It’s been about 3 years since I started this blog and I didn’t expect it to be so popular! I’ve gotten so many asks, wrote so much, found my passion in writing again and met so many cool users through this fandom and this blog! Thank you guys!
I love this blog and I love Attack on Titan, and I doubt that’ll ever change honestly. And I think this blog has done its job in providing headcanons for your favorite snk characters. I think this is a good place to call it the end!
I’ve answered so much and I’ve been dancing around the end for a while. So I’m going to be archiving this blog, and won’t be receiving any more requests :(
This is the final post of the aot playlists I had in my archive. Unfortunately, the other characters weren’t fully fleshed out, so I will not include them.
Marco Bodt, Sasha Braus, Historia Reiss, Bertolt Hoover.
Marco:
Down In A Cold, Dirty Well - Justin Nozuka [This song always reminds me of Marco. Mostly his death, unfortunately. ‘Dig me my grave, I won’t be saved’ and ‘The louder I yell, the deeper I sink’ both could fit to when Reiner, Bertolt and Annie refused talking and took his gear, leaving him defenseless.]
Still Feel - Half Alive [Not to be that bitch, but HALF alive. Dare I say more. Marco still has a huge impact on the story, at least for Jean’s character. I felt this song was representative of that, along with Marco’s death feeling unfinished, or without closure, since it was during an exposure of the warriors. Even though the song means it metaphorically, it felt appropriate. Imagine Marco singing this. Good content.]
Remember Me - Anadel [Back with another song talking about Jean and Marco, but this time with Annie and Reiner, who I'd argue are also haunted by Marco's death almost as much as Jean. The others have mourned and moved on, but Jean still thinks about Marco even after all these years, and I will YELL FOREVER ABOUT IT. 'Memories of darkness obstruct your view in the light' feels like a nod to the way the warriors and Jean both remember his death often, from whatever their perspective was. And in all their cases, I think it's easy for them to get trapped in either the regret of what happened or the regret of not being there, along with the hopelessness of the war. 'So remember me, write my name on a stone but don't let me hold you back from it all' feels like Marco's words to Jean, but also to the warriors. Marco isn't the type to hold a grudge, or at least he never made himself out to be. Even in the last moment where he was being betrayed, he asked for them to talk. I can't imagine Marco would've felt different than the 104th when they were faced with the traitorous acts, since he also grew up with them in the past few years. It wasn't personal, Marco was just in the wrong place at the wrong time. 'Don't pretend you're in this alone' fits to either side of the war. No matter what, everyone's got someone. Reiner and Annie have one another to regret and mourn, Jean has the 104th.]
Sasha:
Eet - Regina Spektor [No, not eat. This is a little thing, but I couldn’t help but include this song. It holds a likeliness to Sasha leaving behind her old ways of living, hunting and living off the land with her family and closest neighbors. ‘It’s like forgetting the words to your favorite song, you can’t believe it, you were always singing along’. Sasha didn’t want to let go of her traditions. ‘You’re using your headphones to drown out your mind’ can stretch to say that Sasha’s 'headphones' were essentially joining the military. Leaving behind the changes, her accent, her village, her family and her way of life. We don’t have a solid reason as to what Sasha joined the military was for, so maybe the fact that she didn’t want to accept the change at home so she left isn’t such a far fetched idea?]
Marchin On - OneRepublic [This song best reminds me of Sasha mostly in the way she's remained the same goofball, unchanged throughout the series. She's mostly got a happy vibe about her, optimistic, even when things are bleak. She's the character that I think has shown the least hurt, despite how much there is on the inside. Maybe I'm wrong, I'm open to opinion, but I still argue this song fits her. 'There's so many wars we fought, there's so many things we're not, but with what we have, I promise you that we're marchin' on'. Like I said, I think Sasha's the only character I've noticed that doesn't let everything take her hope and happiness. The horrible things she and her friends have done and seen, even 'til the end, she's stayed the same person. Very strong. 'We're not what we've seen'. But, of course Sasha's had her moments! As everyone has and will, which is in the line 'We'll have the days we break and we'll have the scars to prove it, we'll have the bombs that we save, but we'll have the heart not to lose it'.]
Daddy Lessons - Beyoncé, The Chicks [It would be a disservice to Sasha to not include this song, I simply had to. To start us off, 'Daddy made a soldier out of me' which could be compared in a literal and not so literal sense. He taught her to hunt, which definitely helped, but she made herself the soldier. The whole song is about a father who taught his daughter to be strong and tough all on her own, while also having a sense of family and compassion. I just love this song for Sasha, especially with her accent and hunting lifestyle that she tried to hide.]
Historia:
Warrior - AURORA [’I cry for the world, for everyone’ while Historia was acting as Krista, she played herself to be some sort of martyr. Once she revealed herself as Historia, she stopped acting as though nothing bothered her and started living for herself, she became a freer person, as can be compared to in the line ‘I can't recall last time I opened my eyes to see the world as beautiful’.]
