First Class SOLDIER

[soldierhe]

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[soldierhe]

// ya boi looking at the gas prices like 😒

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐭𝐡𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐛𝐨𝐥𝐭𝐬* 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  dialogue  prompts  taken  from  thunderbolts*  (2025),  directed  by  jake schreier.  feel  free  to  edit  and  change  as  you  seem  fit.  ) 

❛ there is something wrong with me. an emptiness. ❜

❛ you weren’t listening to me. it’s like your mind is somewhere else. ❜

❛ do you think i like taking orders? ❜

❛ you shoot, i dodge. ❜

❛ you guys can never aim for shit. ❜

❛ can you please just say it normal? ❜

❛ how long has it been, huh? a year? ❜

❛ so you… you feel fulfilled? ❜

❛ look around you. i’m miserable. ❜

❛ the light inside you is dim even by eastern european standards. ❜

❛ i've just been wondering, you know, like, what… is the point? in any of this? ❜

❛ the point of work is fame and fortune. fortune buys friends, and love, and a lot of cool clothes. ❜

❛ why do you have this photo out? ❜

❛ we were so bad. ❜

❛ you were happy. ❜

❛ i’ll make you something. ❜

❛ yeah, this just isn’t working for me anymore. ❜

❛ i need you to follow the target inside and find out what she intends to steal. ❜

❛ you’re not even my target. ❜

❛ i’m not here for you. ❜

❛ i know who you are and what you’re doing. ❜

❛ what am i doing? ❜

❛ you’re working me. you’re trying to get me on your side. ❜

❛ you say you know who i am, so you know my story. and you know i didn’t have a choice who i worked for. but you do. ❜

❛ it’s my business card. in case you need some help or you wanna share some secret hidden evidence. ❜

❛ i’m not sure what’s happening here, but you’re all exhausting and my job is done, so... ❜

❛ god only knows the blood on your hands. ❜

❛ pretty ludicrous coming from the dimestore captain america. ❜

❛ that was funny. thank you. we needed that. ❜

❛ it was getting so tense in here for a second. ❜

❛ all right, um… tie yourselves up. ❜

❛ next time, why don’t you just text me like a normal person? ❜

❛ we don’t need to go rogue in the darkness, or whatever you people do. ❜

❛ what exactly are we looking for? ❜

❛ we’re looking for not stupid questions. ❜

❛ hey. didn’t think you’d come back. thanks. ❜

❛ are you hurt? ❜

❛ no, i’m fine. i’m fine. ❜

❛ you do not seem fine. ❜

❛ yeah, well, we’ve only just met. this is… this is how i am. ❜

❛ well, you guys should just go without me. it’ll be easier. ❜

❛ we all feel like shit sometimes. and loneliness, i get that. and that that darkness gets... pretty enticing. ❜

❛ you shove it way down. you just... push it down. ❜

❛ let’s just stick together until we make it to the surface, and after that, you can start a fight with a super soldier. get yourself killed. i don’t care. ❜

❛ so, none of us fly? what, do we all just punch and shoot? ❜

❛ you do not want to start the whole sob story game. i win. ❜

❛ well, you were just a kid, so… ❜

❛ i just think it might be nice to know that you didn’t really know any better. ❜

❛ cucumber, cucumber, cucumber. ❜

❛ growing up, somebody told me that you can stop a sneeze if you confuse your brain. i always just yelled “cucumber.” ❜

❛ you’re the boss now? cute. ❜

❛ anyone else have any pointless childhood stories to tell? ❜

❛ i will fight. you stay behind me. ❜

❛ i’ve always had these episodes since i was a kid. there’s a high, then there’s a big low, and then my memory just goes blank. ❜

❛ you were right, she definitely wants us dead. ❜

❛ this has the makings of a team that can raise to glory. a team that can bring light from the darkness. a team of heroes that can be on the wheaties box and have little kiddie toy… ❜

❛ let’s just forget about them, and let’s focus on you. and how perfect you are. ❜

❛ isn’t that what you want? to be accepted? to be chosen? ❜

❛ no one else sees it, but i do. and i think maybe your past is what makes you so perfect. ❜

