HELLO EVERYONE I AM FINALLY BACK FROM MY VERY LONG HAITUS!!! Iâve bee going through some stuff so I needed some time for myself and now I am back somewhat better. Anywho, here is a teaser to the next part and I think itâll be the last part or I will split it into two parts.Â
Masterlist  Part1  Part2  Part3  Part4  Part5  Part6  Part7  Part8  Part9 (final)Â
Genre: romance/fluff/angst/Â IÂ donât know at this point
word count: 4k (Â I got carried away )Â
âFlight number KE601 for Incheon Airport at gate A2 is now ready for boarding.â
âYeah yeah iâll call you when I get there donât worry dude okay. Yes Kim I know I know Iâll be fine stop freaking out so much my friend Yuri will pick me- WOMAN YES.â You yelled causing some fellow passengers looking your way as you mouthed a sorry.
âKim I swear to you that I will message you the second I land okay and when my friend picks me up now stop acting like a mom Iâm a grown ass adult for fucks sake.â Youâd been living with your sister since you came back and while yes you were busy getting your visa fixed and doing regular adult things, your sister babied you like no tomorrow because she did miss you a lot. Was it tough? Hell yeah it was, but in the end it was worth the wait. Keeping in touch with everyone was a lot harder than you had hoped for and sometimes you lowkey avoided them because you still felt bad about leaving without a proper goodbye.
âOkay okay okay hey Kim⊠KimâŠ. KIM! I have to board now so Iâll text you or call you alright? Okay bye love you sis see you~~~ I donât know whenever I can???â She was in the middle of starting a complaint when you just hung up to walk up to check in.
âGroup A, seat number D1 for~ Y/n aaaand there you go youâre all set, have a safe flight!â Thanking the lady you walk through the tunnel feeling pretty nervous knowing this was legit. You were finally coming back and this time it was permanent. You were pretty sure you looked like some idiot smiling like a moron but you didnât care because it was about time you could start fresh again. Nobody knew you were heading back actually, all except Sun and Yuri. A few months ago you confirmed with them on returning which was extremely exciting though you made them swear they wouldnât say anything or youâd personally strangle them. Yuri always filled you up on the daily tea about the boys and so much has happened with them gaining a huge amount of popularity which was great, but that also meant more stress was built. Obviously you were now two years older and of course they always sent their best of wishes being a whole ass ocean away and you always said thank you, it hurt. It hurt knowing you couldnât celebrate with them and they felt the same.
Two years was a lot for you to really reflect on everything. You were aware of what happened with the whole Namjoon and you situation being an unknown topic to discuss, since Yuri would ask almost anytime she had the chance to talk. It wasnât that you didnât want to talk about, it was just the fact that you werenât ready to jump into something so soon with someone who was just figuring himself out. You felt selfish about it and the timing wasnât right. In reality you were never really over your ex and what happened, the emotional damage, and the baggage that just came with it. When you were with Namjoon in a way you would forget but it always came back to bite you in the neck. He didnât need nor did you want that for him so you took a step back. Was it the best way? No, but he didnât deserve a boulder of problems that had nothing to do with him to try and fix you when in reality it was you who needed to learn to cope with what was going on. So when you left and thanked him for caring for you, you left it at that because it wasnât his job to fix you. Had you spoken to him about it, maybe it wouldnât have left a bad taste.
âHey yuri iâm on the plane right now howâs everything going?â
âOh thank god I was getting worried, everything is fine the boys donât suspect a thing and your apartment is all cleaned up. I made a few changes since you left but nothing big. Also Sun will be picking you up when you arrive. How are you feeling? Itâs been a while are you excited??â She asked all giddy and excited. If anyone was thrilled about seeing you, it was probably her. You lived with her when you first came and she became your second sister who somehow was exactly like your real sister, Kim.
âIs it weird to think that iâm so nervous I might throw up?? Iâm really excited but extremely nervous to just show up out of the blue in front of the boys. What if theyâre mad?? Oh my god what if they hate me because of everything? Yuri what do i doooooo.â
âY/n youâre fine donât start freaking out and bailing last minute because then iâd personally go strangle you. If anything yes, theyâll be shocked but I think theyâll be very excited to see you as well. Plus even if they are the slightest bit upset, it would be good for you to clear things up with them in person and start new. That or I can lecture them to not be angry.â Right when you were about to say something the flight attendant came up to you letting you know to put your phone on airplane mode.