Bertolt:
Running Up That Hill - Placebo [I really enjoy this song for Bertolt, even though I can't link many of the lyrics back to him very well. I feel like it's him talking to Armin, or really, any outsider to a Marleyan warrior. They don't understand what he's going through, what he has to do. I say Armin because Armin now shares a special bond with Bertolt that others don't, and that's the Colossal Titan. For the chorus, I feel like Bertolt would want to bargain that way, in order for them to understand why he has to do what he has to. 'Tell me, we both matter, don't we?']
Hi all. I made a few playlists for the characters of AOT 2 years ago, before this blog was archived. I decided to post the most fleshed out ones, just as they were years ago. No editing. Just my opinions. I put a lot of thought into these at the time, and though I don’t intend to return to writing for AOT, I did want to share them with anyone still interested in the fandom. <3
This post is Reiner Braun’s playlist.
Traitor - Daughtry [Other than this singer sounding exactly like Reiner in this song This song is the first song that came to mind when I thought of songs to represent Reiner. I connected ‘The only thing worse than a hater is a traitor’ to the fact that Reiner infiltrated the Scouts, making friends and becoming close with everyone in his class. Had he, Bertolt, and Annie all just done their job without making the bonds and relationships they had, they would’ve done less damaging impact, because then they wouldn't have become traitors, they would have just been murderers. ‘I still feel sorry for you, watching you drown in your denial’ This line I feel connects to both Bertolt and Reiner, mostly from the scene in the trees with Ymir and Eren. Bertolt had told Eren he felt sorry for him, and Reiner had gotten into an argument with Eren about him having to accept the fact that they weren’t who he thought they were. ‘We were just like brothers and we had each other’. ‘Now it’s war.’]
Warriors - Imagine Dragons [The song’s called Warriors This song works more with Reiner’s duty as a warrior, of course, from the beginning to about where he joined the Cadet Corps. ‘You’d be the one to work while they all play’ reminds me of Reiner’s journey as a warrior. They started as children, and children should be out playing, not training to kill. ‘Of all the things that you would change’ also connects more to his childhood, since Reiner was seeking change with his father, his mother, and their lives as whole. ‘The time will come where you will have to rise above the rest and prove yourself’ is huge with Reiner, as he’d asked Annie to prove herself multiple times, directly and indirectly. Bertolt had also asked him to do so too, because Reiner was losing himself in the soldier mindset. Between the three of them, this theme came up a lot I found.]
Jumper - Third Eye Blind [For the darker scenes we see of Reiner in Marley, I think this song can address it. It's an important part of Reiner, it's not something we should pretend didn't happen, it's not something we should forget. I really just decided to include this song because it's a look at Reiner. It's not his perspective, it's not even the perspective of anyone close to him, it's an outside look, possibly as the viewer. 'You could cut ties with all the lies that you've been living in'. 'And your friends have left you, you've been dismissed' could be best matched with the fact that Reiner lost his comrades. The soldiers who he grew with, despite intention at the beginning. They became his friends involuntarily.]
Mama - My Chemical Romance [This song I had trouble with deciding who out of Reiner or Jean to give to, based solely on the relationships we've seen with their parents. I settled with Reiner because of the mass amounts of damage he's made in the name of war compared to Jean, who still struggles with killing people. Also, this song is kind of long but for some reason I want to get through some of the lines and verses, so that said, 'I'm writing this letter and wishing you well, Mama, we all go to hell' is a line I'd like to use to start this off, because it makes me think of Reiner's journey from Marley to Paradis with his small group of warriors. Obviously, he didn't send letters back home, but I'm sure he thought about his mom and dad while he was away, pretty much fighting for them and their citizenship rights. Meanwhile he's doing all this shitty stuff, and it only gets worse. I'm going to switch way into the future from childhood to instead when Reiner returns to Marley and meets with family. He's super closed off, struggles with talking about what he went through, which I hear in the next verse 'Stop asking me questions, I'd hate to see you cry'. 'Mama, we're meant for the flies, and right now they're building a coffin your size, Mama, we're all full of lies.' While this song continues to mention a mother figure, I don't think we have to follow it completely, as I'm sure Reiner's whole world isn't based around his mother, since she wasn't that great to him? But I digress, this line I included because when coming back and seeing the enemy's side of things, Reiner's point of view is skewed compared to what it once was, and despite him not being able to tell what Eren's planning, I compare the coffin part to Marley's demise. I don't want this to be any longer, but I do want to list some other lines I enjoyed for Reiner's character: 'You should have raised a baby girl, I should've been a better son'; 'We're damned after all'; 'When our brothers in arms are gone, so raise your glass high for tomorrow we die'.]
