idk I’m like really anxy lately
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idk I’m like really anxy lately
Watching the video for Call Me Maybe is such a delightful time capsule. We used to dress like that! I used to dress like that! Like all the time!
Irish countryside in my analog camera 🌷✨
New REBLOG Game
Just fucking lie about the previous poster
YOU hate JK Rowling!
bar bathroom esnupi
You know your drunk art post about love and personhood from 2019? Every night at bedtime my late cat would lie on my chest, and her little heartbeat would be right on top of mine, and I'd think about that piece of art you made, and have a similar sort of image in my head. Anyway, yesterday I finally put the image to paper, and idk where this is going, just that that piece of art you created means a lot to me. Have a cool day ✌️
OHHHH MY GOD!!!!! EVERYBODY SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LOOK AT THIS. ITS ALL BEEN WORTH IT
i talk about transitioning and all anyone ever says is "I hope you don't regret it" what if instead we said I hope you love it. I hope it's everything you ever wanted. I hope you live the rest of your life in utter bliss. etc etc.
I hope you transition and I hope it's the best thing you ever did and I hope you never look back and I hope you finally feel comfortable in your own skin
i feel like we don't appreciate these days how much the twin towers sucked, like, design-wise
they were contemporarily hated for just being these giant grey monoliths
like there probably could've been an easier way to get rid of them, but they probably needed to go either way
crying at this. the curb is brutalist. the sidewalk is brutalist. house made of concrete bricks is brutalist. lmao??
Spot the difference (HARD)
those sick perverts at oreo are always crossbreeding their cookies with anything they can get their hands on
Idk. 30 something white lady problems i g u e s s
& a big part of me feels bad about complaining??? because he's an awesome guy, really. i lucked out, I swear. I confess sometimes I see the relationships people around me are in and I feel so bad for them that they don't have what we have. I'm sorry if that's obnoxious. He's truly the answer to my oldest wish, that I one day would find true love. And it took a while but it was worth the wait and I wouldn't have it any other way.
and again, he's sick and he's neurodivergent. and I knew all this going in, so not only I have the obligation to be supportive and understanding and accomodating, I also very much signed up for it. But I'm sorry. I just got through something absolutely mortifying because my "we're in this together" person wasn't, in fact, in this together with me yet again, so I get 20 free minutes of whining
I forgot to say, another pattern he has is that he fucks up because AuADHD/burnout/mental exhaustion, I get nervous and he acts like I'm a lunatic because I'm anxious about the shit he got us in... like it doesn't matter or something
Reblog & put in the tags one thing that would improve your day right this minute
little vent time
so my husband has been on sick leave from work since july. he's majorly burned out from work, which, fine. I'm glad he had the possibility to take a break and recuperate. I know he's not on vacation, I know he's not a SAH husband, and so I try not to overwhelm him with chores at home.
But. Sometimes. Sometimes it feels like I'm pulling the cart all alone
Whenever I'm trying to problem solve he's like "you're not alone, we're in this together etc" but often I find that very hard to believe, in practice. It goes from small things, like asking him to pick up something to the grocery store and him "forgetting", which happens 75% of the time, or me getting home from a long day of work at the office, plus therapy and gym, being dead inside out and finding that not only did he not fix dinner (which would have been nice, not mandatory, just nice and considerate) but also he hasn't eaten, hasn't showered, hasn't taken his meds, has started a huge home renovation work that he's abandoned around midday and not put anything away so the house looks like a war zone.
Sometimes it's stuff like today.
For context: my parents have an elderly cream Labrador Retriever. We joke and say he's my younger brother. During the Easter weekend my parents were travelling so they left Tsipras (that's the dog) with us. We gave him back on Sunday when we met up at my grandfather's for Easter lunch.
That same weekend, my brother-in-law and his girlfriend went to Azores and lent us their car. We don't have a car because I don't drive and my husband prefers to drive a motorcycle. On Sunday we used my BIL's car to take Tsipras to Easter lunch (with BIL's knowledge and approval).
It just so happens that Tsipras sheds a LOT of cream-colored hair, which is highly visible on the car's dark upholstelry. My husband, who is not working, said he would take the car to be vacuumed and detailed before his brother got back from his trip, which would be today.
Today, when we were leaving to pick up my BIL and his gf at the airport and return their car, my husband tells me he didn't have the car vacuumed as he said he would because he "forgot" and also, because it "didn't matter".
I am mortified. I have to return the car to my BIL looking like a white dog exploded all over the back seat.
Whenever there's something I think can be off my plate, it's never 100% off my plate and it's exhausting. IDK. I shouldn't be complaining, I should be understanding because he's recuperating from burnout, not to mention he's semi-recently diagnosed AuADHD, struggling to adapt to medication and dealing with an unsupportive employer, which makes his burnout even worse.
But. Don't I like. Also get some understanding? Because I'm also not mentally "all there" (I'm not neurodivergent but I'm dealing with depression and anxiety and may be bipolar II - also recently tentatively diagnosed, although I don't buy it yet), I'm adapting to a new job after 11 years doing my old one, I have my plate full as is. And it sometimes does feel like he doesn't care, or he doesn't think ahead, or he doesn't think through the consequences of his actions, and it makes it really hard to deal, while trying my best to be there for him. Sometimes frustration seeps through and then I feel horrible about it.
IDK. This doens't have a point. I just wanted to complain. Even though I shouldn't.