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"Don't worry I wouldn't be asking you those kinda of questions..I just am a bit curious about how your floating and what you are?" he said as he looked at him, he took out a cigarette and lit it quickly. He took a long drag before he blew out the smoke in the other direction. "Sorry about the smell, I needed one." he said as he looked at the other. He did want to know more about this man so why not ask the simple questions and hopefully he wasn't too invasive.

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Weren't those the questions ! Ones he's wondered about more than a few times in his life, ones that probably didn't really have much of an answer- at least not one he could give in this moment. The apology over the scent of cigarettes though, that's funny to him.

❝I've inhaled far worse than a bit of secondhand smoke.❞

Not that it mattered, he smoked himself ! Probably would be right now too if he had thought about taking a bag out today, but afterthoughts. Bad habit, bad habit, an adult should always have their ID !

❝Glad to know we're on the same page about content of questions. Not that I mind, mind ya, but there has to be a certain feeling in the air to entertain it, you know ?❞

And a certain feeling within, and he just didn't have that with him so far today.

❝As for what I am… I don't know. Never have. My mom used to scream at me that I was a devil child, and my first true relationship he said I was an angel.❞

Long time since he thought about those days ! A bit of an air of nostalgia lingering as he continues on.

❝He would say that I was an angel who fell too harshly, got too influenced by humans, but still- somehow- remained divine.❞

#𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒎𝒆 ─ replies.#auvaiis

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Kane looked at the other. He found it fascinating to see someone actually float around and not use any walking styles. He smiled gently as he looked at him. "Nah your good, I don't mind at all and I do find it quite fascinating." he replied gently. "I get ya on not wanting to fit in with the rest of the world and wanting to be your own person."

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❝No ?❞

Well, good ! That was a circle he was tired of going through. Though it was less not wanting to fit in and more not caring if he did or not. He certainly fit in certain spaces, but not entirely. Too addicted to self-destruction and fleeting highs to be a proper artist, too lively and not addicted enough for his “friends”, too old for people like Marcus, not old enough for actual decent older men. Oh, and don't forget the blatantly obvious- not human enough for humans, not devilish enough for what other forces there were ! What a life it was, but that's okay. You don't need to fit in to live, you only need to exist and want to keep going.

Of course sentiments he would keep to himself, wouldn't want some stranger thinking he was suicidal or something like that just cause he had thoughts that might come off wrong to someone else. That'd be a whole new hassle ! One that often led to police so he's come to learn, and who wants to talk to someone in a “position of authority” like that ? They were just a pain in the ass. But, hey, he was interested ? Well that's a topic he could take instead. Some give and take ?

❝Ain't anything like that, but if you got questions about it I don't mind answerin'. Maybe we could make a game of it. Ah, but don't think it's gonna be like those weird “let's play twenty questions, my turn- what color are your panties ?” type things, I couldn't care less about the color of your underwear or trying to see them.❞

Sure ! He was a pervert, and all that, but one that knew time and place for such things ! And honestly underwear wasn't as sexy as people made it out to be.

#𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒎𝒆 ─ replies.#auvaiis #✿ ⋆.˚ noooo take all the time you need life always comes first

❝You're a new face.❞

Hard not to notice one when you were a regular people watcher. Nothing could stop his curiosity ! Not even the large amount of alcohol clashing in his system. Oh, and that, you know, dens were kind of a… sensitive matter. People might come to drink, or hang out, but those that kept coming back ? Different kind of addiction there, maybe a few actually.

❝What are you here for ? What's your desire ? Not that I serve anything, don't ask me for shit, I just like yapping.❞

@panelborn. sc.

#panelborn #𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒎𝒆 ─ main verse.

❝Look man, I ain't got an answer for that.❞

Shrugging with a half-hearted shake of the head. Why was he supposed to have an answer for how he… moved ? Couldn't really call it walking if you didn't put your feet on the ground, could ya ?

❝Used to walk to make people comfortable, but I don't care about that anymore. Who gives a fuck if someone's bothered ? That's their problem, not like me floating about impacts their life at all.❞

If they got scared that was their own problem ! The less he had to move himself the more energy he could put into his art, and that's what was important, right ? To normal people ?

❝Are you gonna ask me to put my feet on the ground ?❞

@auvaiis. sc.

#auvaiis #𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒎𝒆 ─ main verse.