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this is maria a frustrated writer who writes original excerpts & quotes made up with mixed emotion and a sudden leap of a heart. PH | 1999

[sorealmaria]

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[sorealmaria]

“I always thought I might end up being alone. I’m too attached with my own soul and too fascinated with the concept of love that sometimes I don’t believe someone could handle me the way I handle all the monsters living inside my head.”

— sorealmaria (via sorealmaria)

[sorealmaria]

im neither your cup of tea or coffee, but rather your glass of water to keep you from living

breatheria

[sorealmaria]

You want others to be proud of you but haven’t ask yourself if you’re proud of the person you’ve become today. Ironic huh?

breatheria, self-thoughts.

[inritum]

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

[lovelettersweforget]

Effective talaga to gaiz. Tatlong wish ko na nagkatotoo. 😆

[sorealmaria]

please?

[sorealmaria]

I always thought I might end up being alone. I’m too attached with my own soul and too fascinated with the concept of love that sometimes I don’t believe someone could handle me the way I handle all the monsters living inside my head.

sorealmaria (via sorealmaria)

[sorealmaria]

You became the water of my life. Pure and essential to keep me from breathing but enigmatic enough to drown me alive.

sorealmaria

[sorealmaria]

I’m no snake skin you can shred out of your body when you thought you've grown up.

sorealmaria

[sorealmaria]

An open journal to the guy who used to admire me:

There’s something really mesmerizing when someone appreciate your whole being, like, even the thought of your name makes them smile and see castles in the air unconsciously. Funny though, it’s as fascinating as I don’t know how to tell you how I’ve been deeply sad when I heard you’re now attracted to someone not me. Someone who is far better than I. However, everyone saw that coming only me who never did.

You see, you used to have your eyes only on mine and now I bet all those memories you’ve had, all the chills and butterflies in your stomach when I smile is now a trifle from your past. I’ve never been that good to others and I deeply know how flawed I was. Maybe a few had their eyes on me but you were the one who stared for a very long time you see something I myself never saw for once.

I remember, you always tell all the good things about me when I feel drown in my own melancholy. You even told me that I will always be your light in the darkness when it’s obviously otherwise. It’s breaking my heart I made you the lost boy they’re talking about and I’m crying inside because I can’t make myself better for you. Like in the first place, I thought, why did I even pulled you under the influence of my agony? I should’ve made you run away from from the start.

Nonetheless, I don’t know what you see, I don’t know what you felt. But I guessed I got used to it I thought your world consist only of me. It became a habit of mine to think that you will never get tired finding the rainbows, fixing the pieces of a broken misery, finding happiness in a tragedy and enjoying the feeling of being lost.

I wonder, does it feel good to let go of someone so heavy in the back? Did I made you really tired? Have you finally seen my scars that for a long time you’ve been blinded by? Did you realize that I was so insecure of myself you’ve had enough? I can’t tell though, you’ve never been that bad boy, I still think that somehow you still see your mother’s eyes on me I guess you will always be the nice guy and I’ll always be the one who makes you one.

You know sometimes, it’s not always the guys who are to blame, some girls can also break them. In purpose or not.

Now that I’ve realized it, I’m glad you found someone really better than me. I will always be happy you found someone who isn’t hard to be with. And no matter how inconsolable it was, it’s great to see that you won’t end up with me. Perhaps I’ll always have to remember myself that a person like you deserves the best.

Even so, I nearly thought I’d end the journal with a good note. Nevertheless I can’t help but to hear my heart speaking, hoping that somehow between all this time, you wish I cannot be happy for all of this.

It’s selfish, it’s uncontrollable, it’s narcissistic in every angle I see but it’s funny until the last line I’m still a bad habit you have to stop immediately.

— sorealmaria, an open journal.

[sorealmaria]

I’ve seen you in my father’s eyes when he told me about the man who lives on yesterday, though for the longest of time, I’ve never thought we live in the same neighborhood all by ourselves.

sorealmaria

[sorealmaria]

You have saved everyone, yet all the same you were left alone in the danger waiting to be saved by someone.

sorealmaria

[sorealmaria]

Truth is we all know what's wrong and right. We just couldn't figure out why often times wrong feels so right.

sorealmaria

[sorealmaria]

She asked me why she doesn’t see the light. I told her she’s the one who gives the light. She laughed and shook her head telling me that I should stop lying because a broken piece can’t produce a light. I looked into her eyes and asked her how the light would get in if something’s not broken?

sorealmaria

[sorealmaria]

I commit sin too much that sometimes I feel like I don't trust myself anymore and I'm not worthy of all the things I have for now.

sorealmaria

[sorealmaria]

What you have to do is to recognize and never forget the people who loves you in your darkest time because guess what? they're the ones who will love you for the rest of your life.

sorealmaria

[sorealmaria]

I've changed a lot and honestly? The more I aim to come back where I was before, the more I become the monster who I am today.

sorealmaria

[sorealmaria]

I don't want you to tell terrifying stories with your wrist and smile like it wasn't a tragic story.

sorealmaria, yeah it's for you.