being told "juuust relax" while you try and resist your programming or fight off the hypnotic effect of whatever the really nice lady put in my drink earlier. <3
its literally just about soothing me into compliance. when i struggle and thoughts start to bubble again i want them smothered and overwhelmed in softness and praise until i am too confused and overloaded to remember what was happening.
being felt up and kissed when my babbling starts to form coherent sentences again, whispered to until my mind shuts down again and i fall back completely under your control
if you're not this obsessed with your own demise, then i'm not interested.