Little Lion Man - Mumford & Sons [When I think of a lion man, I think of Reiner. Big, tough, the one everyone relies and leans on. Mostly within the 104th. 'You'll never be what is in your heart' and 'You're not as brave as you were at the start' feels so close to home when it comes to Reiner having to come to terms with not being a soldier. A mold he forced himself to fit and became so dangerously comfortable in that he lost himself in the role. 'You know that you have seen this all before' is a line I'd like to say relates to Reiner's inheritance of the Armored Titan. Despite us not seeing it, we have the knowledge that titan-shifters get the memory of the shifter they ate. I relate this line to this scenario because in this case, especially having been from Marley, Reiner has to have seen war, destruction, discrimination before. None of this is new, not when he joined the Marleyan Army and not when he went to Paradis. 'Your boldness stands alone among the wreck'.]
Hi all. I made a few playlists for the characters of AOT 2 years ago, before this blog was archived. I decided to post the most fleshed out ones, just as they were years ago. No editing. Just my opinions. I put a lot of thought into these at the time, and though I don’t intend to return to writing for AOT, I did want to share them with anyone still interested in the fandom. <3
This post is Armin Arlert’s playlist.
Glory And Gore - Lorde [This song has a very eerie type of vibe to it, and feels like a raging storm. ‘Took a shiner from the fist of your best friend’, obviously points to the fight between Eren and Armin. ‘We’re now in the ring and we’re coming for blood’. Armin was viewed as a weaker link in the very beginning but essentially become one of the strongest characters. I feel that line communicates that. Picking the line ‘Delicate in every way but one’ feels very complex, insinuating that Armin plays dirty when he needs to, which he definitely can, as seen in the interactions he’s had with Bertolt especially. The rest of the song has room to play with some other lines that can definitely connect to Armin.]
Blue Lips - Regina Spektor [Armin’s much more of an optimist than everyone else, which isn’t saying much since he’s not entirely that optimistic. This song matches Armin’s dreams of a world, one that isn’t constantly testing him, one that shows the beauty of nature. ‘He took a step but then felt tired, he said, I'll rest a little while, but when he tried to walk again, he wasn't a child’ this line is a tribute to Armin’s growth as a character. He’s changed so much from first meeting to current.]
Rose-Colored Boy - Paramore [I thought about adding this song to so many characters, but settled with Armin, because I ultimately came up with the conclusion that the song isn't about his perspective, but rather is written against it. It could be sung from the perspective of Mikasa, Eren, Jean, or any of the 104th truly, and not in a way that puts down Armin's cause. Armin's optimistic, and fights for the opportunity to see what's out there in the world, and despite all he's been through, and the constant doubts he might have, he sticks it out, and he's saved many characters in ways he can't comprehend, but they can (Note that time Mikasa told him that he'd saved her many times, and that she'd tell him about it another time). 'I hear you making all that noise about the world you want to see and oh, I'm so annoyed, cause I just killed off what was left of the optimist in me' is a line I see most in Eren, as he grew less interested in the goal they once shared as they progress. Eventually reaching the ocean, he didn't see the same thing Armin did. 'I want you to stop insisting that I'm not a lost cause, cause I've been through a lot, and really all I've got is just to stay pissed off, if it's alright by you' reminds me more of Jean, with the way he tends to stick close to Jean and how he sees a good leader in him. Especially after Armin had killed the woman in the cart during the Uprising Arc. The conversation they had afterwards is the one I think of most with this line. Though, it also reminds me of Eren, with the way he's also doubting himself all the time, constantly getting himself into trouble and Armin's almost always there to save him, or was. Ultimately, Armin's morale is just a tad bit higher than most of the 104th at multiple different parts of the story.]
All The Right Moves - OneRepublic [Armin is the dreamer of the 104th, and in the line ‘Paint the picture of the perfect place, they’ve got it better than what anyone’s told you’, it’s heard best. He never lets go of the idea that there’s a world outside the walls, at least not until he sees it himself. He reminds Eren of it whenever he feels he’s losing himself in all the duties that the Scouts put on him. There’s a soldier reference in the line after, but perhaps that’s a weak reason, so moving on. The chorus also reminds me of how Armin is the brains. He is great at coming up with quick schemes, and is looked to for direction on multiple occasions. I think the chorus reads that, at least a little.]
This is War - Thirty Seconds to Mars [I was considering giving this song to Mikasa, but felt it would fit Armin better purely for the reason that in the chorus, there's the line 'it's a brave new world'. I feel this represents Armin's fight for a different world, rather than just a safer version of what they have now. He wants truths, he wants new findings. He wants what Erwin did, and a comparison to the commander of the scouts makes this song about calling for war fitting for him rather than Mikasa. Most of the song is calling for everyone to prepare, as no one is safe from a war.]
Hi all. I made a few playlists for the characters of AOT 2 years ago, before this blog was archived. I decided to post the most fleshed out ones, just as they were years ago. No editing. Just my opinions. I put a lot of thought into these at the time, and though I don’t intend to return to writing for AOT, I did want to share them with anyone still interested in the fandom. <3
This post is Eren Jaeger’s playlist.
