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@softlyartsy
you’re nowhere to be found. did you let me fade away? just like the glitters on my face
I can feel the image of you fading in my mind, like it did when I looked at you last time:
my eyes were full of tears and your smile was blurry.
I caressed your wrist, but I can’t remember the softness of your skin.
i can remember it, now. i wish i didn’t.
At least, I can say I felt you one last time: on the eyes, on the mouth, on the soft, warm skin (the one I used to call my homeland). There's one thing left, that surely I can't say: whether feeling the touch of your soul was a reward or a punishment. “It was the last time”, I repeat to myself, as I watch my own body tear me to shreds.
I crave the feeling of your soul reflecting in mine.
I should say it clearly, without any metaphor to sweeten it:
I miss you. I miss you. I miss you everyday.
you’re the wound that still bleeds.
i carry this torment everywhere i go
what i’ve seen, i think you’re seeing it too
someway, somewhere.
if you are the sun, there’s no life where your shine doesn’t lay
i embroidered you under my skin
I can't allow myself to stop the ride, get off and start thinking. Because I know I would think about you. It’s always about you, even when it isn’t.
there’s no corner on the earth where i could escape from your ghost.
free me, leave me. no, i didn’t mean that. please don’t. stay with me. no, go away. love me again. i don’t wanna hurt anymore. i want to hear your voice call my name. i can’t stop remember and remember and remember.
i hope you change your appearance, your way of dressing and the jokes that makes you laugh. i hope you change the voice you use when you firmly believe in what you’re saying, the way you hold a pen, the way you caress your cat on the head, the taste of your favorite tea.
i hope you become a brand new person. in this way, the version of you that loved me, will love me only.
and no one else.
Fuck. Thats brilliant. I am broken now.
i cast a spell on you,
but my own curse struck me, instead.
how bittersweet it is
that i’m the one who can't forget you.
im sad because your poetry isnt showing up on my dash :(
Anyway
Do you mind if i use your poetry in my journal
I promise im not posting my journal pages or anything and i can write you credits ❤️
have a wonderful day luv!!
could it be a problem of tumblr? or maybe it’s the fact that i don’t post daily :(
i’m happy my poetry resonates with you at this level 💖 sure!
if you’ll share something in the future i’d prefer it to be with credits 🥹
i’m defeated
by a pair of eyes
that didn’t dare to touch me
I write because that’s the only way I can be not only look at, but seen.
People are so afraid to perceive the well of my soul. It makes me so lonely, so lonely.
I’m the lament of a lullaby,
And I saw you, cover your ears.
That’s why I write:
It's a ruse, a lie.
A way to exist.
i can't go back to who i was before you, your presence has changed me irremediably. every shadow of you that i see on my face, in my voice, in the way i move my body, reminds me that we were real, tangible as the earth. it reminds me that we no longer exist, elusive as the water.