Xavierre took a moment, silent for a while, trying to figure out how he would phrase his next words. He never was one to talk about his disorder, especially when it was not during a therapy session.
“Well! If you ever DO want to talk with Lulu, you can always ask. I mean, he might not be available all the time, and sometimes he’s out like a light… But it’s not impossible for me to call him up front.”
Of course, there were a few exceptions. Thus far, Lucian has not fronted when in an Underground setting– or anything that reminded him of what he has experienced in the Underground. Relatedly, any place that was terribly noisy and busy such as clubs or bars were hard for Lucian to feel relaxed in. Since Azazel has interacted with the alter a couple of times, he figured he knew about such conditions.
“I don’t think I’d ever be able to give up on pastries, especially if it’s cheesecake. You know I love my cheesecake!” In all seriousness, he probably could cut back on it. Healthier recipes likely also were a possibility, though he’s never really bothered to look up on that. “At least I have nice metabolism… And I usually exercise to make up for the extra calories. And I’m good with drinking properly. A hot cup of tea sounds great right now, anyway. Do you want a cup, too?”
“Eh? But I love you, Xavi. I would never want to miss time with you.” He pet the man gently, giving him a soft smile. “If I met Lulu, then that’s great. I’ll be happy to spend time with him. If I meet you then I’m happy to spend time with you. Neither of you should feel like you have to leave for my sake. It’s your body and I’m sure that you two know better than I do who is up to being out and about and who wants to be at the front for any given time. I don’t want to make either of you feel like you aren’t wanted. I like you both as individuals, even if you do come as a package deal. “ Honestly Azazel found them both very interesting, and either one without the other just wouldn’t be the same probably. He wanted to interact with them both.
“I know, I know.” He said with a giggle. “Especially since you are probably around them a lot, huh? We’ll just have to make sure that everything is chocolate flavored so that you can control yourself a little better. “ The demon gently tickled the other’s belly, exaggerating his teasing a bit.
The mention of tea, especially this close to all of these family based holidays made Azazel zone out a bit. He missed his mother. One day soon he would have to go home and hold a tea ceremony for her. Do something special for her. “Ah, yeah. Tea would be nice.”
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