Belle Âme

Your love makes me the happiest, saddest person on earth

[4am-reflections]

Maybe if I yell I miss you loud enough you’ll hear it from wherever you are, whether it’s from the crowded hallway where we used to eat lunch everyday or the confides of your bedroom walls and you’ll stop whatever you’re doing and suddenly it’ll get too hard to breathe because the spot where I used to sit now seems too empty and your hands have nothing to hold or suddenly the other side of your bed is too cold without me to keep it warm and the memories of us sleeping in each others arms will be too much for you to handle. Maybe if I yell come back loud enough you’ll hear it when you’re sitting in the car and your heart will hurt because now all you can see is me laughing and you’ll remember the day we fell in love and you’ll wish you hadn’t pushed me away, suddenly you’ll wish I was somehow here again. Maybe if I yell I still love you loud enough you’ll hear it and suddenly all you’ll want is to listen to our favourite song and dance around my kitchen singing at the top of our lungs, and your heart will break because you’ll remember how happy we were and you’ll come running back to a home that is no longer there.

4am (via 4am-reflections)

[meanwhilepoetry]

When they ask you why you love the rain, the ocean, the river, tell them it is because unlike the people who should have loved you better, the water was never afraid to touch you; even when you were at your most damaged and broken.

Nikita Gill (via meanwhilepoetry)

[shencomix]

[someonewithnofeeling]

Falling in love with you didn't feel like falling at all, it felt like walking in a place and feeling home

@someonewithnofeeling

[someonewithnofeeling]

I knew this day would come, the day that I was so inevitably avoiding, the day that I was so afraid of, finally came, I knew that one day I was going to be forced to see the truth, to get out of my bubble, to realize that all that I believed in was a lie and here I am with my heart broken, another time. It’s so hard to love someone you don’t even know, someone that exists only in your imagination, someone so real but so fake, someone you know nothing about, only that you love them. I loved that image that I had of him, I loved everything he showed me, I forgot that I only saw half the truth, he never loved me, he never will. He was and is nothing like what I believed he was,

[someonewithnofeeling]

[someonewithnofeeling]

Does it ever stop hurting? Or do we just get used to the pain?

@someonewithnofeeling

[someonewithnofeeling]

Maybe the reason why it didn't work out was because I loved you more than you loved me, or maybe because you didn't love me back, or maybe because you felt too good for me. And maybe I was too blinded by your shine, the way you carried yourself, by your presence

@someonewithnofeeling

[epigraphformythoughts]

Do you ever stop loving people? Or do you just learn to accept that they don’t love you back

- an unrequited heart (via epigraphformythoughts)

[feel-better-yoga]

[guntoyourhead-deactivated201907]

You can tell so much about a person by the way they leave you

(via jacosby)

[someonewithnofeeling]

"I can't breathe" I screamed at the top of my lungs, I was gasping for air, clutching my chest tightly trying to make the pain go away, holding on to every small little piece of oxygen I got, tears running down my face, soaking me, creating an ocean of pain and sorrow around me. But, yet no one seemed to notice, no one heard my silent screams, no one saw me fight to catch my breath, no one saw my invisible tears, around me life just kept going. Around me people talked to each other's, kissed goodbye their loved ones, took the train, around me strangers fought their own battles silently like me. Around me, everyone was hurting, in silence.

- @someonewithnofeeling

[someonewithnofeeling]

It scares the living shit out of me you know? How you can make me feel a wave of unknown emotions by just existing, it scares me how you are capable of breaking my heart without knowing you just did, it scares me how panicked I feel when I remember you'll never be mine, it scares me how my heart aches at the thought of another day without you. I feel like you have taken so much control over me that everything I do has to be linked to you somehow. It feels like I have to breathe when you do, I have to cry when you cry, like I have to do everything you do. I know that you'll never be mine and that scares me so much, because I have become so weak, I depend on you, you are the air I breath, and when the day comes and you fall for that other girl, I will forget how to breathe

@someonewithnofeeling

[someonewithnofeeling]

I asked you, why would you still run after someone who doesn't want you?, but then I realized I needed to ask myself the same question

@someonewithnofeeling

[someonewithnofeeling]

It's not about the happy ending, we don't all get the happy ending, but we all get a story worth living and telling

@someonewithnofeeling

[someonewithnofeeling]

They always talk about blue eyes and how they hold the depth of the ocean, and how you could get lost in the beauty of the sea they hold, and yes the ocean is so beautiful and for someone to hold that beauty in their eyes is understandable why we always want blue eyes. But brown eyes, goddamn those brown eyes. I would choose his brown eyes over the pretties ocean in the world. And they say brown eyes are just brown eyes until you fall in love with someone who has them and gosh it couldn't be said better than that. I never liked brown eyes, in fact I have brown eyes, but ever since I saw him, looked straight into his eyes, I saw the depth of the ocean, I saw the sea, I saw the earth, I saw the moon and the stars, I saw the deep Galaxy and I saw how pretty something so simple could be.

@someonewithnofeeling

[someonewithnofeeling]

I said "mama do they give you a new heart when your own breaks?"

@someonewithnofeeling