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IT’S HALLOWEEN TIME TO GET SPOOKY

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I T S T H E M I D D L E O F J U N E

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I T I S H A L L O W E E N T I M E T O G E T S P O O K Y

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World Heritage Post

#figured out how to work the scanner on my printer #so I’ve just been scanning shit #anyway my MCR postcards from the São Paulo concert #my chemical romance #mcr #long live the black parade #lltbp 2026 #lltbp tour #mcr lltbp #aesthetic #soviet aesthetic #the black parade #postcards

Rearranged my entire room hopefully that means I’m out of my executive dysfunction slump

#I have so much work to get done pleaseee brain cooperate #v talks #i need to organize my table still but #easy enough I think #i hate adhd omgg

I want big boots that are big and aways unlaced and falling apart, i want boots that are cool and awesome and falling apart and big

#v talks

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I think being suicidal is something that completely killed the joy i used to have of watching horror movies (supernatural ones specifically), because like ok alright a demon is haunting my house and trying to kill me? Fuck can I do about that? I don’t know how to pray, I don’t own a gun and I am seriously unable to throw fists so I guess I might as well just die

#I used to deal a lot with ocd themes around being killed by demons or wtv #and the thought of ‘well i guess I might as well die’#literally ended with those compulsions I used to have #also the thought of ‘why the fuck would the ghost be trying to scare me? is it just that fucking bored? pathetic tbh’#so I shamed the imaginary ghosts and demons so bad that now I cannot even take the thought of me being haunted seriously #v talks

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GGYUUUUHGG I like my pink hair way more than I expected to not going to lie.....

#cool hair hell yeah #reblog

I lost years of writing after my account got nuked because I was dumb enough to exclusively write my bad poetry and music on my tumblr blog

#v talks

There are so many things I’d love to pursue if I didn’t spend my entire life dealing with anxiety and depression, and I guess atp everything that requires me to leave my comfort zone is just way too much

#I really like musical theater and idk some other forms of performing arts #and idk some sports or martial arts #I’d totally be into some stuff like that if I hadn’t developed dysautonomia due to my lack of coping skills lol #motivation is also a big struggle too #maybe one day I’ll feel motivated enough to do other stuff with my life like that but idk #rn all I want to do and pursue is nothing that will actually benefit me #self destructive behavior is not considered a hobby yet

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Tomorrow is another day this isn’t the end of the world im going to be okay i want to be okay

#v talks

I was never what you needed, I was never what you wanted, I was never really loved by you, I was idealized I was never real, I was what you wanted me to be and I was fine with it but you got tired of playing pretend.

#I could never reach you and I never will #I could never reach you #I could never #I could only hope and pray and beg #I’ve spent the last three months begging #hoping #I was hoping #shit poetry tag

#me in a weird angle fixing my hair #my face #2000s emo #emo #00s #scene #2000s #alternative #early 2000s

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