car" I say.
"Ha yes! And half way we miserably looked at eachother and we agreed on going back to ask if we could sleep there but we finished drinking even more!"
"Exactly! That time!" I agree, laughing, while Josh puts the milled coffee in the cafetiere's filter.
"But why did you told my sisters not to "cry too loud"?"
Josh catches me off guard. He turns on the coffee maker. I walk to him, put my hands on his waist and approach his face a little.
"Because I didn't want your parents to hear, baby. What would they think of me? I want to be a serious woman to them!" I say proudly.
I kiss his lips softly then grab cups.
Hannah brings a tray next to me so I can drop off the cups, sugar and spoons.
Josh looks at his sisters with a rather sad veil in his eyes.
I roll away from my boyfriend and carry the plate to the living room, where the Washington's parents are sitting.
I am on my sofa watching "Fast Getaway". The doors opens and I see Josh coming in, dressed in sportswear, sweating, he takes off his shoes and socks.
I turn off the TV.
"Well, how was this run? You've been fast" I say with a grin.
"Oh god yes, yes, yes. I heard your message" Josh expresses, panting.
Josh runs with his phone and headphones on. He records new audio messages every week to motivate himself, only this time I trafficked his phone and added a little risqué message.
"I wasn't expecting that at all" affirms Josh.
My boyfriend takes his shirt off angrily and jumps on me. He immediately kisses and lick my neck, a loud moan escapes my mouth as I close my eyes in pleasure.
Josh slips his hands in my back and put me so close to him that no air can pass between our bodies, so close I can feel his sweat on my stomach, so close our bodies make one.
"I want you" he whispers in my ear.
"Then take me."
Josh puts his right hand up my neck and his left one just above my ass. I wrap my legs around his waist as he lifts me up. He takes me upstairs, in our bedroom and close the door by pressing me against it.
My boyfriend raises my arms and takes my shirt off. I intertwine my fingers in his brown and soft curly hair while passionately kissing his rosy lips.
Josh lays me on the bed and slide my jeans down my ankles and takes it off.
He rapidly takes off his jog pants and comes on me.
He makes a trail of love bites from my jawline to my breast meanwhile the only thing I am able to do is moaning and groaning his name.
Josh takes my lace lingerie off and roams my body with such a sexual desire that I see everything he wants to do to my body in his eyes.
"I will never get over this view" he declares.
His words make me blush.
Josh takes his boxers off and doesn't wait to thrust his strong arousal between my thighs. I can't help my moans.
His hip thrusts are powerful.
As I am to the edge, I feel an indefinable pain taking over my body. My eyes widen.
Josh looks at me right in the eyes and breaks down on my dripping and hot chest. I obviously understand why.
"You were behind the door, weren't you?" I ask.
"I didn't know how to tell you Josh.... Please forgive me" I say.
"There's no time left for grudges [y/n]... Please don't go, stay with me, I need you..."
"I..."
"I hope you take your medicines." cuts Josh. "I'll do my best to keep you with me, I'll pay the surgery, I'll pay everything"
"Of course I take my meds... But there's nothing to do... There is no surgery, even dialisys is useless"
Josh takes me in his muscular arms. I hear him sobbing.
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