My dream is my own strength

Park Sora is the name! 18 years of age and currently a Sophomore student at Seongnam University. Dreaming to be a well renowned musician someday. Currently living at Gwangjeon Complex, Room 308. Disclaimer: This is not the real Park Sora's blog nor I claim to be. It is just an RP blog. skype: xnanaoxkukaix

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Park Sora ~*

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Shooting Hoops || Sora & Hyunjoong

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HyunJoong found himself leaning towards sora his eyes wide. "Your truly a piece of work aren't you." He smiled running his fingers across her cheek.

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Sora let out a soft chuckle as she looked at him. "I know. I'm unique and a weird one at the same time." she said, her hand fiddling with her hair as a small blush came up her cheeks unconsciously. Her gaze meeting his with a smile.

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Shooting Hoops || Sora & Hyunjoong

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HyunJoong just smiled holding her against his chest. "Relationships tend to never work out for me though, being a host, no one wants to date someone like me." HyunJoong looked to the stars. "The real me, is way different from my host."

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Sora's head whipped up towards the guy's direction, "Are you kidding me?Who wouldn't date you?" she blurted out without thinking. "I-I mean you're a really nice person, you're dedicated and you're not bad looking. Even if its not the real you, it is a part of you, right? Someone would ought to accept that, because its what makes you, you." She continued as her gaze was fixed at the starry sky.

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Ghosts do Exist || Sora&Sungjong

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She can’t see ghosts.

He lowered his head with his eyes closed as he let out a sigh. He was actually hoping that Sora can see the ghost that moment but when she said she can’t, Sungjong can’t help but feel disappointed though it wasn’t really a big thing. Atleast she can listen and talk to ghosts for the meantime right?

Sungjong shrugged his thoughts. He forced himself to smile as he faced Sora who was looking like she was disappointed too.

“It’s okay.. Seeing ghosts wasn’t really important right now.” He said sincerely before putting a hand on her shoulder.

He looked at his wrist watch which showed that it’s already 2:00 in the morning. 

What?! it’s already two in the morning??? Sungjong can’t believe it. Now that he thought of time, sungjong started to feel exhausted. They didn’t do much though, but he felt tired.

“Hey chester, We’ll do the best we can, okay?” Sungjong promised. “but for the meantime, we’ll have to leave. Don’t worry we’ll be back tomorrow night. see you around?” He waved to chester as the ghost flew away with a small smile on his face.

The two stood blankly at the spot after chester flew. The exhaustion was really seen on their faces although theu did nothing much just roam around the campus searching for a ghost or whatever. Atleast, they found one right? It’s better than nothing. At least they already know what they were looking for, really.

“Are you still okay?” Sungjong asked sora with his hands resting on his knees. He can see with sora that’s she’s feeling a little tired too.

“I think we should call this a night and continue tomorrow?” He dicided. “What do you, say?”

He let out a chuckle before a yawn escaped from his mouth. Now he was feeling sleepy. 

Sungjong led themselves to where they entered just hours ago, without anyone saying a word. They stopped when they were already at the gate. 

“See you tomorrow? same time, same place?” 

He extended his hands forward, rather weakly.

wow, busting ghost has never been this tiring and we still have tomorrow. yay.

Sungjong dragged himself to his dorm that night before slumping his body to the bed and dozed off to a deep slumber.

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The disappointment on Sungjong's face didn't escape Sora's gaze. She felt kinda bummed by the fact that she had disappointed someone, it wasn't the first time but the queasy feeling it gives was there, inside the pit of her stomach.

Isn't it really important? I could've been a real help to Sungjong if I could just see ghosts like he does. But, then again. I can't. Not only I'll be a burden, but, talking is not enough. it would never be enough, right?

She just watched him looked at his watch then back to the empty space in front of him. If Chester was really there, she wanted to see him. She wanted to help him out any way that she could. 

It's our responsibility now, not just Sungjong's.

Her mind got back to reality when she heard the guy's question. "Ah, yes. We'll definitely come back tomorrow to help you look for you mate. I'm, uh, pretty sure she's around here somewhere." She said to no one in particular - well, not really no one.

With a swoosh of the wind and the expression on her companion's face, Sora got the message that Chester wasn't with them anymore. She heaved a sigh and looked up the dark, spotless ceiling. If only she could see him, even just a blurry or a smoky image, she couldn't hope for anything more than that. She wasn't really the clairvoyant type to begin with nor did she have any encounter with the dead before. Just now.

"Hm~ I think we should call it a night. it's 2 in the morning now and we still have classes tomorrow. I'm kinda beat anyway." She said with a nod.

After a few minutes of deafening silence between the two of them, they arrived at the main gate of the university. She stifled a yawn, slightly stretching her arms in front of her.

"Tomorrow." She answered with a smile, "Bye, Sungjong. Take care."

She waved him goodbye and quickly jogged back her apartment unit. Changing out of her clothes into much more comfortable ones. Should I sleep yet? Maybe I should do more research about ghost just for kicks.

Grabbing her laptop from the redwood desk, Sora climbed up her bed and rested the laptop on her lap. She opened it and got into researching. Spending the whole night in tons of articles about ghost encounters and all the shenanigans.

