I do not fear the vast mourning of dark and shadows. I do not fear bones showing the breath once lit by life's light. I do not fear.. I do not fear..
-Hazy
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I do not fear the vast mourning of dark and shadows. I do not fear bones showing the breath once lit by life's light. I do not fear.. I do not fear..
-Hazy
I have decided to build a cyberdeck to read and write fan fiction on. Am I qualified to do this? No. Do I know how? Not yet. Can I read ao3? You bet your bottom I asked that first as well, and yes. Yes, I can. Yes, I will!
Check back in a few months to see if the hyperfixation stuck or not. 😬
My list of Cyberdeck Resources!! it’s a work in progress but i hope it helps you and lmk if you find any more useful things to add :D
Cyberdeck and DIY Tech Resources List! Made by Lauxesa2 on Tumblr On social media: Tumblr: The #cyberdeck and #diy tech have some informa
𝔯𝔞𝔦𝔫 𝔩𝔢𝔞𝔡𝔰 𝔱𝔬 𝔟𝔬𝔬𝔪𝔦𝔫𝔤
insane to me how, to some people, this is not a common sense
“So I give into the fall,
I need something soft, down feathers over rocks,
I died and I land with both and my hands in the mud”
study photos :3 (not mine)
I am once again begging people to realize that AI checker doesn’t work. it’s never worked. it’s notoriously known to have flagged human-made works as AI and AI-generated works as human-made. and by feeding it people’s works, you are feeding more works to AI, because apparently the machine itself is AI.
the only thing AI checker does is harm genuine artists and people in general too.
good traits gone bad
perfectionism - never being satisfied
honesty - coming off as rude and insensitive
devotion - can turn into obsession
generosity - being taken advantage of
loyalty - can make them blind for character faults in others
being dependable - always depending on them
ambitiousness - coming off as ruthless
optimism - not being realistic
diligence - not able to bend strict rules
protectiveness - being overprotective
cautiousness - never risking anything
being determined - too focussed on one thing
persuasiveness - coming off as manipulative
tidiness - can become an obsession
being realistic - being seen as pessimistic
assertiveness - coming off as bossy
pride - not accepting help from others
innocence - being seen as naive
selflessness - not thinking about themself enough
being forgiving - not holding others accountable
curiosity - asking too many questions
persistence - being seen as annoying
being charming - can seem manipulative
modesty - not reaching for more
confidence - coming off as arrogant
wit/humor - not taking things serious
patience - being left hanging
strategic - coming off as calculated
being caring - being overbearing
tolerance - being expected to tolerate a lot
eagerness - coming off as impatient
being observant - being seen as nosy
independence - not accepting help
being considerate - forgetting about themself
fearlessness - ignoring real danger
politeness - not telling what they really think
reliability - being taken advantage of
empathy - getting overwhelmed with feeling too much for other people
𝔰𝔦𝔫𝔫𝔢𝔯𝔰 & 𝔰𝔞𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔰
historical fiction writers scare me because they’ll casually say things like "this takes place in 1741" and then proceed to write with the confidence of someone who’s lived there. how. did u time travel.
Tips for Writing Poverty without being Insulting
✧ Being poor is expensive. You can't buy in bulk to save money. You pay fees for not having enough in your account. You buy cheap shoes that wear out fast instead of good ones that last.
✧ The math is constant. Every purchase is a calculation. Can I afford this? What can I skip? Is this worth it? Your character's always doing mental accounting.
✧ You get creative. Meals from whatever's left in the pantry. Fixing things with duct tape and hope. Making do because you have to.
✧ Shame is real. Your character might lie about why they can't go out. Make excuses. Hide their situation because poverty is treated like a moral failure.
✧ Small luxuries feel huge. A coffee from an actual coffee shop instead of gas station. Buying name-brand something. These aren't nothing, they're big deals.
✧ You're always tired. Working multiple jobs, irregular hours, the stress of never having enough, it's exhausting. Your character's running on empty.
