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i bet it feels good as fuck to intend to do something and then actually do it

going to start playing daggerheart with my tabletop group with a new dm, my character will be a <3 fungril <3 which i'm very excited about. spent the past week reading up on fungi, looking into fungi in mythology, listening to a podcast episode on mycology brainstorming mushroom related names etc etc etc learned SO MUCH

our dm just messaged me to tell me he "had a conversation" with the google ai chatbot that might be interesting for me to read and sent me a screenshot and it was just. him asking what it would be like if a mushroom suddenly gained human consciousness like my GOD why are we outsourcing the characterization/world building process of tabletop rpging to fucking ai. is reading up on things and thinking about them and rotating the ideas in your head and being creative and letting your brain go in all sort of directions not the FUN part???????? what are we doing. oh my god

#i feel sicccccck #also insulted??????#why would you send me. fucking ai inspiration????? for my character???#like YEAH great thank you. a fungus inspired character might have a hivemind-esque thing going on & a very diffrerent outlook on life+death #and have a connection to nature and a very different perception of things etc. GREAT thank fucking GOD we asked ai!!!#what would we do without it???? how could we have come to these ideas ourselves with our tiny inefficient human brains!!!#also goddd. i had a little art night last night with the other 2 players and was just. doodling & coming up with a design for my character #looking at the official daggerheart fungril sketches but trying to come up with my own version. looking at all sorts of different mushrooms #trying to figure out if i can make my character fat without the others being Weird about it if its. a mushroom #(there are always weird jokes and comments about fat npcs or like. the dwarf in our last group that so far i felt like.#i would rather [redacted] than deal with that every week but i figured if its a fungus. surely they won't be weird about it??)#trying to figure out how to make my character less humanoid. trying to figure out how body parts and limbs might work.#trying to decide if i want to throw some animal inspiration in the mix too (i think bird claws would slap!!!)#coming up with a way to use mycelia in the design!!!! trying to decide if i can have her be bioluminescent. what her eyes might look like.#looking at all sorts of public domain fungi related art!! thinking about how she would be able to do her day job (undertaker)#how she moves how she would fight in our campaign!! how she would hold her shovel. how she interacts with others #reading up on fungus roots and life cycles and symbiosis. looking at the insane variety of fungi!!! living my best life!!!#and one of the other players looked at me and went “oh why dont you just go look at pinterest images of other peoples fungril designs?”#other player went “ugh isnt that like. 90% ai generated slop now?”#“well yeah but the images still look cool! :)” *starts pulling up the most obviosuly ai generated bullshit for me*#(it's like. 95% conventionally attractive dainty women in Sexy/Cute poses with pretty human faces and big eyes and just like.#blue or green skin and a mushroom hat instead of hair?)#i just kinda smiled at her and tried to be polite but also show im not really interested and go back to my drawings??#like god i really cant draw for shit but i do enjoy coming up with concepts and i cant think of anything Less Fun than to just.#pick ai slop art thats just Sexy Woman whos also a mushroom and then idk. change some colors change minor details and call it a day???#(the thing that keeps me going is that the second player is playing a faerie and she looked at the official art and went #“OH SHE CAN BE AN INSECT” and now her character is just a funky little bee queen that looks Extremely gender and extremely. furry somehow??#and has big bug eyes and is like. a grandma and an archivist and a beekeeper and also queen of her hive :'))

havingrevelations-deactivated20

the thing about having hope is that it is so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so difficult. but you have to do it anyway

godkissedme

#q

kristina100000

the lonely idgafer starts giving a fuck late at night

#q

lesbianboyfriend

it’s rotten work. to me if it’s me.

i-am-a-fish

unlearn shame. then with all the new space in your brain you can learn something cool. like you can learn how to read braille. or you can learn how to make chocolate mousse. you can do anything really

x

The 7 Deadly Sins

hear me out

yuriartillery

I hate being aware that my frenzy meter is filling

walking home through the tiny local forest looking up at a tree mesmerized and starting to feel dizzy going oh god wait do i think trees are hot bc they are so much taller than me and kind of giving eldritch horror?

remembering i am walking home from a 12h work day on 1.5h of sleep and i probably just think trees are pretty (normal thought) and looking all the way up while semi high on a lack of sleep is making me dizzy and all is well.

#not a tree fucker #i think!!!!!!#coming to the confusing realization that the things i think are hot #(things that would break my brain trying to even comprehend them etc)#(some abstract concepts) (fictional evil middle aged women)#are probably mostly(?) not things i would actually want to fuck #(truly unsure about my evil women. i mean there is the moral dilemma)#one of these days i will figure out what is/isn't romantic/sexual attraction!!!!!!!!!!#it does feel like. a math problem i can solve if i try hard enough!!!!!!#until then i will continue playing fuck marry kill with like. trees the sky and the sun. etc #god it is not even dark yet i cannot be night blogging #everyone. kindly avert your eyes #hmmmm i think many people go “oh this is hot i want to fuck this” (or. them* fhdjdjs maybe usually them....)#whereas my usual instinct is oh this is hot i want to stare at this until i stop being a person and lose my mind 💖 💖 💖

anphivenas

non sequitur ? uhhh ,i hope to be having a lot of seq uit her actually

#helpfhfjd #q

64mpg

once i am perfect in every conceivable way i will be happy i can feel it

64mpg

i love this sentence thank you. so excited to become perfect!

#i just need to change like. 9 billion little things about who i am as a person and how i do things and then that's it!!#i think i can get there #surely i can get there #surely this is normal to want. possible to achieve. all of those #q

pixlerelish

My toxic trait is that no matter what I need three hours to myself at the end of the day to do absolutely nothing.

aropride

if your animal is lying on the floor, furniture etc, it’s important to take a picture of them. then, if they move or shift in any way, it’s important to take another picture. with this technique, you can take many pictures of your animal

#and then send them to meeeeeee #this is a very important step of the process!!!!!#dont forget!!!!

hoseoch

“what are you gonna do, cry about it?” yes . the fuck

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