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@spikeyyyyyy
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avatar: the last airbender original character roleplay blog
his name is lee and he's lovesick.
a study in: friends to lovers, difficult choices, mortality, found family, and much more.
this blog will be in character, as if lee were posting, but plotted roleplays are welcome and encouraged!
currently looking for: any member of the gaang, but especially zuko.
this is a sideblog, so likes and follows will come from @/sevensecondstilltheend.
below is more info!
//new blog alert....
Yuffie threaded her arm through his as she led him to the bar, hopping and skipping along the way as if nothing had happened. Of course, this was just her convincing herself that she was okay, and that she hadn't lost her cool in front of Cloud.
Just before they reached the bar, she stopped before the steps, removing her arm from his. She tiptoed and kissed his cheek, looking at him with her classic cheesy grin. "Thank you, Cloud."
She turned on her heels and ran into the bar, greeting Tifa excitedly, hoping the woman would not notice the redness around her eyes.
Stunned by the kiss, Cloud stood by the doors. Yuffie's odd behavior was...just that- odd. He did not know how to navigate it. But it would be worth it to try.
After giving Tifa a simple greeting, he sat at the bar. He already knew what he wanted, he got the same thing every time. He liked to keep things simple. Clean. Except when it came to emotions apparently.
"What will you get?" He asked Yuffie. Innocent question. A way to get his foot in the door. Ask about how she'd feeling...eventually.
//I just wrote 2k words my brain hurts so bad
Yuffie appreciated his efforts. He was sweet, despite his spiky exterior. She knew that he cared, he just didn't know how to show it. And that was okay. She loved him regardless of that fact.
"Yuh huh. And I'm the Queen of Wutai." She teased.
"How about we just go for a drink and play some darts? Will that work for you?"
Cloud nodded. "Yeah. Works for me."
Maybe they would strike up some sort of heartfelt conversation while stabbing the wall with the darts. Maybe they wouldn't. Cloud hoped for the latter, but knew...a part of him wanted to talk about stuff and things. Even if he also knew he would groan about it.
He stepped off, gesturing for Yuffie to follow.
"Hey - come on - let me help you to bed."
from here. always accepting btw!!
Cloud barely comprehended her words. Something something bed. He didn't need sleep, he needed-
"Sephiroth," he mumbled groggily. "I need to stay awake."
The words were a good enough explanation in themselves, hopefully, because he wasn't up for talking more. Their friends had all tried and failed to get Cloud to sleep- it seemed it was Yuffie's turn now.
Yuffie ran a hand through her hair, feeling all the slight tangles that she had put in her hair from rapidly running her hands through it while panicking and crying. She felt stupid for letting Cloud see her this way.
She looked at him when he offered for her to talk. She barked a laugh, before wiping her eyes once more.
"Cloud, please. I know you. I know you want literally anything else in the world than for me to tell you my problems."
"That's not true," Cloud protested. "I...care."
He sounded like he did not care and he mentally kicked himself for it. He couldn't help that tone of his voice sometimes, though.
"Don't come to me for advice, though." He knew she already wasn't going to do that. "I can listen and that's about it."
Yuffie smiled at him. A big, genuine smile. The thought of it was quite adorable. She reached up and pinched his cheek, cooing at him a little.
When asked if she was okay, she took in a deep breath and held it for a moment, before exhaling again. She leaned back against the wall.
"As okay as I can be, I think."
Cloud would've waved her hand away, but again. If it made her feel better.
Now that he thought about it, he was probably about to let her get away with a few things with that excuse. If it made her feel better. If it meant putting that smile back on her stupid little face.
He sighed, both because of the realization and her response.
"Do you wanna talk about it?" He hoped she would say no, mostly for selfish reasons, but also hoped she'd say yes because what the hell was that about?
"I'm here, if...you want. I can listen."
Yuffie's sobs paused for a second upon hearing Cloud's... confession? Her sobbing slowed down, and her breathing began to regulate. She looked up at him with big brown eyes and tilted her head.
"You... style your hair based on chocobos?" She asked, sniffling. She freed her hands from his grasp to wipe away her tears.
Even if it wasn't what he meant to say, it took her mind off of the hurt she was feeling, even if it was just for a moment. With tears still filling her eyes, she laughed. She laughed as they spilled down her cheeks, and she looked at him.
"I did always think you looked like one."
Cloud groaned a little. It was embarrassing, but it got the job done. Yuffie's laughter made him feel a bit lighter, a weight lifted off his shoulders. A raincloud drifting away after overstaying its welcome.
"Uh- yeah. Ever since...I was a kid, I styled my hair this way. It just sort of ended up growing out like this after that."
Not a complete lie. Not the total truth, either- but hey. If it works, it works.
Now came the big one. "You okay?" Even just the simplest two words felt heavy.
Therapy Session | @spikeyyyyyy
Yuffie tried her hardest to concentrate on the man in front of her. She felt like her chest was caving in. She felt winded, like no amount of inhaling would bring in enough air. His voice was becoming clearer the more he spoke. His hands were warm around her icy cold hands.
Her eyes searched his for any sign of danger, that something was going to go wrong. She nodded, her legs barely holding her up. Her whole body trembled as she took a shaky deep breath, her breath shuddering as she exhaled.
"Keep talking, please." She managed to say, before a sob wracked her frame.
Now Cloud was stumped. Keep talking? What the hell was he supposed to say?
He didn't have the time to ponder his questions. Yuffie's sob made his chest ache painfully. He needed to help her. And fast.
He frowned, brows furrowing. After another deep breath for himself, he spoke.
"...remember the chocobo races? Did I ever tell you my hairstyle is inspired by one?"
What.