❛ look, i’ve been where you are. you can run, but it doesn’t go away. sooner or later it catches up to you, and when it does, it’s too late. so you can either do something about it now, or live with it forever. ❜

❛ you want to be good? or do you want to be somebody who changes the world? ❜

❛ you can do anything. ❜

❛ i'm the only one who knows what your true potential is. and it’s limitless. ❜

❛ i don’t wanna hurt you guys. why don’t you just turn yourselves in? ❜

❛ you can trust me. i know you. ❜

❛ they’re not a threat to me, so why do i need to kill them? ❜

❛ there is no “us.” there is no “we.” ❜

❛ you’re not a hero. you’re not even a good person. ❜

❛ why would a god take orders from anyone at all? ❜

❛ i’m starting to think maybe you don’t know what i am. or what i’m capable of. ❜

❛ i'm not afraid of you. ❜

❛ well, then, chase me forever. ❜

❛ If you cared, you would have called. ❜

❛ i’m sorry. i don’t know how to do this. i’m not good at it. ❜

❛ i didn’t think you wanted me. ❜

❛ i’m late, but i’m… i’m here now. ❜

❛ all i do is sit and look at my phone and think of all the terrible things that i’ve done. ❜

❛ when i look at you, i don’t see your mistakes. ❜

❛ aren’t you tired of fighting? let me help you. ❜

❛ you can’t outrun the emptiness. ❜

❛ it’s what you said. we’re all alone. all of us. ❜

❛ i have these good days, you know? where i feel invincible. but then there are a lot of bad days when i remember that nothing matters, you know? ❜

❛ so you’re just gonna sit here and let it take over? ❜

❛ well, there’s no use in fighting it. ❜

❛ at least i found a nice room. the other rooms are much worse. ❜

❛ you can’t stuff it down. you can’t hold it in all alone. no one can. we have to let it out. ❜

❛ even if it doesn’t make the emptiness go away, i promise you it will feel lighter. ❜

❛ we can find a way out of here together. will you try and leave here with me? ❜

❛ there’s no death here. the pain only gets worse. ❜

❛ i have a great past, so i’m totally fine. ❜

❛ the most shameful thing of all was thinking you could be anything more than nothing. ❜

❛ wait. you think they care about you? you don’t matter. to anyone. ❜

❛ i’m stronger than you. ❜

❛ you thought you were gonna be some great man? some savior? you can’t even save yourself. ❜

❛ we will always be alone. ❜

❛ i’m here. ❜

❛ it will always be just us. ❜

❛ we’re losing credibility. which we had very little to begin with. ❜

❛ we’re running out of space? It’s impossible. this building is enormous. ❜

❛ i did the dishes though. ❜

[soldierhe]

tfw your coworker gets a modeling job,

[holyshe]

they're watching you, zack. they're watching.

[soldierhe]

he just wants to work out, without the thought of plants oogling him. Aerith save him from this-

[soldierhe]

Good Afternoon, you're man was going to do squats while he waits--- but now he's questioning the local flora.

[soldierhe]

@holyshe sleep well, zack! the flowers know!

BUT WHAT DO THEY KNOW!

[soldierhe]

Aerith ( @holyshe ) keeps telling me the flowers watch me... and I don't know if she's just messing with me or not at this point.

[soldierhe]

@lockedfighter liked for a starter

Another   patron   of   Seventh   Heaven   leaned   easy   against   the   bar,   that   familiar   grin   still   in   place   like   the   world   hadn’t   taken   its   best   shot   at   him.   The   slums   were   a   far   cry   from   his   quiet   mountain   home.   Grittier,   louder,   harder   in   ways   you   felt   in   your   bones,   but   he’d   chosen   this.   Midgar   was   supposed   to   be   the   start   of   something   new.   