Arsonist’s Lullaby - Hozier [Eren had to learn a lot about himself as a titan-shifter. He has a burning passion for his freedom and getting what’s deserved, and that’s heard in ‘Something in it had a power, could barely turn my eyes away’ and ‘I knew that something would always rule me’, which sounds like what I can only describe as his desires pulling at him and forcing him forward. ‘All you have is your fire, and a place you need to reach’ sounds like the one thing he’s always telling himself and others. Fight!]
King For A Day - Pierce the Veil [A little intense, but I picked it for that reason first. Eren’s a ball of boiling rage. But also the lines. ‘So sick of playing, I don’t want this anymore’ feels so close to the times Eren’s sunk in on himself. He carries a heavy weight on his shoulders, it’s only natural he’d wish he could be in someone else’s shoes and not have the entirety of his kind pulling at him. Then again, he also has his moments where he pulls through, taking charge of his ability and knowing how important he is and how much he could change, which appears in the line ‘You want a martyr, I’ll be one’. This song is obviously not about anything Eren’s going through. None of the songs are about the same situations or characters. So I’m gonna call on the lines ‘I’m tired of begging for the things that I want’ and ‘Born in this world without a voice or say’ as being lines that Eren would use to emphasize the fact that he’s taking the freedom he and everyone else deserves. A few more lines that I feel describe Eren well in his older years are ‘We’ll start a new revolution’, ‘Come at me, now this is war’, ‘Blood for blood’ and ‘We'd rather die than live to rust on the ground’]
One For The Money - Escape the Fate [Another song to describe Eren’s ability to drag everyone into his ideals. It literally starts with something Eren has probably said: ‘Everybody in the world, are you with me?’. ‘Hate me, you can't escape me and you ain't ever gonna change me’ is a line that describes how Eren’s mindset is. Maybe even calls out Jean. You can hate Eren all you want, but he’s still gonna defend what he believes in. The rest of the song is a little lacking in different lines to use, but maybe ‘Are you ready motherfuckers? Are you ready? Let's go’ is how Eren preps himself for a good ass-kicking in titan form.]
Something to Believe In - Young The Giant [’I’ll give you something to believe in’. Eren convinced so many people to join the Scouts, whether they were opposed or torn between regiments. He’s a leader of sorts, maybe not the best leader, but he has a way of convincing people to follow him for sure. Eren calls out on others often, and it’s heard in the line ‘You’re a slave to your mind’, something he told Mikasa, and thinks of those who don’t fight for what they were born to see. This is paralleled with the line ‘I’m a slave to my mind’ later in the song, since in the end, he fails to stop himself from following his own goals blindly. Unless it was his intent...Anyway, that line feels very much like Eren’s truly lost himself somehow, like he’s the enemy now.]
Prayer of the Refugee - Rise Against [The beginning of this song is a reminder of Eren's life before the Colossal Titan kicked in the first gate. Telling of a home that was left behind. Eren's stubbornness comes out in the chorus, where the lines are 'I can stand on my own ground, I don't need your help'. 'We are the angry and the desperate, the hungry, and the cold' shows that after the world was changed so drastically, the people did too, and it was a demand that they'd be seen. The second half of the song also could suggest a Marley connection, such as 'We've been pulling out the nails that hold up everything you've known', through the Eldians uprooting knowledge of the titans and uncovering Marley faster than they could detect before the warriors returned. 'Broken windows and ashes are guiding the way, keep quiet no longer, we'll sing through the day of the lives that we've lost and the lives we've reclaimed'.]
The Last of the Real Ones - Fall Out Boy [I always think of Eren listening to this song, but it’s not in many of the lines. There are only a few lines I can truly link to Eren, but the chorus ‘You’re just the last of the real ones’ feels like the scene where he told everyone left in the 104th that they were special. After all the betrayals and losses, he really only has who he’s known this whole time. Then there’s another line, ‘I’m done with having dreams’ which, as sad as it makes me, reminds me of Eren going down his own path. He wasn’t led on anymore by Armin’s dreams, he didn’t fantasize anymore. War took a toll on him, and it’s obvious in the way that he abandoned what he once was, and eventually, went off on his own, without anyone behind or beside him.]
Seven Nation Army - The White Stripes [If any song fits the way Eren rolls to the sound of his own drum just by the beat of the song, it's this one. The first line 'I'm gonna fight 'em all, a seven nation army couldn't hold me back' is a telling line, fitting Eren for reasons that if mentioned might end up being repetitive at this point. I want to keep this one short to avoid saying more of the same, so I'll leave with the last line. 'And the stains coming from my blood tell me, "Go back home"'. Mikasa and the 104th going after Eren, even after all the damage he's done, after all the murder and destruction, is what I hear from this line.]