Keep going, Cloud. Maybe this'll cheer Yuffie up enough to calm her down? Even if it sounds absolutely stupid.
"Wait- that's not what I meant to say-"
‘hey, hey, look at me. we’re gonna be okay.’
(from here. also it's me @spikeyyyyyy hihiii)
Yuffie's breath was shallow, and her skin was clammy. Her eyes darted around everywhere, looking at everything but him. A small whimper left her lips as tears filled her eyes, blurring her vision. She heard Cloud's voice but barely recognised it. In that moment, she felt completely alone.
Hands reached out and grabbed hers, bringing her back to the moment. Suddenly, frantic brown eyes searched his, hers filled with fear.
"I'm scared, Cloud."
@spikeyyyyyy
"I know you are."
Something took over. Cloud was never the best with words but something took over, and he was able to form words that actually did some good. He couldn't just let Yuffie panic. With steady hands, he held hers tightly.
Searching the depths of his mind, he was able to remember a few things that helped him- methods he only employed when extremely necessary. Things he had been told, way back when...
His eyes never left hers. "We're going to be okay. Just breathe. You need to breathe." He demonstrated a deep breath. "Your turn."
you can only reblog this today. if you even care
"Thanks." Cloud decides he might eat a cracker, or something. Human food doesn't sit well with his stomach anymore, but anything to keep his actual hunger at bay. Or keep himself busy.
He tries not to even breathe as they walk to Zack's place. The scent of Zack's blood is hard to ignore, though, as it lingers next to him.
The walk feels like it lasts an eternity and only a few seconds, both at the same time. When they finally arrive, Cloud waits at the door as Zack goes inside.
"Can I come in?" He asks. He hasn't been here since...turning. And he doesn't want to test what'll happen if he walks in without an invite. Last time, he almost burned. He'd really rather not have that happen again.
“‘Course you can.” Zack looks back once he’s a couple feet inside the house, noticing Cloud hasn’t stepped in, and tilts his head questioningly. “Uhh.”
Before Cloud can say anything, though, Zack facepalms, chuckling to himself. “Right. Uh. You’re welcome on in.” Vampire rules and all that. Cloud must be real committed, which Zack can respect.
It’s been a while since they hung out at his place, and Zack’s kinda stupidly happy about it even if he’s exhausted. He kicks off his shoes and nudges them in the corner with his foot, then nods toward the general living space. “Help yourself to whatever, man. Whole house is yours.”
Cloud does the same, leaving his shoes next to Zack's after he steps inside. He follows Zack for a bit before he realizes he need to act normal, so he heads to the kitchen and looks through the pantry. Ah, crackers. Delicious.
Maybe Zack would think he had the munchies or something? There were certainly a lot of things people were doing at that party and weed was definitely one of them, so.
He leans on the wall, slowly chewing on the crackers. Bit by bit. They're flavorless to him now but if it keeps his hands (and teeth) busy...
"You know," he says, "I know I've been keeping this...huge secret from you. I guess I'm just sorry I didn't tell you before. I should’ve."
He pauses, and- completely unaware that Zack is completely unaware that he's a vampire- adds, "thought you'd be scared of me."
“They made you cry…? Where are they?” (mercverse so they're both a little more fucked up for it? also might be a bit busy today so may be slow <3)
(imagine me jumping up and down YIPEIEPEIOEO3O3O also it's okay you don't have to apologize lol <3)
Damn it.
This is what Cloud wants to avoid. They had bigger issues than Cloud's...fragile emotions. He hated referring to them that way, but it was the truth. It had been a few weeks since he had woken up. His body, his mind...everything was fragile.
"No, Zack, just-" He sighs. "Don't worry about it. It's not a big deal."
Honestly, he isn't even sure what happened. Something must've...just trigger something. A memory. Some memory about Shinra, something he wanted to forget.
Sure, if it's enough to bring him to tears, it must've been pretty big. But he can't bring himself to dwell on it anymore. Aside from having Zack find him crying being a little embarrassing, he doesn't want to...distract them from their job.
More important things.
"I feel like a jukebox. Juice - juice box. Empty juice box."
Ditto, man.
Cloud just stares at him for a moment.
"Yeah, I've been telling you to take a break." Does Zack listen? No. Of course not.
Cloud sighs, and he grabs Zack's wrist. "Come on." He knows one surefire way to get Zack to sit down, even if it's just for a second. He starts in the direction of the barracks. "We're watching Space Wars. And you're gonna sit on the couch, and you're gonna watch it." So help me, god.
Let Me Rest
Exhaustion starters!! because i'm so tired man. im so tired. i slept 12 hours and im still so tired.
"You can barely stand any more."
"You're wobbling on your feet."
"When's the last time you rested?"
"Hey - come on - let me help you to bed."
"I got you a blanket."
"No - stop complaining - you're laying down."
"You're going to destroy yourself at this rate."
"You have to rest sometimes."
"I want you to feel better."
"If you feel like everyone hates you, you need to sleep."
"Okay, you're... not making any sense. Go to bed."
"Sleep isn't a failure."
"Rest is important."
"Shut up. Go to bed."
"The nightmares are... really bad..."
"I don't know when I last slept..."
"I'm gonna... elephant the beam... 'n I'm... uh..."
"I texted my friend "spu auash guahg." what does that mean?"
"If I'm going to bed then you... you... uh..."
"... will you stay with me tonight?"
"It's cold..."
"I wanna, um.. I just... bit longer..."
"Just getting a glass of water."
"Nooo I don't need t'sleep..."
"M'fine. It's... is fine. I'm..."
"I've never been so tired in my whole life."
"I've been laying here for hours and I can't sleep."
"I want to cry. I hate this."
"There's nothing left in me."
"I feel like a jukebox. Juice - juice box. Empty juice box."