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Ok, so... I've been misremembering some things in ways that were really unfair to myself and change the tone and context of things on a base level. It's not speculation or dependent on recollection - the receipts kind of presented themselves by accident and are...unquestionable in their tone and intention.

I'm not even sure what to call what I'm turning over in my head, much less where I'd begin describing it...

I... Gave and meant my word.

I will hold my tongue until something frees it, which means that's as much as my sense of honor will allow me to broach the topic from this direction, but... This is really serious in a way I hope my tone doesn't undersell and is not delusional or paranoid in the slightest. I guess I feel like I need to say at least that much to feel safe, or something?

...This is uncomfortable. I'm very unsettled trying to sit and sleep here on this because having people validate my tone and vindicate my concerns is little comfort against...the vindicated concerns. The comfort is appreciated, though.

Fuck; This is bleak.

I... Can't let them get away with this...?

#Gaslighting

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Physically:

Neck feels better... Toothache is gone... Still have appointments and check-ups to get to as they roll around, though, for something more objective than "feels OK; feels good."

The left temple tenderness and waves of nausea sort of emanating off it are gone. Some left-side mastoid tenderness.

Emotionally:

Wish it was as awesome as my physical state.

This miracle was to torture me; I don't want it.