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i begin to speak yet pause

[sorrywater]

new url hi c: wont change the blog layout but idk i kinda want a new icon hmmm

[sorrywater]

new icon !!

[ceramicbeetle]

I only ever stay to get some of the blame (and to hear the way you handle my name) -- Stella Bridie, 'DOG BITE'

[lusiccc]

(Jean Deaux)

[prairiedeath]

bled my way through childhood bled the way a woman would rusty pickup, on the hood they don't love me like they should fishing off the country roads daily morning bloody nose dirt and food stuck to my clothes i know, and jesus knows all the nights i held him close i still wanted out the most cross around my little neck scraped stickers, wooden deck rolling down the river stretch sweat and snot and summer stench bloody knees and both hands clenched picking up your greasy wrench swung it once, and swung it hard swore that i would be a star you know i'm never listening cte from wrestling dreaming on the tire swing knowing nothing meant a thing baby tooth tied to a string ripped it out to hear her sing cap-gun and candy cigarettes doorframe devil silhouettes bad dreams and paralysis frozen conscious in her bed crying til her shirt is wet bedsheets hot and soaked with sweat waking up at 3am dead end girl before she's 10 matted hair and rotten breath cavities and silent death

[clownsmakemesmile]

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[vampire-loving-vampire]

this pride month help a nonbinary disabled & mentally ill black lesbian in an abusive home !!!

my best friend omu ( @omu-lette , who I'm posting for bc they aren't super active for lack of energy) is currently trapped living with abusive and neglectful family right now after finishing their graduating year of art college & is insecurely housed !!! the college has withheld accommodation making xem more disabled & they are often starved , forced to raise their parents baby , having medical care/access revoked , and harassed . right now xe have a tooth rotting that NEEDS treatment asap & is causing a sinus infection !! this is all on top of bigotry from family and worsening disability. they have no energy for self care or school/work after being forced to do so much labour . omu needs help being able to get food , saving up to escape , and paying for medical care that would dramatically improve their ability to help themself and enter the job market on a good footing for success . please help my bff by reblogging & donating even 1$ !!! (don't just like) and be a part of helping the black queer community 💗

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[vampire-loving-vampire]

hi , its disability pride month , please help my bff .

[savee-baby]

TRAGICALLY, MY BABY QAIS’S HEART STOPPED BEATING TONIGHT SUDDENLY.

I stood there frozen, unable to breathe as I watched my child collapse in front of me, and I will not forgive anyone who sees this post and does not support me with a single word and ignores me.

[savee-baby]

The doctors said severe bleeding and weakness caused this terrifying moment, and without urgent treatment it could happen again anytime, so I ask, can you help me get treatment for my baby Qais??

[savee-baby]

I am begging you as a persecuted mother in Gaza, watching my baby bleed in front of me, unable to stop it. Please donate now and help me save his life before it’s too late.

Please donate now Gofundme

[savee-baby]

OH MY GOD, I felt my heart break as I saw my baby Qais unable to move or respond, lying there in pain, and I could not help him. Please donate now and save him

[sorrywater]

A ★★½ review of Black Panther (2018)

rewatching this in 2026 is a lot......... let's put aside the evil politics inherent to every marvel movie and i'll just tell you honestly f

returning 2 black panther 2018......... censored out of this review is how much w'kabi/m'baku yaoi i read on ao3 back in the day. that was a great ship tho i miss it sometimes

[pleuvoire]

it's really incredible how much radfems will treat every expression of sexuality or romantic relationships as if it only ever happens as an expression of misogyny done by men to women. i'd say it's like gay people or women's personal desires don't exist, but they actually have a failsafe for that - if you're a woman or a gay person who likes those things, then you're just brainwashed by porn. a neatly circular argument that lets nothing escape its confines

[tastygoldentaters]

For the past few days, I've been so depressed I barely got out of bed. I'm assuming the trigger was having to deal with a doctor who refused to examine me and instead told me to lose weight, delaying my appeal for disability benefits for at least one more month, while I'm already in a lot of debt for having my aid cut and still needing to buy medication and food. I missed my rent payment in June, and it's likely I'll miss it in July as well, and I'm running out of food for myself and litter for my cats.

If anyone can help me survive for a bit longer, my ko-fi username is the same as this blog, and so is the gmail address i use for pp. Most first world currencies have a 5:1 ratio to mine, so even small amounts help. If you can't help but are able to share, I'll be just as grateful.

Thank you for reading.

[closet-keys]

The genocide of Palestinians continues every day in Gaza. Israel traps Gazans in a smaller and smaller area with no escape, and abducts and incarcerates adults and children in prisons rampant with torture and sexual abuse. They launch active military operations on a daily basis, using airstrikes and shelling to destroy lives and essential infrastructure. Israel maintains blockades on food and medicine to slowly break down people's bodies. Do not look away from this.