✧ Future planning is hard. When you're worried about making rent, thinking about retirement or savings feels impossible. You're in survival mode.
✧ Other people don't get it. Friends who casually suggest expensive activities. People who think you're bad with money when really there's just not enough of it.
✧ The system works against you. Need an ID to get a job but need money to get an ID. Need an address to get assistance but you're homeless. Catch-22s everywhere.
✧ IT'S NOT A CHARACTER FLAW. Your character isn't poor because they're lazy or stupid. Circumstances, bad luck, systemic issues, poverty is complex and it's not about moral worth.
digital garden ep 2
240625 - especial karl marx 04: crise ciclica do capital - rita von hunty
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-sinto que ainda tenho demais pra aprender, eu nao fazia IDEIA de nenhum dos 2 fatos citados, nem o ade auschwitz, menos ainda o envolvendo temer. aquela frase é PERTURBADORA e desconcertante, não importa de qual óptica ela seja analisada
-a ideia de crise ser um evento aleatório nunca fez nenhum sentido, mesmo. o conceito de ciclo é bem mais conciso, ao meu ver. até pq é ilógico, né, milhares de economistas competentes, estudos e mais estudos sobre como o capital circula e não há padrão kkkk claro claro e a fada do dente existe tb
-quero muito voltar nos artigos e pensadores citados ao longo do vídeo quando tiver um tempinho a mais. o vídeo é curto e obviamente não vai me dar um entendimento profundo sobre o assunto, mas o nascimento da vontade de saber mais já parece o bastante, por agora
-desespero e pobreza são inertes ao capitalismo, sempre foram
-se a terra tivesse 46 anos, os humanos teriam iniciado a revolução industrial a um minuto, e destruido quase tudo que a natureza passou 45 anos, 365 dias, 11 horas e 59 minutos aperfeiçoando
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-i feel like i still have so much to learn, i had NO IDEA about either of the two facts mentioned, not the auschwitz one, and even less the one involving temer. that sentence is DISTURBING and unsettling, no matter which lens you look through
-the idea of crisis being a random event never made any sense, really. the concept of a cycle feels much more solid to me. i mean, come on—thousands of competent economists, study after study on how capital flows, and no pattern?? haha sure sure and the tooth fairy is real too
-i really want to go back to the articles and thinkers mentioned throughout the video when i have more time. the video is short and obviously not going to give me a deep understanding of the topic, but the urge to know more already feels like enough, for now
-despair and poverty are inert to capitalism, they always have been
-if the earth were 46 years old, humans would’ve started the industrial revolution one minute ago, and destroyed almost everything nature spent 45 years, 365 days, 11 hours, and 59 minutes perfecting
✨ New Project Alert: My Digital Garden
I'm in the process of translating my obsidian zettelkasten into a digital garden website (!!) aka my digital archive. I've been toying with the idea of sharing my study notes + reflections "publicly" for a while now, but could never figure out the right format. A blog felt way too published, and an instagram study account wasn't enough.
Then I stumbled on this article by Writing Slowly about digital gardens -- basically public note collections / personal wikis. Andy Matuschak describes it as "working with the back door open", which I love. I then fell headfirst into the digital garden rabbit hole.
Digital gardens flip the idea of "personal blog" on its head -- basically going against the conventions of a blog: they're about evolving ideas, not finished articles. They are exploratory and meant to grow over time. Less rigid and less performative (as Maggie Appleton puts it). Bascially, a zettlekasten made public.
I'll post updates of how I'm creating my little garden here. In my initial explorations of this corner of the web, I've been inspired by Chromatically and The Quantum Well, showing that even high technical fields can make thought-provoking digital gardens. If anyone has tips (or would like to share their digital gardens), I'm all ears!!!!!
