finding happiness

emotional diary

[ifyougrinyoulose]

if you’re reading this i hope something good happens to you today

[studio-ghibli-miyazaki-hayao]

⛈️ՐคɿՈყ ძคყς☔

This is the weather right now where I live in Denmark ☺️☔

[thepowerwithin]

I am a wild flower. I don’t always fit in with everyone else.

dr. nicole addison

[htvpgenny]

I already knew from the beginning that you wouldn’t choose me but that didn’t stop me from loving you genuinely because deep down in my heart I silently hoped that in between those late-night talks, those ‘I love you’ and my constant validation of your emotions, you’d finally see me and feel at home. It was nothing but an almost.

[missinyouiskillingme]

“One day you’re going to remember me and how much I loved you… then you’re gonna hate yourself for letting me go.”

Aubrey Drake Graham

[hypnoherringpurseweasel-deactiv]

[thatbooknerdy]

[leonardospoetry]

I believe that's the real challenge of moving forward and sometimes it's also the reason why we can't move on from others, because they remind us of the way that we used to be.

Letting go isn't easy, but it's necessary.

[somedayjea]

I've been exhausted for the past months that I've wanted to sleep most of the time. I've been feeling down recently that no music, movie or words that could ease it. I have no idea what I want or what makes me happy, I'm just sad all the time and it feels like I wanted to cut all ties with everyone but still I am proud of how I have been handling myself after all these days, I am proud because even if I have been fighting my inner battles alone I still managed to keep it all together. I am still proud because even if I am constantly losing myself, I still get up and face everyone everyday, I am proud because of the fact that I am not giving up despite the fact that I always pressure myself to fit in the world I know from that start I wasn't belong at all.

[somedayjea]

Tonight, I just want to disappear.

[thepowerwithin]

The mountain will first exhaust you before it is able to give you its view.

Nicole Addison @thepowerwithin

[somedayjea]

And until now, you still hurt me.

[recaption]

[langleavpoetry]

[somedayjea]

Kaya pa ba? Kakayanin mo pa ba?

[somedayjea]

I kinda missed my long way home days

tried walking alone just like the old days before the pandemic, It was nostalgic, like the old days where l walk and just observe people and not overthink. It's just me. Just the happy Jea. The young and independent girl who is so much comfortable and happy being alone. The one who chooses to be alone rather than to walk with somebody beside her. How did I end up like this now?

[somedayjea]