Well since no one knoes me. Part-2
Surprisingly as soon as I wrote that first post, which in all honesty I know I struggled with. I was confused what to write about and if I should even start in the first place.But now i have a small idea that I got excited about, before I realized how scary this actually is. Putting yourself out there, if people will even like it or relate to it. They might relate to this post a little though.
I don’t really know the theme to this blog, so bear with me if it’s a little scattered. I think another part about me is, my constant need for approval or constant need to be liked and to fit in.
Though I don't think I fit in exactly. Certain parts of me do. But me as a whole, completely without having to worry or be afraid that parts of me will not be accepted. Being made fun off doesn't count, people will always find something to tease you about. Friendly banter as people know it, I do it. Though I'm probably not the friendliest about it. Which if you do know me and i did this to you, I apologize, I have no excuse. Just know that I'm working on it and I mean no harm.
I think it plays out in the part of me picking up parts of people around me. Me trying to learn more and get more involved. Everyone likes to be liked right? Or is this just me desperate and seeking attention? I think eventually what I’m looking for most of the time is someone just like me, someone who likes the same things I do or does the same things I do, feels the same way about everything. I think this just lacks originality. But part of just wants this to see how things go and someone else is like this, then maybe I’m doing alright for now? That maybe I am doing things right and maybe I can completely fit in.
