âHey I have to go now but Iâll call you when I get there and Sun too okay. I should be landing around 8 am okay, Iâll see you soon bye~â You hung up and buckle your belt finally relaxing into the seat. This was definitely going to be a looooong flight.
âHey Joon have you seen my- what are you doing?â Hoseok stood there confused as to what exactly was in front of him. A tall namjoon with on the floor with a chair dismantled.
âWhat- oh hey. I was trying to build myself a chair but I donât think I did it right.â He said with a voice of disappointment. He finally had some time off and decided to build a chair for some weird reason but it got his mind off of whatever was bugging him.
âWell then, Jimin and I are going out to the han river if you want to join us?â Hoseok asked.
âYeah this isnât working out. Oh and your sweater is under couch in the living room because yeontan was running around with it then fell asleep on it under the couch.â It took about twenty minutes to get their considering they were just walking from their place but they were taking their time. It wasnât everyday that they had to go out like this, but when they did it felt nice to let loose. These last couple of years were nothing but stressful on them with gaining a bigger fanbase, but getting so much recognition and trying to maintain that high standard everyone put them on. There were ups and down just like every other year though it was mostly ups that happened. While you were gone they managed to keep in touch whether they were busy or not which was hard on both ends. While it was night time for you, it was day time for them, if they were out touring, you were working on projects. Sometimes you wouldnât speak for months and sometimes you would speak for a whole two weeks straight catching up. Everyone was always worried about you especially Namjoon, he probably worried the most. It was easy to say that when your name was brought up in any discussion, he would act like he was fine and while yes sometimes it was easy to not not feel upset, sometimes he caught himself slipping.
âHey do you ever wonder if y/n is coming back?? I heard from yuri that she might but I donât know when to be exact.â Jimin said while munching on who knows what.
âI mean I think itâs safe to say that she fixed the issue with her visa so maybe she will. I know PDnim was upset about having her leave. She actually kept up with her work and I must say, Iâm proud how far her work has gotten her.â Hoseok always kept up with your content and thought it was awesome. From your first work to now, youâve improved so much and he remembers how little sleep you always got so he hoped you were taking care of yourself. Namjoon on the other hand always found himself back at your apartment getting his work done. Since you left they had obviously gained a lot more wealth and moved into new apartments, though your place always had the best view in his eyes. It was the perfect mixture between the city and nature right outside your window and it was one of the main reasons you loved that place so much. In a way it was now his apartment too since he never really went back to the other dorms. You office was still there filled with all of your work, the concept art that went into your videos, color palettes, storyboarding, etc etc.
âI hope she doesâŠâ Namjoon whispered enough for the rest to hear him. Jimin knew how much he missed you and it wasnât unnoticed by everyone. âWhat would you even sa to her though??? Itâs been two years joon and even though we kept in touch, itâs very brief.â Hoseok claimed.
âI honestly donât know. Should I be mad at her for just leaving or should I be happy that I get to finally see her again and never speak of it?â
There was a long pause in the air before anyone spoke any further, âI guess we have to wait until that day comes, but for now letâs just hope for the best. Weâre leaving tomorrow afternoon and wonât be back until another week and a half.â
âThis is the captain speaking for flight KE601 from Lax to Incheon Airport, we will be landing in about fifteen more minutes, the weather for today is about 20 celcius with a light breeze, while we are landing please fasten your seatbelts and remain seated until further notice. I hope everyone has a great visit here in Korea and thank you for flying with Korean Air.â Holy heck you were a lot more excited the closer you got but then again, you were extremely nervous too. You havenât seen anyone in a whole two years which didnât seem that long but it definitely felt very, very long. Quickly packing our things you sat in your seat unable to stop fidgeting with your fingers and checking the time over and over again. Within fifteen minutes the plane had landed, everyone was grabbing their belongings and little by little everyone started to leave the plane. Walking out, you thanked the flight attendants to then make your way to grab the rest of your belongings.