BURN IT DOWN - Linkin Park [This song fits Eren going off his own feelings and ideas. He's no longer following what the Scouts do, at this point, he's hardly following anyone else, and no one truly knows what he's doing. 'I wanted to fix this, but couldn't stop from tearing it down' is Eren losing his way while trying to free Eldians. The song addresses another person in almost every line, or at least seems to. In Eren's case, I think his target is best fittingly the Scouts, honestly. In a tough, complicated way, I think he sees them more as a force holding him back than something holding him up. He went against them flat out, and his ideas conflict with theirs.]
Savages - MARINA [I decided this song was for Eren with the line 'Are you killing for yourself, or killing for your savior?' Although all of this song fits his perspective on the world and the war, this question feels personal. Maybe towards warriors? Towards himself? Towards their ancestors? 'Underneath it all, we're just savages,' is the shift between the warriors and Eren being the enemy. No one is a good guy here. 'All the hate coming out from a generation' relates to the way Marley taught its generations to hate Eldians. I feel lots of lines in this song relate to Eren, and will leave the rest up to you.]
Runaway - AURORA [This song feels too soft for Eren in my opinion, but I have a few comparisons to make that might make the song fit better. Aurora sings of escape in this song, something Eren always strived for. I don't exactly how to explain how I feel the lines connect to him, so instead I'll describe the feelings the verses give me. I feel a lot of this song relates to Eren as a child, always looking for some bigger truth, even into his teenage years. The chorus reminds me a lot of how things went batshit towards the end for Eren I feel like, at least compared to where he was when everything started. He's a shifter, he's finding out all this dirt on his dad, on Paradis, all of sudden, boom, he's attacking Marley. 'I was running far away, would I run off the world someday?' God, this was a mess, but if you don't understand what my rambling meant (I don't blame you), this line at least makes me think of Eren's desires and goals taking him straight to his demise.]
I know this is going to sound so weird but for the song that reminds me of attack on titan would be blue jeans by Lana del Rey. Sounds weird I know but it’s just how I would imagine it if Levi had a lover when he was underground and he was taken away from her and she never forgot about him.
noo its not weird! thank you for sharing!
lana del rey definitely gives me distant lover vibes!
title: curfew
character: reiner braun
summary: Reiner thought it was going to be a situation he and his hand would solve on their own.
notes: kind of old, cross posted on my archive, smut
Everyone was still in the mess hall enjoying their dinners when Reiner decided to rub up on you. After watching you during sparring, muscles glistening with sweat, hair in your face, and a look of determination in your eyes, he could feel his pants tighten. But he figured it was a problem he'd have to solve on his own later.
His hips had a mind of their own, grinding into your backside while he stood behind you in the mess hall, laughing with your friends. And you felt it. Oh boy, the way you tensed up and your face blew up in red and pink told him you did.
Maybe he was embarrassed too. Because, well, the only intimacy the two of you had ever had together was the brief make outs in between duties. Sure, Reiner got a bit grabby sometimes, hands squeezing your bottom or your sides, but you’ve never gone all the way. And sure, he thought about you in lewd fantasies, but who wouldn't? You were a goddess, and he was a horny bastard.
He just thought it was the kind of night he'd solve it himself.
Reiner found it harder and harder to contain as you did something unexpected though - you pressed back against him. Right there. In the mess hall. In front of other people. He could feel his face warming up, and he knew their friends were suspicious, but he really hoped that no one would notice the extreme tent in his skin-tight uniform pants.
Eventually you both broke off from the party, and he lead you to the boys' barracks. Specifically, his bunk.
"We'll have to be quiet."
You nodded, trying your hardest to hide your excitement. Was your excitement really overthrowing your anxiety? Was it just adrenaline at the idea of being caught in the bunk with him? Whatever it was, he thought it was the cutest thing ever. He never even expected you to fall for him all those years ago where everyone had all stood, saluting the instructor, on their merry way to become soldiers. Everyone had duties, and possibly different futures. There was no time for a relationship.
Reiner brought you from your thoughts with a press of his lips on the corner of your own soft ones. You pushed back lovingly, wrapping your arms about his neck. Warmth pooled in your chest and more private regions, the elation playing on your hips as they squirmed to get closer to him.
He smiled into the kiss, ducking under the bunk carefully as to not hit his head. You absentmindedly giggled, also picking up on the small grunt of pain as he had stubbed his toe on the edge of the bed instead.
Reiner slowly and gently pushed you back, allowing your hair to splay over his pillow like a frame to your beautiful face. He took in the sight, towering over you only on the palms of his hands resting on either side of your shoulders. The young man's cheeks began to flush as he took in the gravity of the situation at last. He was definitely a virgin, and he was sure you were; was this really going to be the moment they changed that? Was this okay?
You noticed the hiccup in his actions and sat upwards on your elbows, face just a mere inch away from his own. He stared at you, or perhaps, through you, mind clouded in thought.
"Reiner."
He recoiled a bit, but you stopped him, pulling at his collar with one hand before you trailed it down his clothed chest lightly.
