SOL SHINE SOUL

sunshine soul. deepening my love for existing saves me.

[solshinesoul]

do weird shit.

[solshinesoul]

happy international women’s day! 💟

[solshinesoul]

even while i’m hurting i’m still allowed to experience joy and exist.

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[solshinesoul]

even through the hurt we’ll be ok.

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[solshinesoul]

i rise above emotional pain.

💭✨💕

i release any sadness i hold. i release any grief. i allow it to shed naturally out of my body. i take things day by day and allow my soul to heal.

— SOLSHINESOUL

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[scriptedsilence-deactivated2025]

*crying skies*

overflowing emotion

walls close in

a tad bit deeper

the heart

silently aches

I breathe and remind myself...

even the earthly skies cry

just so

it’s flowers can grow

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[vangoghcore]

by astrailor_jp

[ancientsstudies]

Could willingly waste my time in it.

[thoughtkick]

“I’ve found that growing up means being honest. About what I want. What I need. What I feel. Who I am.”

— Epiphany

[positivelypositive]

🌱

you're growing...

...every second of every day, even when you don't realise it. especially, when you don't realise it.

life may be slow but it's never stagnant. you're always moving forward, always learning new things about others and about yourself, always living, always going.

keep going. keep growing ✨

[cyberglittter]

faith by tosinshotit, hair by aggie & makeup by haja marie

[solshinesoul]

when i like someone and they pull away i start to become over-obsessive/attached and i begin to force energy. it hurts me on the inside when i do it because i literally can feel my body trying to detach from my pattern. it’s screaming for me to stop but for some reason i go forward anyways.

i met this dude while he was in town, we met up, slept together and then he ghosted me. i reached back out to him a few times to be nice and he still was inconsistent. on this last go round i reached out to him again and tried to re form the friendship but instead he removed me from everything we had connection on.

i saw him pulling away in the beginning but because i had so much interest in him i let him treat me like an object on shelf that he got to pick up and put down whenever he wanted.

i told myself i’d stop forcing things with people because i don’t chase i attract. but i could not resist what i wanted to do. i didn’t have the self control to leave him alone when i saw him uninterested. i knew when i met him nothing was there but because he gave me a lot of firsts ignored every sign.

i no longer want to give people the decency of getting access to me if they don’t fully deserve it. i no longer want to force attraction or be over obsessive. i no longer want to stay where i’m not welcome no matter the attraction level. men do not own my body, mind or soul. their value of me does not dictate my true value. i am whole with or without attachment to a man.

i am releasing myself from the heartbreak of a hard ending. i’m looking at this as a reset. i release myself from the unhealthy cycles i adapted as a means of survival and because i thought i wasn’t worthy of feeling love.

because i fell into another toxic cycle i am taking a hiatus from social media. i have logged out of snapchat, instagram, twitter and have deactivated my tinder.

looking forward to healing from this heartbreak and becoming a new person.

- SOLSHINESOUL

[lil-reminders]

it’s okay to take breaks. it’s okay to not be giving 100% all the time. i think the saying goes: “you can’t pour from an empty cup.” take care of yourself first. i don’t care if you take one or fifty breaks. take as many as you need. the world will wait.