Fuck Off

I can't even with people anymore

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[skinnybitchplz]

I have this guy friend. Today he just said to me: “Yesterday I noticed I’d been 48 hours without eating anything.”

He just forgets to. He says it’s not worth it spending money on food. He only eats for surviving and he said he doesn’t feel hunger, what he feels sometimes is the need to remember the taste of some specific thing and then he eats it. He’s not eating anything else for the rest of the day. Because he doesn’t fucking need it. Now he’s my new anti binge thinspo. If he doesn’t need to eat, why do I?

[wordsbymymind]

Maybe I should start pretending like nothing ever happened between us, I mean since it was so easy for you.

Wordsbymymind (via wordsbymymind)

[enlightenedreader]

[justthinking005]

“I falling in love with you”

I told myself I wouldn’t… I told myself that I’d stop whatever is going on between us before I started falling for you.But then we were laughing. And you were smiling so big that my heart exploded with happiness. Your eyes sparkled and I loved the way you looked at me in that moment. It was like I was hit by a hurricane of emotions and I was done for. I couldn’t stop myself.I was falling in love with you, and there was nothing I could do to stop it or deny it. You were beautiful, and brilliant, and I wanted you. All of you.

[jess-amelia]

“Are you sure you won’t take him back this time?” Skepticism was written all over her face and it infuriated me. “Yes, because there’s nothing to chase after. The feelings are still there but there’s no honesty, loyalty or trust anymore so what would I even be chasing? A healthy relationship cannot exist without those three things. So yeah, it’s really over and he’ll regret letting me go one day. ”

I deserve more than someone I have to chase after - Jess Amelia  (via jess-amelia)

[i-wrotethisforme]

Every time I see you I get drawn back in and I know how it’s going to end because it ends the same way every single time and I know how I’m going to feel because I feel the same, shitty way every single time. But I still want it. Knowing the consequences and the pain and the problems, I still look at you and I still want it.

[walouijawip]

reblog if u support squishy tummies, legs, and arms

[spacecandy49-blog]

Why did it have to be this way

Why did you lead me on

Why did you play with my heart

Why did you make me fall for you

I just wanted to love you

That's it

I wasn't asking for much

Just your love in return

You said you loved me

I didn't believe you

Each time

I felt I was being lied to

I tried to talk to you

Told you i would do anything for you

I only wanted your love in return

You said do you believe me

I said I want to

You asked again

I quietly said yes

Which was another mistake

I was going to bed and I stupidly told you I loved you

Then you let it all out

You said you didn't feel the same

You weren't ready

You weren't over your ex

And you didn't love me in a relationship way

Only in a friendly way at most

You said it's not my fault

But how can you tell me it's not my fault

When I feel everything is

Everything I did I feel is my fault

You told me not to beat myself up

And to not hurt myself

I told you....I couldn't promise anything....

And I didn't

I took more pills

I haven't been to bed and I'm not planning on it

I smoked more

I drank

And I broke down multiple times

Cuz I feel it is my fault

That I'm not good enough

Or that I'm not pretty enough

Or thin enough

Or anything i just wasn't and arent good enough for you

I'm going to miss your lips

And your hugs

Our dirty late night talks...

I want to go and delete all the pictures of you

I have a folder full of them

Ones where you are smiling

God I love your smile

Ones where you are smirking so adorably

I have dorky ones too

Pictures of you with funny filters

Pictures of with doing silly things that always made me smile from ear to ear looking at

I'm gonna miss you

I just hope we don't become strangers to one another

You broke me so many times but I kept going back

Over

And

Over

And

Over

And

Over

That was a mistake

It was all a mistake

You were using me

From the very beginning

It was all a lie

Everything

Everything you told me wasn't true

Granted i didn't believe you when you first said them

I love you so very much

I wish you the best of luck with everything

I hope you can actually find some to make you happy

unlike me

Someone prettier

Probably thinner

Probably smarter

I love you...

And I'm sorry...

I just wanted to vent so yea, you don't have to take this seriously, it's just my loopy head thoughts at almost 5. Fuck i have to get ready for school great. It's gonna be a bad day I'm sure of it

[earthstory]

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[spacecandy49-blog]

Please

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[chickennugget6969420]

Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry.

[malaikat2800]

if you see this talk to me … I really need you. everything is wrong again

(via malaikat2800)

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