actual dragon rider

yanita;17;bulgaria;books;horror;fantasy;rock n roll;autumn;animals

[wattpadfic-deactivated20170213]

teacher: here’s ur topic me: oh jeez i hate that topic teacher: pick your own topic me: oh jeez im not a decision maker

[sadnegro]

get used to the fact that people will come into your life because they like the idea of you and not the reality of you. you are amazing and will do great things with or without them

[0-425-deactivated20150120]

phone camera vs film camera

[lemonfarm]

Holy shet

[creepyjirachi]

me watching shows alone: tears up at every little thing, cries at every death & the climax of every arc, is generally very gay and emotional

me watching shows around other people: never cries, makes bad jokes and smart ass comments the entire time

[bob-belcher]

side effects of being numb due to mental illness:

not crying for weeks and weeks on end until one day, you’re breaking down over something that isn’t actually worth getting upset about

not being able to tell if your feelings for people are platonic or romantic or if you’re just lonely

instead of caring too much, you don’t care at all about anything

not being able to process anything going on in your life and when you try, your brain stalls out

losing your train of thought every five seconds, so when you try to have a conversation, you have to pause and remember what you were trying to say

word vomiting

mind “static”

[inkskinned]

me talking about my mental illness in front of my therapist: … i ,,, might have? some sadness… somewhere in me… but it’s? not bad… i’m just whiny… i don’t know i just… never sleep and … me in front of complete strangers: move greg i have depression and i want the pasta it’s an emergency

[spnundercover]

me when i’m sad: .....i should......buy stuff.....

[reallyreallyreallytrying]

medusa, trying to turn you to stone, but you accidentally called her “melissa” when you first walked in and now you’re too embarrassed to look at her. “it’s alright” she keeps saying “i get it all the time” but you still won’t look. u don’t even remember the stone thing until later

[dynamax--grookey]

[umbrella-formerly]

I hate when you’re like “wow nothing is exciting anymore” and someone pipes up like “it’s called growing up” actually deborah, it’s called major depressive disorder but thanks for your input

[safelyendangered]

[suvisfitness]

why does this make me laugh so much

[psylock-e]

friend: dont be overdramatic

me:

[katekolman]

*refreshes tumblr every 12.4 seconds to catch up on all the fresh Eurovision memes*

[jarvishasthephonebox]

Portugal you don’t even have that many neighbours where are all these points coming from

[pandemoaniums]

eurovision aka european politics: the musical

[trash-gaylie-moved]

[rovermcfly]

okay I get it, portugal was kinda cute and his song was good in the sense that it’s a good song, not a good eurovision song tho? I’m confused since when is this about quality???