SunFlower

This is a the place where i dump stuff that makes me smile. Mostly League, M:TG, Touhou and anime with sprinklings of funny randomness.

[solarflora]

TTYL

So…I have no idea if you’ll ever read this, but, I think I need to do this anyway. Perhaps one day, you’ll go back looking, and you’ll find this. Perhaps not. That’s entirely up to you. Also, I’m not going to change my login info, so if you want to erase this, then feel free. This is yours.

I want you to know, I don’t hate you, I don’t feel anything negative towards you. You gave me so many happy memories, and I cherish each and every one of them. I will remember you for all the good you did in my life. I’m not going to throw out anything, not erase the good you did. I…honestly love you. And I want you to have a good life, to be happy. I wanted to be your friend, to give you good gifts. I want to give everything to you. I hope you don’t hate me, for being a guy who loved too much, too unwisely. I hope that one day we will see each other and be able to stand as friends, as equals. I’m going to keep the same email if you want to contact me, and well, I’ll always have the same facebook, even though im practically dead there

…Damn…It hurt a lot, to lose you…to have you run away, when all I wanted to do was…to love you. Being honest…I miss you, so much. You were the first person to believe in me, and I…I believe in you. I pray that you find your happiness. I pray that you find the things you’re looking for. And I’ll keep praying every year. I know that one day you will wake up, and the world will fall at your feet when you realize how much strength you really have and begin to wield it. I wish you nothing but the best. No resentment resides in my chest. How could it? After evrything, you are still nothing less than incredible in my eyes.

I hope you had a good life so far, that you kept fighting, regardless of the demons that try and drag you down. I hope that you kept shutting the door on the darknesses of your past. I hope you chased your dreams, and found them, that you set your goal to become bathed in light and settled for nothing less.

This is my last time on tumblr. I’m leaving this post as a monument on the very top of everything. I built a pretty little edifice, and I feel this is a good last step down this road. I’ve said all I can to you. Well…maybe I can say one last thing…

I love you.

[deeplifequotes]

Saw you at your worst and still thought you were the best.

Unknown (via deeplifequotes)

[quotemadness]

You are the knife I turn inside myself; that is love. That, my dear, is love.

Franz Kafka (via quotemadness)

[solarflora]

Have you ever seen "Negative Happy Chainsaw Edge"? Great movie, but...this song is its crowning achievement.

If youre afraid of losing, you wont be able to protect your most precious thing.

[philosophybits]

I would only believe in a God who knows how to dance.

Friedrich Nietzsche (via philosophybits)

[solarflora]

Lionheart 10/29/15

[deeplifequotes]

I may be criticized. I may be ridiculed. I may be despised. I will be stronger. I will laugh. I will love. I will live.

John Cena (via deeplifequotes)

[quotemadness]

I think there’s a big difference between being a bad person and being bad at being a person.

Megan Falley (via quotemadness)

[solarflora]

So, this one is ripping into me. Can you see me now, rising above? The lyrics...they just...soul resonance.

[quotemadness]

The only thing standing between you and your goal is the bullshit story you keep telling yourself as to why you can’t achieve it.

Jordan Belfort (via quotemadness)

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

Reasons to be Happy

1. You are unique. There’s no-one on the planet quite like you!

2. You are loved – probably much more than you realise.

3. You have the chance to give love to others.

4. You still have time to change your life.

5. You have the chance to be creative, and experiment with your gifts.

6. You can explore your interests and learn new things.

8. You have the chance to enjoy the gift of laughter.

9. You can experience and enjoy eating, sleeping, friendships, music, the beauty of nature, animals, the scent of flowers, etc.

10. Even when today has been a bad day, you get a new start tomorrow – and can turn a fresh page.

11. You can dance, sing, jog, ski, cycle, run a marathon – or participate in any sports or form of exercise that brings you pleasure.

12. You can travel, meet new people, and broaden your perspective on life.

13. You can hang out at a lake or you can walk along the beach – and enjoy skimming stones, and being a kid again.

14. You can splash in puddles in the rain, or skate on the ice, or throw snowballs at your friends.

15. You can choose to make a difference in someone else’s life, and brighten their day, and bring a smile to their face.

[davidmalki]

The great webcomic A Softer World posted its final strip yesterday. Joey & Emily started their comic in February 2003, just two months before I started Wondermark. When I first happened across their strip, I felt a certain kinship just because it was someone else making comics without laboriously drawing everything (like a sucker). I think too few creative people develop the discipline to end things when they’re ready to end them.

If you haven’t read A Softer World before, you have a treat waiting for you. The melancholy is greatly flavored if you picture Joey’s wolfish grin as you read.

(That’s Harriet Quimby in the plane, by the way. She was the first woman in the U.S. to be awarded a pilot’s license. During a flight meet, she was thrown out of her airplane and fell to her death aged 37. To make this feel like a true Softer World comic, picture that about to happen just off-panel.)

[quotemadness]

I could paint for a hundred years, a thousand years without stopping and I would still feel as though I knew nothing.

Paul Cézanne (via quotemadness)

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

Goal Setting and Achievement

1. Make lists of all the possible things that you can do to take your wish forward. Include all the steps from tiny to monumental. Writing them down does not necessarily mean you have to do them all.

2. Find the one action step that jumps off the page at you. If nothing jumps off the page, choose the one that looks the easiest – the least intimidating.

3. Then do the first step you have selected.

4. Celebrate that you did something that started your process in motion.

5. Keep on going. Choose another step, and then another. Each accomplishment generates energy. Each time you generate energy with your success, use it to motivate yourself for the next challenge.

6. When you hit a snag, go back to the moment just prior to the snag. Ask yourself what happened in that sequence of moments. Then, either fix the snag by trying again, or step back and tackle something easier. It might simply be the wrong time to be tackling that specific step.

Source: Based on Carter-Scott, C. (2000) If success is a game, these are the rules. New York: Random house. (pp.97-8). Abridged.

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

I start to think there really is no cure for depression, that happiness is an ongoing battle, and I wonder if it isn’t one I’ll have to fight for as long as I live.

Elizabeth Wurtzel (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[philosophybits]

I never considered a difference of opinion in politics, in religion, in philosophy, as cause for withdrawing from a friend.

Thomas Jefferson (via philosophybits)

[deeplifequotes]

It’s the little things you do that makes me so crazily attracted to you.

Unknown (via deeplifequotes)