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You've Got A Friend In Me || Seukhye & Sora

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Tilting her head, she smiled softly at the other. She thought it was cute of the other to be quite shy, even thought Seukhye reminded her constantly that she could be comfortable around her. She was curious about the other, sure there were others different from her, but she wondered why she was still awkward around her. It wasn’t like she was intimidating at all.

Letting out a soft hum and nod in response, she kept her eyes forward but noticed how Sora avoided eye contact. “Surprisingly nothing interesting happened during class and there wasn’t any cheer practice today so I’m not really hyper today.” Chuckling at her response, she stopped walking and faced the girl.

“You know Sora, you can be comfortable with me.” she said while turning to the other. Giving her a small smile, she nodding slowly. Walking up to the taller girl, Seukhye wrapped her arms around Sora’s torso and gave her a slight squeeze. “Now let’s go take some pictures before it’s too late!” Letting go of the other, she smiled brightly and began walking.

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“You know Sora, you can be comfortable with me.”

Upon hearing that, Sora rubbed the back of her neck because she was starting to feel embarrassed. The other girl was making a point, just how could she try to make friends if she doesn't learn how to relax and feel comfortable with other people? It just makes things hard for her. Feeling awkward all the time doesn't actually help her one bit. But who could she kid? She seems to be born that way. Just awkward.

Her thoughts were cut off and her eyes widened a bit when Seukhye suddenly pulled her into a slight squeeze, making her bit her lower lip. Well, that actually kinda helped her a bit. Even though it didn't make her feel completely comfortable, it sort of made her relaxed a little.

"You know what, Seukhye. You're not actually that bad." She mumbled with a smile as she followed behind her, pushing herself to be more cheerful than gloomy. "H-how about if we start taking pictures at the fountain? Water does make amazing effects when caught on camera." she suggested, hinting a little cheerfulness in her voice.

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Chatroom Mayhem || Sora & Daesung

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Daesung smiled at the reply, propping his head up with one hand. Let’s see. How could he help this person? It would be better if they told him more about what was happening, but should he pry about it??

daemonwings:  Hahaha, honestly that sounds pretty typical of most parents, at least most parents I know. Especially mine.

Daesung paused, wondering how much it would be appropriate to share over the internet, but firgured it wouldn’t hurt to talk about real situations. Especially funny ones. And if he wanted this person to open up, maybe he should try it himself too.

daemonwings: When I was in high school, I had this girlfriend and she was really nice and I liked her a lot, but she broke up with me because she just stopped feeling for me the way I felt for her. Then, all of a sudden, after a week, she started acting really strange whenever she’d see me in the halls. Like, she’d start bowing and greeting me and asking if there was anything, ANYTHING AT ALL, that she could do for me, because I was “very important and she wanted us to *absolutely* get along”. I found out later from my sister that my parents had gotten a hold of her contact information and started… well…. harrassing her into being nice to me. If that’s not a little crazy, I don’t know what is, hahaha.

Daesung started giggling at his own story, even though it hadn’t really been that funny at the time that it had happened. He remembered being very confused at his ex and upset at his parents for their intervention. Plus it had earned him something of a reputation at his school for an uncomfortable few months afterward. And it had really messed with his chances at dating people.

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Sora drummed her fingers at the wooden desk, waiting for the guy's reply. When he saw what he typed, she couldn't help but her lips to tugged upward. It seems that she was wrong, maybe there were other people who had it bad like her.

soarwithmusic: Whoa, I actually thought my parents were the only ones. Well, truth to be said. I thought they were the only ones who likes to drives their children crazy. .__. What would the world be if they all meet each other? 

A soft chuckle escaped her lips when she had read the person's second reply. It's not that she finds it funny, she doesn't. What made her chuckle was the fact that she could see her parents doing the exact same thing if ever they find out about her exes. That could absolutely turn into worse case scenario, worst than it is at the moment.

soarwithmusic: That is actually crazy! I wouldn't ask you how your parents could do that, i'll just find it hard to comprehend. But the funny thing is? I can definitely see my parents doing the same thing if I had a boyfriend. But even if I did, my guess is that my father would be the one to break us up, or if not, he'll make sure that he could use my 'boy' against me so, i'll be forced to marry someone of his choice. Not really a sob story, but wouldn't that piss you too if other people try to run your own life and make decisions for you? 

Sora wanted to mentally slap herself for saying more than she should have over the internet, but what could she do? She had already pressed the send button and she couldn't take back what she had already shared to the person. With a sigh and a shrug, she just let it like that. He doesn't know her personally anyway. There's like a 0.00001% chance of him knowing who she really is.

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Shooting Hoops || Sora & Hyunjoong

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HyunJoong smiled pulling his fingers through soras hair. "Well , I feel on this moment as if I'm floating on a cloud above the stars. Just blissfully content you know." He brushed her hair away from her face, the serene smile on her face made HyunJoong smile.