"Sorry, just - if you want to stop, I'll stop, okay?" Reiner whispered.
You paused, but quickly recovered from you confusion before driving another soft kiss onto his lips, pulling away all too soon.
"I love you, I'm willing to go as far as you're comfortable with."
"It's not about what I'm comfortable with; I'm asking you."
You sighed with amusement, lying back again and covering your smirk as you took him in. He focused on you, his eyes not once drifting from your own.
"I'm okay. Are you?"
He exhaled, releasing a breath he hadn't noticed he took in. You were so beautiful, and he found himself distracted by you again. The way your chest rose gently with each intake of air made his knees weak; the way your eyes sparkled when you looked at him and only him made him want to do nothing but worship you all day of the rest of his life.
"Yeah."
With this, Reiner lowered himself to capture your lips again. You hummed happily into it, and when he risked licking the bottom of your lip, you opened your mouth and met his tongue with your own. It was a sloppy display, yet he couldn't care less, locked in a state of lust and love.
You reached towards him, tugging his shirt up out of his pant waist and up halfway, enough to get him to understand what you wanted. He sat up on his knees, flicking the fabric off and onto the floor beside the bed. You had to stop yourself from nearly drooling, gazing at each crease in his abdomen, resisting the urge to run your fingers over the smooth surface.
"Like what you see?" he said, smirking cockily.
You blushed. His hand swiped your hair from around your face, cupping your cheek and thumbing the side of your face lovingly.
"You're just too attractive."
He grinned, reaching for the buttons on your shirt and undoing them all, careful not to ruin the material since he knew you’d probably be pissed. Once the shirt was fully unbuttoned, he carefully lifted you by a hand at your back, tugging it off your arms one at a time and tossing it on the floor with his own. Your bra followed, slowly, however, being that the process of unclipping it was longer and more difficult, resulting in Reiner murmuring how 'You shouldn't have to wear the damn thing anyway, it ruins the mood'.
You impatiently shot up, kissing his chest and allowing your hands to trail down to his stomach. Fingers slid down, past his belly button and towards the waistline of his pants. You unbuttoned them, pulling them down around his thighs before groping his evident erection.
Reiner cursed under his breath.
Taking that as satisfaction, You squeezed it gently again, drinking in his soft gasps. Removing the fabric separating his crotch from your excited hands, you watched his member drop from the hem of his boxers, oozing pre-cum at the tip. Reiner tugged at her own waistline, signaling his desire which promoted you to slip your thumbs into the waist of your pants and panties, drawing them down slowly over your curved legs. You noticed from the corner of your eye his cock jerk at the new found territory.
Soon enough, both pants and underwear sets were on the ground in the growing pile of discarded clothes. The covers beneath them were drawn back and messier than founded, and he took the edge of a sheet in his grasp, pulling it over his revealed bottom half to shield him from the rest of the dorm.
Your eyes met for the first time since undressing completely, and it felt like you were strangers. You covered up slightly, and Reiner hid his face from you, before laughing it off.
Reiner leaned forward, squeezing himself between you legs and forcing them to open and wrap around his waist as he planted his face in between your neck and shoulder. His tongue lapped at the area before he bit down gently, sucking on the skin between his teeth. Your back arched into him, absorbing his warmth and drawing back slightly when his length met your stomach accidentally.
Whilst he left love-marks on your neck, you racked her brain for things you could do to distract herself from moaning out his name right there before they started a single thing. Then, it hit you and you took the opportunity to slide your hand between your bodies, awkwardly, but then almost naturally, gripping his cock.
He bucked into your hand, shivering under the touch. Your other hand lay flat on his back, rubbing at his probably sore muscles from non-stop training. His face still hid in your neck, breathing heavily into the crook as you steadily stroked the length of his member.
Your movements faltered as you choked on air, unsuspecting your boyfriend's hand near your own private area. He must have noticed, smiling into your neck with shaky breaths as he drew a finger down to your opening, swishing his finger back and forth to gather the wet before sliding it back up, slowly up your lips. Eyes closing, you bit your bottom lip as your head sunk deeper into the pillow. And you were supposed to believe he had absolutely no experience?
Whisking another finger into the mix, Reiner slowly gained momentum as he began to match your own advances on him. He kissed at your neck, creeping up your jawline and nearly stopped altogether when he heard it slip from your lips.
"Reiner...I love you."
His dick twitched in your grasp.
You opened your eyes that had been screwed shut, peering up at him embarrassed. It wasn't a foreign phrase - you two had said it numerous times to one another. But this time was just different.
You attempted to look away, but he took his free hand, gripping your chin and steering you towards him. On his face, he wore that cocky smile.
He shoved a finger deep into her walls. As though in a state of shock, your body coiled and you found yourself stuck staring above at the bottom of the top bunk.
"I love you too."
His finger twitched a bit, bringing you to an unfamiliar level of impatience. Your hand had released his dick, too blurred to do anything but sit and take the pleasure being handed to you.