âHello?? SUN hey!!! I landed already iâll be down there soon I just need to get to the terminal so I get to immigration before getting my luggage so itâll take a while. Iâm so nervous oh my god what do I do? I havenât been here is what feels like forever.â
âHey youâre fine just breathe and relax okay,â he said chuckling, â iâm about fifteen to twenty minutes away so you should be just about finishing up by the time i get there.â
âOkay cool Iâll let you know when Iâm getting out there okay.â Twenty minutes later and you were looking for the loads of luggage that you brought slowly regretting the amount you had. Right after grabbing the last one, you busted your butt to go through those doors feeling the giddiness rise. The excitement started to kick in and of course the second you passed the door, you spotted him and ran full tilt sprint.
âHey Y/- OOHP-â You jumped him giving him the biggest hug ever that he luckily didnât fall on the floor. He was sure you had the biggest smile on your face as did he since it had been so so long.
âHeyy~ donât kill me y/n,â he laughed, âItâs so good seeing you, we missed you so much.â You looked so different to him that he couldnât help but stare at you. Man there was so much that needed to be caught up on he couldnât wait for the car ride back.
âSorry, Iâm just really excited to see you and everyone else too. OH, I cut my hair as you can see and decided I needed a change so I dyed my hair too. Howâs Yuri? Is she meeting up with us back at the apartment?? Also please tell me the boys donât know anything. OH OH, I also hope you brought a big enough car too because i have luggage for days and iâm hoping it fits.â
Sun was having the time of his life while you rambled on trying to get you to calm down. âI love the new look, it suits you very much and I know everyone will probably drop their jaws. Yuri will meet us at your place, no the guys donât know and theyâre out of town luckily, and yes i brought a bigger car so no need to worry. Now calm down, letâs go and grab some food then head home.â
About an hour later you had everything and somehow ended up in your favorite spot to go eat some stew. Surprisingly the owner recognized you and bo was she super happy to see you see her again. She even brought you extra food stuffing our soul at this point, not that you were complaining though since she was the cutest and you could never say no to her. At some point she scolded you telling you that you should visit more often or sheâll find you to which she wasnât kidding. Shortly after you were headed home feeling more than satisfied, âIs it weird to say that iâm nervous to be in my own home after two years?â You asked walking down the hall.
âWell I would be nervous too if iâm being honest. Yuri should be here soon too, she had some stuff to work out at work and you know the rest.â
âTrue, Iâm just wondering how itâs going to be when the boys see me after that long. I just hope itâs not a bad reaction, Iâve literally had so many scenarios running through my head about how bad it could turn out and my thirteen plus hour flight didnât help either. Maybe iâm just overthinking it too I donât know am I??â You said in a smaller voice standing in front of your door.
Sun knew how much you really wanted things to end well but he didnât know either, so it was really just a 50/50 shot of what would really happen. Sure they could be angry but you also do still hold a lot of meaning to them that the anger would go away. To him personally he didnât find any reason to be upset with you so really, you were fine and shouldnât have to worry so much. Then again, the guys did have some random mood swings because you werenât there which did affect everyone. âYouâre okay y/n Iâm sure nothing bad will happen okay. Stop overthinking all the bad things because for all we know, they could be really easy going about it.â
âNamjoon I canât believe you forgot your stupid passport for the millionth time. We need like some type of beeper reminder thingy to make sure you have it at all times.â Jin said at a fast pace while driving towards your apartment since namjoon stayed there most of the time.
âI swear I had it jin, I guess i took it out again and placed it down. Iâm surprised we even noticed after arriving, how in the hell did they let me go through without it???â Namjoon questioned while looking through his backpack for the millionth time just in case he really does have it.
âI swear if the others find it in your luggage and itâs not in the apartment I will strangle you because now weâre going to have to find the next flight last minute.â At this point Jin was talking so fast out of anger that Namjoon didnât understand but understood. While they were on their way back to the apartment, they were completely unaware that you would be there and wouldnât have suspected anything really. Parking into their spot Namjoon started to head towards the front doors and Jin started to look within the car just in case it fell under or in between the seats.
âIâll double check the car and you go up first, Iâll be there if i donât see it okay?â Nodding a yes namjoon went inside and up the elevator in hopes itâll be there. If not, he was screwed for sure and would have to get another one for the millionth time.
