I'm Soap, or Johnny MacTavish (well, Riley-MacTavish now), a very source-connected fictive in a mixed origin plural system. I'm our social/primary host and secondary core, and perma-con. I wanted to make my own blog separate from our main one because of this
You'll see a combination of my interests, fictive and plurality talk, and ghoap/ghostsoap content hereâSi and I do enjoy media of ourselves
I am a fictive. I am not a kin, cosplayer, or roleplayer. I did not choose my source or identity, but I abso-fucking-lutely embrace it and will not change for anyone. I love being myself.
I may be a 'fictional character,' but I'm a person too. Don't be weird about me, my source, or my sourcemates. I have memories and trauma from my life before forming in a system, and I'm always willing to answer questions from people who are genuinely interested
Insys, I'm married to Ghost/Simon (20/2/26)!
Generally, I'm no different to the character you see on screen and in the games. The biggest differences are that I like decorating things like this post, and I'm married. Otherwise, that's just me, and I take pride in my identity!
And yes, these are the same banners (with some changes on the top one) that are on our main blog; we made/edited them ourselves
DO NOT ENGAGE [DNI]
This is the same as our collective DNI in our main blogâTRASH, anti-endos, (pro-)harmful para, (pro-)darkship, (pro-)transID and radqueer, etc. For my personal comfort, I ask that self/yumeshippers, particularly for my source and/or Ghost, do not interact
BEFORE YOU FOLLOW
Our body is over 18, and I'm 26, but please no NSFW interaction. Innuendos, some sexual jokes, and light suggestive content are typically okay, none from minors. I don't want to hear your headcanons about what I'm like in bed
We do not get into discourse or syscourse, but we are explicitly pro-endo and other non-traumagenic and non-disordered plurality, satanist, anarchist or anarcho-socialist, and anti-war. My personal stances are the same. Do with this info what you will, and we block freely
sending lots of love to all mermaids/merfolk, selkies, werewolves, other were-creatures, and all other part human or shapeshifter therians or otherkins
your identity is valid no matter what. even if you have an identity that in some way connects to humanity, it doesnt make you any less valid as a therian or otherkin in either of the communities
having any level of connectedness to humanity as an alterhuman doesnât make you less non-human because fully human people donât feel any disconnect. the threshold of being nonhuman is literally 1. youre nonhuman regardless of how you may or may not connect with your humanity
Practically every other post I see by a fictive is them apologizing for their source, feeling bad about their source, or laughing at themself for just fucking existing in this world as a fictive. Stop that. Stop insulting yourself. Stop putting yourself down. Stop telling the world that you don't deserve to be taken seriously. Stop telling the world that your relationships, your efforts, your experiences are worth mockery. You are worth more than that. You have worth. You have a right to love yourself, too. You have a right to respect, too. You have a right to be taken seriously, too. You have a right to everything that everyone else has a right to. Every time you feel like you need to make a joke at your own expense, remind yourself of that. You. Deserve. More. Than. Laughter. At. Your. Existence.