Dragging his thumb painfully slow up your clit, he rolled it around the ball of nerves, adding sensation to the already stimulating movement of his finger within you. It was mesmerizing. The wet, close, caged in feeling of being trapped within the love of his life. Finally, closer than close.
Your body began to shake involuntarily, and you heaved her your up to your chest from your lying position. Reiner watched in amazement as you tried your hardest to keep your moans to yourself, but that wouldn't do.
Curling his finger, he leaned forward towards you, resting his lips over your perk nipples, alert from the cool air. He swirled his tongue around them, closed around them with his lips gently and sucked; anything to get you to call out for him, anything for you to cum right into his palm.
"S-Stop."
He pulled out immediately to your command. Did you not like it?
He worked up an apology, but shut it down when you sat up fast, kissing his lips feverishly. It was as though he were the water you needed to survive a hot day in a desert, like he were a God come to save you from your sins. You loved him, all and all.
He broke the connection, pushing you back gently by the arm again and pulling the blankets over the both of you. Suddenly, Reiner gripped your side, flipping you so your back would face his chest, your own pressed into the mattress.
You felt his hands grip your waist tightly.
"Are you okay with this?"
You nodded with a smile you couldn't hold back.
Slowly but surely, Reiner reached down to grab himself, guiding it to your entrance where he slowed, rolling the tip of his dick against the moist area of your entrance, slicking himself enough as a lube. You moaned at the contact, and felt the velvet-like tip poke at you before sliding in slowly, inch by inch.
You felt breathless, thoughtless, wanted to say something, his name, anything, but couldn't force yourself to form words. Your hands scrambled for his own resting on your hips, grabbing them and intertwining your fingers.
"Oh my god..."
You gasped as he thrust deep, his balls slapping against you ass. He groaned, pressing his face into your back. You wanted to see him, his face. You wanted to touch him.
Everyone had always said it would be painful the first time, but your mind was clouded by how good it felt. There was a dull ache, but it was barely noticeable with all the pure pleasure flooding your body.
You attempted to turn yet again, only to be forced still, body jerking with each powerful plunge. His speed picked up, and you couldn’t help your body squirming away from his uncontrollably. The thrusts were uneven, messy, but still effective in their own way.
Reiner increased his pace, tearing his hands from yours on your hips and instead planting them on either side of you, leaning his body weight against the bed and lowering his bottom half to pound into your core.
The bed squeaked with the maneuvers, and it was then they both had the mutual question of how no one heard them.
There was a sharp moment of hot pleasure that twisted in your belly, and you felt yourself contract and your hips lift and press closer to Reiner's. Your face met the pillow and you tried your hardest to not moan out, with no success.
"R-Reiner...there!"
Reiner slowed, before positioning himself carefully, moving his hips in a digging motion to hit you just the way you desperately needed. Your legs spread instinctively, and you leaned back towards him more.
"Faster. There..please!"
He pulled through. Harder, faster, deeply pressing himself against you, every one of your moans filling his confidence.
He felt you grow wetter, tighter, and knew what was coming. His own was approaching, as his thrusts grew quicker and more needy. Reiner leaned down, his hands returning to your hips and his forehead meeting your shoulder, as he tried his hardest to hold in his want to cry out. God, the feeling was incredible, and he never wanted it to end.
"I'm cumming!"
He thought he could have said it for a moment, as he felt it too. He pulled out just in time, releasing onto your back in white ropes.
He bit down on his bottom lip, stroking himself to complete finish, and you lay still, panting.
And from outside, you could hear the curfew bell ringing.
I am so glad you’re back 🥺 And honestly it’s super cool that you took your hiatus to help your country. I’m so psyched for your project ✌🏻😳✌🏻
thanks ! i cant wait to post it!
also, thank you but it’s definitely not over, in my country or others. i urge everyone to keep up the momentum of this movement, because its still a huge problem around the world! here’s a link to the black lives matter carrd, where you can find a bunch of information along with other causes. protests are still happening, petitions still need to be signed, donations can still be made, phone calls need to be made! this fight has to keep up!
Hanji is more a dominant type during intimacy than not. Not so much the type to initiate things, but when her s/o does, she reciprocates fully.
She’s super sensitive to what her s/o likes and doesn’t like, and pays good attention to everything. Just her observant nature.
Surprisingly turned on by lingerie...a lot. It’s so cute, and fits her s/o’s form just right, accenting every part of her that Hanji loves. At that point, it stays on the entire time, Hanji won’t dare take off such a cute accessory! Her favorite types are the ones that are frilly and are low-key for role-play, with bow ties or belt loops or what have you.
Will give more than receive, and is quite good with her hands.
As expected with Hanji of all people, she will experiment every now and again, trying new things her s/o might like. She won’t do anything too crazy, but maybe a toy or a position is something she’d like to try, as long as her s/o wants to.