[closet-keys]

Even though they are living through a genocide and have no means if income, my friends in Gaza must pay for everything you and I pay for at steep prices. They have to pay hundreds of dollars in rent, $60 for a water truck delivery, $50 for a cooking gas cylinder, $30 for mobile internet access. All this before even accounting for the costs of food ($40 for a 25kg bag of flour, let alone anything nutritious). All this before the costs of medicine or healthcare bills.

[closet-keys]

My friend Mahrah (@freepaleatine955) lives in Gaza, taking care of her elderly parents. My wife (@cannilyuncanny) hosts their family's fundraiser (vetted by 90-ghost and shared by fairuzfan) and wires transfers of donations directly to Mahrah. The money that we are able to raise is the entirety of their budget for the bare essentials of survival. Please donate if you can afford to. Keep them in your thoughts.

[everymournfulbreath]

Palestinian Prisoners' Society:

New information indicates that "israeli" authorities are escalating efforts to liquidate Dr. Hossam Abu Safiya within the prison system. Detained without charges under the "unlawful combatant" law, Dr. Abu Safiya has been subjected to systematic torture and harsh conditions, including a recent transfer to the "Rakifet" section, a facility known for extreme abuse, starvation, and medical neglect. The Society warned that this targeting of medical personnel constitutes a direct threat to his life and urged international bodies, including the UN and the Red Cross, to move beyond condemnation toward immediate, active protection and securing his release.

As of 04/07/2026, there are approximately 9,400 Palestinians in "israeli" prisons, including 1,320 classified as "unlawful combatants" held without trial. The Society emphasized that "israel" is employing a systematic policy of physical and psychological destruction against prisoners; over 100 detainees have been killed since the start of the current conflict, while the locations and conditions of hundreds of others from Gaza remain concealed.

[unspeakablehorror]

Help Fatima Get Winter Protection!

[VIDEO DESCRIPTION: The inside of a tent. Water can be seen trickling down inside part of it.]

Fatima is currently living in a tent. She has told me that she needs a mattress for the tent, blankets, and carpets. Please help her get these necessary supplies!

Fatima is vetted by gazavetters and her campaign is #640 on the list.

You can donate to her on Chuffed:

Every donation, word of support, can make a real difference

I am Fatima, a 21-year-old woman.I got engaged just one month before the war started. My dreams were simple: a warm home, a small family, an

[unspeakablehorror]

July 1, 2026

Fatima has told me that she is experiencing continuous attacks and shelling, as well as dealing with extreme summer heat in her tent. Please donate if you can and reblog to help her family!

FOOD & SUPPLIES: €0/? (monthly)

CURRENT TOTAL: €17,202/€20,000

[unspeakablehorror]

FOOD & SUPPLIES: €6/? (monthly)

CURRENT TOTAL: €17,208/€20,000

[stillnaomi]

under the dictatorship of alberto fujimori, USAID funded peru's "family planning" program, which was used to sterilize 300,000 indigenous women, often through deception or in exchange for basic necessities such as food or medical care

A system of incentives and sanctions reinforced the policy: healthcare providers received cash or in-kind payments for each sterilized woman, while promotions, demotions, and the allocation of medical equipment were tied to the fulfillment of sterilization targets and quotas. The program was also implemented through mass campaigns. DEMUS reported large-scale operations aimed at recruiting women for tubal ligation, including so-called “ligation festivals,” which promoted sterilization as a path to happiness and often offered food or money as incentives.

Deceptive practices were widespread. Many women were misinformed about the nature of the procedure or told it was minor. In other cases, they were offered debt forgiveness related to childbirth or abortion in exchange for agreeing to be sterilized. Within a broader context of poverty and exclusion, sterilization often became a transactional means of accessing healthcare or food, services the state was already obligated to provide.

source

not coincidentally, US president george h.w. bush's administration was very pleased with the mass privatization fujimori's regime was implementing

[unspeakablehorror]

Help Fatima Get Winter Protection!

[VIDEO DESCRIPTION: The inside of a tent. Water can be seen trickling down inside part of it.]

Fatima is currently living in a tent. She has told me that she needs a mattress for the tent, blankets, and carpets. Please help her get these necessary supplies!

Fatima is vetted by gazavetters and her campaign is #640 on the list.

You can donate to her on Chuffed:

Every donation, word of support, can make a real difference

I am Fatima, a 21-year-old woman.I got engaged just one month before the war started. My dreams were simple: a warm home, a small family, an

[unspeakablehorror]

July 1, 2026

Fatima has told me that she is experiencing continuous attacks and shelling, as well as dealing with extreme summer heat in her tent. Please donate if you can and reblog to help her family!

FOOD & SUPPLIES: €0/? (monthly)

CURRENT TOTAL: €17,202/€20,000

[unspeakablehorror]

FOOD & SUPPLIES: €6/? (monthly)

CURRENT TOTAL: €17,208/€20,000

[claypuppies]

need $48 to pay this winter’s gas bill, grab a print or something cool to help me out if you can/want to <3 <3

or buymeacoffee

0/48

[molsno]

I hope that one day the flag of the usa is as reviled and repressed as the flag of nazi germany