a place where all those messy feelings happen

somewhere to spew the sweet and toxic stuff that goes on in my head

[some-kinda-ventblog]

I feel like I'm stuck between self destructive layabout stoner and being attempting to be a healthy functional human being and it needs to stop

Like can I just pick one please its too hard to do both, like give up on personal happiness and build stability or fully commit, have fun, and burn it all down hard and fast

Not sure how long I can balance half and half

[utopians]

Has anyone else noticed that it's bad

[fairycosmos]

incredibly empathetic of me to not skin you alive btw

[sinnykitt]

Goretober 25: Teeth

"I fucking hate you dog he was mine!!!!"

[animatedtext]

[dor3-deactivated20220605]

[some-kinda-ventblog]

its ~i wanna kill myself~ season again

Time to try my best not to become an alcoholic! *Tho drinking remains to be the only way to ilissit any positive emotions from me <3

[some-kinda-ventblog]

I wanna fucking kill myself

[some-kinda-ventblog]

Ahhhhh~ I wanna die

[some-kinda-ventblog]

I feel lonely and sad :(

[some-kinda-ventblog]

Self Degradation Hours ~~~

[strawberrycosmoscollective]

Dying sounds fun actually. Festive in fact.

[seashellronan]

i want to go home. i will always want to go home. even when i am at home i want to go home. but i’m not really thinking of a place, it’s more that feeling of everything finally being over, of seeing the light in the windows of your house on a cold night, of being safe, the relief of leaving a party you’re not enjoying, like when you felt sick at school and they sent you home, or when you got upset at a sleepover and they called your parents. i want my mam to come get me. i want to go home.

[seashellronan]

elizabeth wurtzel, prozac nation // lorde, ribs // maggie stiefvater, the dream thieves // billie marten, red sea blue sea

karen russell, st. lucy’s home for girls raised by wolves

[maryolive]

i like to fork myself by daul kim // road music by richard siken // art by beth fuller // sarah addison allen // why be happy when you could be normal? by jeanette winterson // poetry by @jonismitchell

[marisatomay]

ithaka by c.p. cavafy (translated by edmund keeley) // my tears ricochet by taylor swift

[some-kinda-ventblog]

Its I wanna kill myself hours and I don't even know why

[some-kinda-ventblog]

You havent even left yet and I am so sad that you will be gone that I am fighting tooth and nail not to cry, and I thought you were the crybaby in this relationship

[konoko]

[rottenaffections]

This morning I just find myself snuggled with my newest favorite stuffed animal- the perfect item to cuddle- and yet I only think about how you are better in every way.