Him   &&   Cloud,   carving   out   their   own   path   as   free   men.   He   exhaled,   rolling   his   shoulders   like   he   could   shake   the   last   job   right   off   them.   ❝   Phew!   That   commission   nearly   did   me   in.   ❞   A   quick   glance   Tifa's   way,   bright-eyed   &&   expectant.   ❝   So!   What’ve   you   got   drink   wise   for   a   hard-working   merc   tonight?   ❞

[soldierhe]

@callmeteor liked for a starter

❝   Boy   oh   boy,   the   price   of   freedom   is   steep.❞   Zack   lets   out   a   low   whistle,   rubbing   the   back   of   his   neck   like   he’s   trying   to   shake   off   the   weight   of   his   own   words,   but   the   grin   that   follows   is   stubborn,   almost   defiant.   ❝ Still…   doesn’t   mean   it’s   not   worth   paying,   right?❞ 

 He   glances   over,   eyes   sharp   but   warm   &&   uplifting   in   his   own   quirky   way.   A   soft   chuckle   slips   through,   lighter   than   the   moment   deserves.   ❝   Guess   that   means   we’re   both   a   little   more   expensive   than   we   used   to   be,   huh?   ❞

[soldierhe]

@holyshe liked for a starter

The   dilapidated   church   wasn't   the   first   place   he'd   think   to   look   for   the   girl   who   catch   him   like   an   unexpected   rain   shower,   but   all   fingers   pointed   this   way.   Pushing   the   door   as   it   groaned   proved   to   need   a   little   more   OOMPH   than   he   was   expecting,   before   it   decided   to   swing   freely   open   launching   the   male   forwards.   Zack   lands   a   little   harder   than   he   meant   to,   boots   scuffing   against   the   ground   as   he   straightens   up   with   a   quick,   sheepish   grin.   ❝Heh,   okay,   yeah,   not   my   smoothest   entrance,❞   he   admits,   rubbing   the   back   of   his   neck   before   glancing   over   at   her. 

The   very   person   he'd   been   looking   for.   His   expression   softens,   concern   flickering   in   his   eyes   as   he   takes   a   small   step   closer.   ❝Hey…   you   alright?   You   looked   kinda   lost   in   thought   there.❞   He   gestures   loosely   around,   taking   in   the   space   with   a   low   whistle.   ❝Gotta   say,   though…   this   place?   It’s   nice.   Quiet.   Not   exactly   where   I   expected   to   end   up   today, but I won't deny it's a nice change of view.❞    His   gaze   drifts   to   the   flowers,   &&   he   crouches   slightly,   careful   not   to   touch   them,   just   admiring.

[holyshe]

@soldierhe liked for a flower!

❝ there you are, mister! ❞ & she doesn't waste any time holding a perfectly prepared floral basket up to him, a plethora of blooms bursting with their lively assortment of colors a complete contrast of the dreary grays & solemn afternoon rains that accompanied life in the slums. cheeks puff ever-expectantly albeit aerith unable to hide the faintest teasing smirk upon rosy lips. ❝ come on, now. the flowers said they're upset because you're late! ❞

[soldierhe]

A  familiar   grin   breaks   across   his   face.   ❝   Hey,   hey!   Cut   me   some   slack,   ❞   he   laughs,   lifting   his   hands   in   faux-surrender,   though   he   leans   in   just   a   little   closer   to   peek   at   the   basket.   ❝   You   try   outrunning   your   bosses   patrols   &&   make   it   on   time.   Not   as   easy   as   it   sounds.   ❞

His   eyes   flick   back   up   to   hers,   bright   despite   the   gray   sky,   that   had   been   giving   it's   sorrows   to   the   Earth   below   just   moments   before,   softening   in   a   way   that   doesn’t   quite   match   the   teasing   tone.   Form   crouching   slightly   so   he’s   eye-level   with   the   flowers   hand   on   his   knee   for   support   the   other   at   his   chin,   as   if   inspecting   them   seriously.   ❝Man,   they   really   do   look   mad.   Think   they’ll   forgive   me   if   I   say   sorry?   ❞   He   straightens,   brushing   a   hand   through   his   damp   hair,   then   gestures   to   the   basket   with   a   playful   tilt   of   his   head.   ❝   Or   do   I   gotta   buy   the   whole   thing   to   make   it   up   to   ‘em?   ❞

[soldierhe]

while ya boy suffers the pain of no icons, like this for a starter!

[seryonn]

Still got yours.. Haven't let go.

[frosted-knight]

I love him so much ❤️

I did these ones before rebirth came out ！

[miyku]

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