Can't wait to watch my little garden grow. 🌱
what's a digital garden
I shall start my exploration of the concept of Digital Gardening by sharing the definition of Maggie Appleton:
A garden is a collection of evolving ideas that aren't strictly organised by their publication date. They're inherently exploratory – notes are linked through contextual associations. They aren't refined or complete - notes are published as half-finished thoughts that will grow and evolve over time. They're less rigid, less performative, and less perfect than the personal websites we're used to seeing.1
Digital gardens move along the spectrum of personal notebooks, wikis and blogs, but they transcend their limitations and get closer to the ideal of the second brain by rejecting the idea that content should be organised linearly or chronologically. Instead they are organised like webs of knowledge, connected with hyperlinks of common themes, ideas and thoughts. Not only does it cultivates the gardener's ability to enter in dialogue with the thoughts they had in the past and to constantly grow and rewrite themselves, it also makes for a fascinating user experience.
A digital garden, as I see it, should capture the compelling feeling of following a rabbit hole, letting one's curiosity take the reins. It should be a terrain for exploration for both the gardener and the user. Maggie writes "You get to actively choose which curiosity trail to follow, rather than defaulting to the algorithmically-filtered ephemeral stream." 2 It reminds me of the "Choose Your Own Adventure" books. Their non-linear structure allows for a deliberate and individual path to be chosen. They rebel, in a way, against the commercial, advertised, AI-generated internet that is pushed towards us nowadays. Instead, they are an unfiltered, destructured, consciously and humanely built space on the internet, where one can cultivate the seeds of their intellect and imagination.
In the first conversation I had with my boyfriend after discovering digital gardening, I expressed my need to break free from doomscrolling and content that I did not have time to or was unwilling to digest and process. Nowadays, it is so easy to be sucked into a mode of consumption which destroys the individual and aims to replace it was an advertisement machine, a brain-dead puppet for corporations to tramp on. Digital gardening and the process of taking notes and consuming content mindfully breaks from the bad habit of scrolling and offers a space to speak at length and get lost in thoughts.
Indeed, we are all fatigued by fast-paced commercial media, and we forget that the media we consume is what shapes us, not only as artists but also as individuals. Therefore, it is not really about consuming less, but about consuming more mindfully, and taking ownership of the thoughts provoked by the media we consume. We should not only let it change us, we should be critical thinkers who engage in a conversation with the art and the media that goes through us. We should disagree, add onto, reflect, and put in the work to cultivate ourselves mindfully. Anna Howard 3 puts forward the idea that a way to become more creative is to take notes. My main take-away from her video was that her idea of taking notes was akin to creating through thinking original thoughts and writing them down. It is no longer about copy-pasting content from an article or film. It is about digesting, reformulating, conversing with the art. The note taking that she does is less about the actual content of the media and more about her own vision of the world. It is inspired by it of course, but she makes it hers through the act of note taking. It is in my opinion very similar to the process of creation, through which we let ourselves be influenced by the works of others, and "digest them", mash them all down, mix and churn them into something uniquely ours.
At their core, digital gardens rebel against the idea of what a website "should be" or "should look like". They aspire to be less perfect and performative than the usual blog or wiki, which we have been taught should look professional, official, consistent. But I am not a "tiny corporation" 4 . I am not politically correct, I am not objective, I am not fixed in time. I can choose to revolt against this limited view of humanity. Like ourselves, digital gardens are imperfect, unconventional, ground-breakingly unique, and in constant evolution. We are not are not structured by the subjunctive. We simply are, in all of our messiness and imperfection. This is what makes them so beautiful. Digital gardens capture the experience of picking at someone's brain and unveiling patterns and connections.
Finally, they allow themselves to be incomplete and biased. Writing with a partial and situa voice is a difficult exercise for my perfectionist self, but it is a healthy one. The mythical idea of perfection is against our human nature of evolution and change, and it is founded in authoritarian, objectivist and hierarchical views of knowledge. It is the birth of inequality. We all have a voice and a perspective, and we all grow and let ourselves be influenced by others. As such, no writing should have the pretension of holding the complete truth. The digital garden positions itself as a human piece of writing.