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What the guy said made Sora blush, her cheeks turning to red like they were apples. Her lips tugging up even more, though she doesn't realized that yet. "Hm~ You know, I-I could admit that. Uh..." she stopped herself from talking, is she supposed to be saying this things? Does she 'like' like him? Biting her lower lip, she dismissed the thoughts.

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❝Milky Way❞ w. park sora

JaeSeop loved Astronomy, mostly because it wasn’t needed any personal interaction and looking to the stars was one of his hobbies.

He knew that at any moment he would have to to some assignment in group, but he didn’t expect to be so early in the course. The professor just wanted to easier the task, searching for stars alone could be a lonely activity — not for JaeSeop — so doing it with company would be better.

Yeah, whatever, as if JaeSeop needed someone’s help.

He went to the girl who was supposed to be his partner, not taking too long to keep things straight. “Hey, are you free tonight? Sooner we do this project, better it will be”.

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"You'll be paired up."

Sora rubbed the back of her head neck when she heard that their professor will be assigning a partner for them. A partner? Psh. As if it's needed. She admits it or not, the girl is not really that good at cooperating with someone. She's used to being alone and just depending on her own self.

Her thoughts were cut off when a guy approached her. Guessing the obvious, he might be her partner. "Uh, yeah. I'm not really a busy person anyways. Time is essence." she answered with a shrug.

Sora folded her arms over her chest, not trying to be as intimidated as she sometimes comes out. "So, where do you want us to meet? Inside school premises? Or outside?" She asked, tilting her head at him and slightly cocking an eyebrow.

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[text message from: Jungie-ya~ | 10:24pm ] Unnieeeee! <3

/typing away on her laptop when suddenly her handphone that was placed on top of her desk vibrated, indicating that she just received a message/ /A smile crept up her face when she saw that it was little Jung Ha/

[text] from: Sorara || 10:25pm ] Hey, Jungie! Whazza up? ^-^

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Weird Kind Of... Friendship? || Sora & Bom

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Her eyebrows perked up to the tone she heard in Sora’s voice. They both knew they did not entirely like each other, might as well consider them as Frenemies.

It was rare that both would show care to each other, they’re words were only filled with derision. Both didn’t seem to care about one another, but Bom has always questioned the fact why?

It’s none of her concern anyways, it’s not like she really cared. Friendship, what’s the meaning of that. Is it to be kind and faithful to one another? To always keep those secrets, and to always keep it? Well Bom and Sora’s friendship was different.

Different to any other relationship. “It’s been a while, huh?” Bom observed her attitude, eyeing on her reaction. Her eyes darted from head to toe, giving her a look with revulsion.

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With a shrug, Sora once again fixed the books she was carrying over her arms. "Yeah, haven't run over you 'til now." she retorted back at her, not wanting to sound as if she missed their bickering. 

Why would I even miss fighting with her? That's dumb. She thought, slightly rolling her eyes in the process.

"I can see that you've been busy with things, huh?" Sora asked, her eyes scanning her whole body. Maybe it was one of the things that irritates her but she couldn't hide the fact that she was still gorgeous as the last time she had seen the girl, maybe much more. Not that she was jealous, she's just annoyed by it.

She tilted her head as she waited for the other girl to talk, Her eyes glancing sideways, hoping that no one gives a crap about their bickering 'cos as crazy as it seemed, Sora doesn't want to stop it yet. 

Crazy, huh? Just crazy.

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Shooting Hoops || Sora & Hyunjoong

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HyunJoong smiled "no problem," he glanced up into the sky enjoying the stars, feeling this content wave of emotion rolling over him. He was... Happy, not the fake happy he put on in his club, but blissfully, truthfully content.

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Sora tried to snuggle a little closer against his body, trying to maintain the warmth that was shared between the two of them. A warm feeling of contentment washing over her body. "Say, have you ever felt so relax with someone that its just seemed right to you?" She mumbled, mentally slapping herself for talking without even thinking. She clasped her hand like in a prayer and breath out into it.

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Shooting Hoops || Sora & Hyunjoong

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HyunJoong laughed softly as he shrugged his coat off from around his shoulders and moved behind sora draping it over her shoulders, then he wrapped his arms around her shoulders and pulled her against his chest.

"Let me keep you warm," he murmured softly

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Sora kinda stiffened when the guy Hyunjoong suddenly put on his coat over her shoulders and pulled her against his chest. Blood quickly rushed up her face, making her blush. But after a few seconds, she slowly relaxed his body. Sora looked up at him, snuggled a little closer and flashed a soft smile. "Body warmth, huh?" she chuckled lightly before continuing. "Thanks."

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strings || sandeul&sora

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Junghwan smiled at her (though, honestly, he hasn’t stopped smiling). It was nice hearing those things. He would be sure to tell his umma later that he was getting even closer to being to his dream. It wouldn’t be long until he was a big star and she could watch him on TV. He knows he’ll be the best he can be, it was just getting there would be the hard part.

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Sora just watched him, a smile also visible on her face. Its fun to see people who works hard to achieve their dreams. It is rare for her to see dedicated people like him who values their parents and their direction in life the most. They are barely rare indeed. The brown-haired girl grinned slowly as she fiddled playfully the strings of her blue and pink guitar. Making little melodies in the process,