You on the other hand while this was happening, started to look through your things for a bit and noticed some things were moved around but it was mostly the same. At some point you made a cup of coffee to try and stay awake while unpacking a few things. The coffee wasnât going to keep you up for long but it was very much needed at this point. Sun ended up leaving you here since Yuri called him in for a meeting which would take a while but you understood and assured him you would be fine. As soon as he left, you took a mini detour of your place (well namjoons place at this point) and noticed how most of your things were still the same but a lot more organized than what you would normally have. It felt so homey and relaxing but it also had a very namjoon aesthetic to it as well. Both bedrooms were pretty much the same with a few upgrades but your room was the same as ever. Even your bed was still the same which you were grateful for because the second you sat down, in about five minutes you were fast asleep and gone. After that long flight sleep was what you really needed and once you were asleep, there was no waking you up until whenever your body decided youâve fully recovered.
âI canât believe I forgot my passportâŠâ He mumbled to himself as if anyone was able to hear him. âLetâs just find it so we can head out and go on this trip.â Opening the door heâs already taking his shoes off and about to start looking when he sees a different pair of shoes that were obviously not his. Did someone break in? Heâs already walking inside when he sees tons of luggage in the living room confused as ever. Was someone moving in and he didnât know????
âWhat in the world??â He whispered walking through the apartment trying to be extra quiet just in case. You were in a deep sleep obviously so of course you didnât hear anything nor did you hear the door opening and a very surprised namjoon. Surprised wasnât really enough to explain how he felt because it was like the gears in his mind were turning so slow walking inside your room and nothing made sense to him for a good minute. That was until you were there, physically there in front of him. You, not just an imagination of his mind, you were legit sleeping in bed without a single form of knowledge that namjoon is very much surprised that you are really there. Holy crap what does he do? Does he wake you up? No no no no you literally just got here, youâre probably really tired. Wait, no wait, oh my god youâre really here. This is real. Oh god he feels a train of emotions just slapping him in the face he doesnât even hear Jin coming through the door calling out to him.
âHey why is there loads of luggage in the living r-â He stops mid sentence to see a very emotionally conflicted namjoon staring back at him and your bed back and forth not knowing what to do. Jin walks into the room to look back at Namjoon with the same expression.
â..room.â Jin finished not really knowing what else to say other than have just the same amount of inner conflict as Namjoon. They were so lucky you were dead asleep (some things just donât change) because if you werenât, who knows what wouldâve happened if you both stare at each other with the biggest question mark roaming around.
âJoon whatever youâre thinking or are thinking of doing, save it until we get back. Look for your passport quietly so we can make it on time.â Jin whispered already walking away into the other room to find what was needed. He started to search as quietly as possible because everyone knows once you start waking up, there is no going back to sleep and the last thing he needed was you awake and him freaking out. After about a good twenty minutes he found his passport in the bookshelf next to the picture he gave you during your first few months there bringing back many memories that he felt the lump in his throat start to form.
âHey did you find it?â Jin walked in with concern in his voice.
Taking in a deep breathe he put the frame down and heard you moving around meaning youâs wake up any minute now. âLetâs go before she wakes up, please donât tell anyone.â With that, Jin was already out the door and just as he was about to put his shoes on the sound of your voice filled his ears.
âNamjoon??? Itâs you right?â You said probably the smallest voice heâs ever heard from you.
Nobody moved, the elephant in the air was prominent than ever and you, you were standing there with guilt written all over your face. Your now short and dyed hair made you look more mature and you looked completely different yet still recognizable. What was he supposed to say?? He literally had to be at the airport but he also wanted to stay and catch up on everything.
âI thought- I thought youâd be out of town by now??â You asked.
âI- uhh, I forgot my passport.â Rushing his words out faster than what he expected.
Chuckling to yourself, it was like music kissed his ears hearing you laugh after so long. God how much he missed you but how crappy it was that he had to leave and wait a week and a half. âWe can talk when you come back okay? I donât think you should keep everyone waiting.â Smiling softly, you walked up to him while he held his breath for who knows how long. You only stood in front of him but it was so close you could practically hear his heart hammer against his chest from the millions of emotions running marathons.
âIâll be here when you come back okay? We can talk all you want and let it all out and you can cry, scream, or anything. Iâll wait just a little longer.â Taking a pause to really look at him, you mustered up the courage to grab his hand and hold it against you face really taking the time to let him know you were in fact real. While he let out the shaky breath he didnât know he was holding, he wished he could cancel the trip last minute at this point. âIâm so sorry,âŠ..â You whispered. Finally letting go and looking at each other he mustered up the courage to say something heâs been waiting for so long to tell you when you came back.
âI missed you so muchâŠâ
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