Hanji has sex hair to the max after any intimacy. Even if they weren’t rough or crazy, even if it was the most tame session ever, somehow Hanji’s a mess. It’s a mystery.
hey all! ik ive been gone a while and this fandom feels kind of dead at this point but i have had some plans for this blog still, so i just want to make a little update for what’s gonna be going down here for a bit
ill just bold the summarizing sentences in case its a tl;dr situation
i am still taking requests, although keep in mind, i have a whole shit load of posts on this blog and i feel i have covered most of what’s usually requested. for requests that touch a topic ive covered, ill just link to those posts
that said, a masterlist would be easiest to navigate my page, HOWEVER, i honestly have no way to go about making one easy to access from both mobile and desktop. ive been experimenting with different things and am thinking about making a carrd? but like i said theres so many posts on this blog, so itd probably take a little while. right now there is a taglist on my blog on desktop, and you can search tags on mobile easier now that tumblr app updated, so hopefully that works for now.
this blog is far passed reaching a point of stale imo, which i have a separate post to address that for, to be posted in the near future.
as for projects i have in mind:
i have a secret project ive been working on for months actually, which im kind of nervous but super excited to post bc its a bigger one that will cover all the characters. i hope to finish it soon, but all i will say about it is that its a bit different than my regular posts.
im moving all my fics ive written on different platforms here and to my archive. itll take a bit but ill post one every now and again
im accepting more asks that have to do with the lore of snk, or headcanons for plot. i dont wanna beat this blog too much with the imagines
i hope thats a good update? if theres any questions ill answer through dm or ask!
hi! i absolutely adore your blog :) could i ask what you think each 104 trainee / marley trio / whoever you’d like would give their s/o on valentine’s day? thx so much! 💋💋
thank u <3 ! hope you enjoy!
Eren would manage to get his hands on a photo of them together, or a drawing, depending on if you look at au or canon.
Mikasa would make something. A handmade gift is always a good choice. Probable an accessory she could manage to make, that they could wear anywhere. Just like her scarf means a lot to her, she’d figure an accessory of sorts they can wear all the time would be nice.
Armin would want to do something more personal for them, and I think it would go above gifts. He might take them somewhere they love, where they can share a moment between the both of them. Maybe a scenic spot.
Jean goes with a pretty traditional and timeless gift. Chocolates and/or flowers. He’s a hopeless romantic, and this is a classic. It’s also the safest route for not messing anything up.
Connie likes having fun with his s/o, and since they are in the military and there’s not a lot of time for that, he’d dedicate this day to it. Go have a carefree date, let them get whatever they want.
Sasha would go with a nice date. Go get some food and relax with one another, away from responsibilities.
Reiner also goes with classic flowers. He’s a simple guy, doesn’t go too over the top. Roses, or perhaps their favorite flowers. And a whole day with him! Best gift.
Annie would go with something simple that she knows they’d like. Something they were talking about getting for a while, or something she thought of them for when she saw it.
Bertolt likes the idea of a stuffed animal, but he’d be a little nervous about it. Is that a good gift? Would they like it? He’d be too scared they’d think he skipped out on getting them a gift so he’d write a letter to go with a stuffed animal.
Historia would make it a personal gift. For example, if her s/o enjoys writing, a new notebook would suffice. If they liked gardening, she’d pick out a nice batch of seeds for them. If it’s baking, maybe some new kitchen gear. Whatever their hobby is, she’d get a gift to encourage it.
Ymir would go with a necklace. She’d come off a bit embarrassed because it’s ‘corny’ but it’s very personalized and shows how much she cares.
Are you back? Yeeeeey! Do you have headcanons on adopting Armin after the war on Eldia has ended? I’m thinking of adopting him and I just wanted to know how I can prepare best! ^^ Happy weekend!
lol! i’ll answer this best i can, with an au involved, hope you like!
Armin isn’t a needy kid. He’s pretty quiet and cooperative, any parent’s dream.
The easiest way to entertain him is with books or coloring. He loves looking at the pictures, and as he grows older, he’ll start to enjoy reading the words too.
Armin’s a little talkative as a kid. Most kids are, so he’s got a lot of questions, and he wants to talk about things he sees and does in the day and he’s so excited to share it with his guardian.
When he’s upset, the best way to cheer him up is to put on a movie that he likes, whether it’s some ocean life documentary or Air Buds.
Speaking of being upset, Armin can get a little overwhelmed. There’s times when he’s around too many people and can get shy, or he’s around someone too long and he’s just tired. The only other kids this hasn’t been the case with are Mikasa, Eren, and Jean for the most part.
His eating habits are normal for a kid. Don’t give him sugar, or else he bounces off the walls, he doesn’t like vegetables, he’ll try most things and spit it out if he’s not into it.
All in all, pretty well behaved kid. He’s easy to maintain, he’s always eager to try and learn new things, and he’s super friendly and well-mannered.
